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I think the toughest part in all of this, for me at least, is losing someone to share things with. After a long day today and a really kick ass seminar at my kung fu school I come home to an empty house and just miss being able to call and share my day and hear about her's.

Id never been with a person who i shared my martial arts with. It's hard to find women who will accept the fact that I really am a martial artist at heart and its a huge part of what makes me who I am. It meant the world to me that she would ask me questions about it and take a genuine interest in it. Not to mention I shared aspects of my art that I'm really not allowed to share with anyone. It may sound a little bit odd, but these movements and concepts are things that i've bled and sweat for. They are as much a part of me as my muscles and bones. I think all I really hope is that she truely understands how special it was for me to express that side of me with her.


Ok, enough with being all *boo hoo*.........things weren't bad, things were great, and I'll have great things in the future. No looking back, all this means that i just have more time to continue making myself a great person to be with and around.