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So far on my whirlwind quest to find a replacement date for the wedding im going to this weekend has come up empty....

I have one friend who is interested its just a matter of getting her out there, havent seen her in years so it would definetly be a blast. The wedding is a bunch of my old rowing friends so who knows what kind of shinnanigans will be on tap.

Reading a good book right now to help with figuring out why I keep picking the girls I do.....I apparently have this problem with insisting on loving people that a)dont want to be loved b)feel they dont deserve love Needless to say this isnt a very good pattern for me. (dee dee dee )

I think i've spent my time watching one too many damn romance comedies