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I have a bad feeling something is going down.

Eh well, it was awesome while it lasted.

pug's are where they needed to be. All went well. We will be home tomorrow, and I will start working on my next steps.

be well.

"Kiddo, you made my night..Scratch that, you made my week"
You may hate sports, but maybe you love family..
As a kid my dad was my best friend. Some of the earliest pics of me were in Eagles,Flyers, or Phillies gear sitting with my dad on the couch watching games. We went to games as a family. My mom made dinners on Sundays that were...
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God I love October. Baseball and football as soon as I open my eyes.

I am going to the Farmers Market, and then to grab some German beer and Pretzels. Hooray Sunday!!

We went to an event for BeerAdvocate.com. It was fantastic, a local bar opened up before they normally do and we all brought one bottle of a hard to find treasure and shared...
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So, my life has been flipped up a bit.

As of October 19th I will be jobless.

Other than that, I am sweating to death here in sunny LA.

I have a lot to look forward to, and a lot stressing me out.

I constantly feel like I am starting from square one.

Even in my pensive modes, I am better than I have ever...
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Sometimes I wonder if there really is such a thing as undying love.

Sometimes I wonder if we are in someone's life for a little while, so that we learn something from them, and then once we learn, and share, the love dies, and we either live alone, or move on to another part of our emotional education.

Sometimes I wonder if I am just...
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Veggie Chilli over Brown Rice with a Maui Coconut Porter was my dinner this evening.

I was given a day off out of nowhere tomorrow, and I am going to enjoy it by doing whatever with my honey.

I still am feeling sort of out my head, but I will get by. I am not sure what is triggering it all, but it is still...
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Fuck it, We'll do it live.

I just don't get it. Flaky, annoying, self absorbed people. I have the most self involved asshole sitting behind me. Film people drive me fucking nuts it seems. Strangely, my mister is a film person, but I don't want to murder him. I suppose it is just that he is more real than most I come in contact with....
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Sometimes you just get so upset you have to journal again.



Ok. So here is the thing. as Bean and others mentioned in the RNC thread in CE, there is an unwritten understanding that you never show these images, ever.

I am fucking disgusted. I am embarrassed.

Fuck you. Fuck you RNC.

And I know a lot of you really don't like him, but this...
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He came to me, seven P.M., bags packed, fuel for my stomach waiting in my place.
We ride. Trip to Carlsbad takes shorter than expected. Sit at Pizza Port, eat great food, have good beers. Late night check in at Motel Six. I wash work off of me and hit the next stop. More beers, I hold him closer than I have in a while....
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Oh hey, I did a video journal