Monday night. Fletch came over to pack up the rest of his stuff.
(saturday he came over sporting a neck covered in hickies from friday night, which heather saw and later told me about)
so he was wearing a scarf. which i appreciated. i went to the movies.
when i got home he was still there. no scarf this time. he lay on my bed...
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(saturday he came over sporting a neck covered in hickies from friday night, which heather saw and later told me about)
so he was wearing a scarf. which i appreciated. i went to the movies.
when i got home he was still there. no scarf this time. he lay on my bed...
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The severity of my actions hasnt really hit me until recently.
the thought that i could lose my best friend forever kills me. i felt my heart breaking last night. how could i hurt the one person i love so much? and now already spend all of my time with someone new. i didnt choose this. i didnt plan this. but i cant escape it...
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the thought that i could lose my best friend forever kills me. i felt my heart breaking last night. how could i hurt the one person i love so much? and now already spend all of my time with someone new. i didnt choose this. i didnt plan this. but i cant escape it...
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cruella:
dude hugs tonight! i'll look after you!
loves
loves
true_love:
Break ups. Those things can linger. Whom evers right or wrong ya gotta carry yer own water.
Lordy knows I drank 4 2 months straight wen mine left me over a txt and had an abortion with barely a word and hasn't spoken to me since. The last few months were deeply painful but at least deep. Much better now with only a lil grief.
Haven't drunk in a month & life has grown in many ways.
endure the pain, love. Light, she comes.
Nirvana is indeed gorgeous. So art thou.
be gentle with yourself.
Lordy knows I drank 4 2 months straight wen mine left me over a txt and had an abortion with barely a word and hasn't spoken to me since. The last few months were deeply painful but at least deep. Much better now with only a lil grief.
Haven't drunk in a month & life has grown in many ways.
endure the pain, love. Light, she comes.
Nirvana is indeed gorgeous. So art thou.
be gentle with yourself.
Patience is a virtue.
art gallery. Dye'S work. Sanity667. cocktails. rics. met Daeos. buffy. tea. toast. buffy. cigarettes in bed. salon. hair treatment. vodka. mushroom pasta. vodka. party. lost cardigan. danced in lounge room. city. walked into security guard. walked into wall. refused entry. the valley. rics. saw fletch [ex]. danced on my own. stevie found me. lucy arrived. danced. lucy:"take off...
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art gallery. Dye'S work. Sanity667. cocktails. rics. met Daeos. buffy. tea. toast. buffy. cigarettes in bed. salon. hair treatment. vodka. mushroom pasta. vodka. party. lost cardigan. danced in lounge room. city. walked into security guard. walked into wall. refused entry. the valley. rics. saw fletch [ex]. danced on my own. stevie found me. lucy arrived. danced. lucy:"take off...
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aileen:
you are so sweet! i love th stream of consciousness journal style you've got goin'!
conjure:
Brendan is a total dream, so sweet and talented. And, well, it did hurt, but it was better than my thigh, except for my hips ... fucking hell needles and bones don't mix 
And I was talking to Christian last night ... I'm really excited to see what you two came up with!!
I wish I had more of a chance to talk to you at the Art Gallery last weekend, I was in date-mode. Meh. That's over anyway .. what are you up to this weekend?
And I was talking to Christian last night ... I'm really excited to see what you two came up with!!
I wish I had more of a chance to talk to you at the Art Gallery last weekend, I was in date-mode. Meh. That's over anyway .. what are you up to this weekend?
I just had my first review at work, ive been there since january, and they gave me a raise!!!! im so proud of myself! my good work is recognised!
okay seriously...
looking at my past relationships.
and i dont know how to feel about it...
ive had 6 boyfriends...
all were intense emotionally.
but....
2/6 i didnt get to know via email/msn, (i saw all...
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okay seriously...
looking at my past relationships.
and i dont know how to feel about it...
ive had 6 boyfriends...
all were intense emotionally.
but....
2/6 i didnt get to know via email/msn, (i saw all...
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ryker:
you are so beautiful!
scotty:
Awww babe, i didn't even know it was on 
Dye and i don't talk all that much anymore. She's working alot, and I don't go into Bris a whole lot anymore
i miss her
bad.
Dye and i don't talk all that much anymore. She's working alot, and I don't go into Bris a whole lot anymore
i miss her
bad.
I just had my first review at work, ive been there since january, and they gave me a raise!!!! im so proud of myself! my good work is recognised!
The Raveonettes - Hallucinations
Observe my obsession with someone new
Don't feel like someone new
The connection is real with someone new
In this tomb I call love
I get so lonesome with you
Or without...
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The Raveonettes - Hallucinations
Observe my obsession with someone new
Don't feel like someone new
The connection is real with someone new
In this tomb I call love
I get so lonesome with you
Or without...
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vermin:
Since you were 4?! 
You win haha!! xxx
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abbiss:
I've got to check this, you look gorgeous!
lelaina:
hey sweet
yay that you're were so chirpy for a monday morning. i, was not so. think ive been exhausted from being sick
today though, was quite yay. much, much better.
im going on a "trip" this friday
toot! toot!
yay that you're were so chirpy for a monday morning. i, was not so. think ive been exhausted from being sick
today though, was quite yay. much, much better.
im going on a "trip" this friday
toot! toot!
"Don't stop loving me. I can see it draining out of you. It's me, remember? It was a stupid thing to do and it meant nothing. If you love me enough, you'll forgive me."
"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's...
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"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's...
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s_eldorado:
Oh no! What happened??
Are you ok?
Are you ok?
lelaina:
nice picture 
lets play soon ok??
♥
lets play soon ok??
♥
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malana:
I don't believe. I know. Don't be frightened. They probably want to tell you things.
teyla:
Yesss... But they're not dangerous. Unless they, you know, drive your crazy... Great pic!
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prikkelpop:
Woops! How'd that happen?!
How'd that happen?!
xxxxxxxxo:
You are too beautiful, I adore your apple chest tattoo...you need to go pink!
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lelaina:
i loved meeting you too i thought for once id write in your journal instead of PMing hehe its kinda like coming out of the closet
anyways, here's my fav pic of the night. ill post them all once i could be fucked.....
i thought for once id write in your journal instead of PMing hehe its kinda like coming out of the closet
anyways, here's my fav pic of the night. ill post them all once i could be fucked.....
conjure:
It was, interestingly enough, very liberating actually. I've spent most of my adult life researching and sudying feminist topics and surrounding the objectification of women, and the imbalance in society, as well as the perpetuation of problems. That's actually the reason I joined this site - I wanted to learn the positive side to things like flashing. It's a complete acceptance of yourself and a decensorfication of the skin. It's been very interesting, and fun though, if nothing else
RANT! I'm good at them.
I know what you mean about someone keeping you from embracing the self you use to be. Spark up a convo on the topic with me next time we're drunk, I have so many lovely opinion I do so love to share...
RANT! I'm good at them.
I know what you mean about someone keeping you from embracing the self you use to be. Spark up a convo on the topic with me next time we're drunk, I have so many lovely opinion I do so love to share...
if you guys are meant to be friends in this life, then right now you need to be individuals. give it 6months and you will be able to sit in a room together without your hearts twisting in agony. been there. you will move on, but you wont if you stay in eachothers faces.
enjoy the new boy, focus on him xx
positive enrgy for you!................thanks for comment....