Life has never been so hard.
I am so confused.
last night i played the subways album, and cried my little heart out. every single song reminded me of fletcher, a few of the songs he had put on various mix cassettes throughtout the earlier stages of our relationship, and it just brought all the memories flooding back.
it didnt help me to then go...
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I am so confused.
last night i played the subways album, and cried my little heart out. every single song reminded me of fletcher, a few of the songs he had put on various mix cassettes throughtout the earlier stages of our relationship, and it just brought all the memories flooding back.
it didnt help me to then go...
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cannabisia:
You're quite a natural beauty! 
neisha:
you're beautiful.
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renna:
Hey lady,
Stopping in to wish you an awesome night.
I hope things are on the up n' up.
<3
Stopping in to wish you an awesome night.
I hope things are on the up n' up.
<3
misskoneko:
I wish I had something like that.
July 17 was my last blog? It seems SO much longer. My little hiatus didn't last long now did it? The love and support I get from everyone here is so uplifting, it keeps me here, oh and the boobs.
Brainstorming idea's for another set and then got to find myself a photographer. Or hopefully work with the lovely Daeos again!
overview of the past...
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Brainstorming idea's for another set and then got to find myself a photographer. Or hopefully work with the lovely Daeos again!
overview of the past...
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bonezz:
there up honey 
)))
srrr lovveee youuu!
)))
srrr lovveee youuu!
twelve:
True story. Reliable people are hard to find.
Life is a little difficult at the moment.
Sorry if i dont return messages or comments.
Im just trying to sort myself out.
Ill be back to my old self eventually.
Its just taking a little longer than i expected.
The past few months have been rough, im still as confused as ever. I have never been so sad in my entire life. It feels...
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Sorry if i dont return messages or comments.
Im just trying to sort myself out.
Ill be back to my old self eventually.
Its just taking a little longer than i expected.
The past few months have been rough, im still as confused as ever. I have never been so sad in my entire life. It feels...
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twelve:
Aw.
That's not a good feeling.
That's not a good feeling.
rydell:
Thank you for the comment on my set it is appreciated! 
i know everyone hates a shameless self promotion blog...
but oh well.
I have a new set in member review, shot by Daeos under his house, on his dad's old car. I am trying to thank everyone for their lovely comments, but my internet is really slow!
My scars:
I was in a car accident when I was 13; I was in the middle backseat,...
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but oh well.
I have a new set in member review, shot by Daeos under his house, on his dad's old car. I am trying to thank everyone for their lovely comments, but my internet is really slow!
My scars:
I was in a car accident when I was 13; I was in the middle backseat,...
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bonezz:
reoowww!
bonezz:
oh shit i dont know how i didnt tell you, yep it was fucked, nothing is missing howver its pretty suss, shan put a dead lock on my door and a bolt on the inside for the moment im looking for a new place ASAP,
iam over this shit, its really bringing me down!
xx love you.
iam over this shit, its really bringing me down!
xx love you.
Friday 6th june, before hair expo, had been in the salon from 2pm til 12am... missed the last train to my boyfriends house, went to rics. got drunk. (ended up getting the bus to my boyfriends at 5am with a few of his friends. he was waking up to go to work at 6am when we arrived.. ooops)
But this was at rics with Mark...
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But this was at rics with Mark...
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neisha:
i think you would look good with red hair, and a pixie-type cut. either a pale red - like strawberry-blonde type thing - or proper ginger, or deep wine-red. but probably not bright fudge-type red. hehe what do you think of my idea?
i don't know what to do with my hair either... i'm bored of it again. i was/am trying to grow it, but it's at a shitty length. also not sure about the colour. any suggestions?
i don't know what to do with my hair either... i'm bored of it again. i was/am trying to grow it, but it's at a shitty length. also not sure about the colour. any suggestions?
bonezz:
lots of comments
EDIT: Today is a new day. and i feel much brighter. i think ive sorted things out with my boy.
it was all a big confusion really, he thinks i dont want to see him, i think he doesnt want to see me, hes scared of getting hurt, im scared of getting hurt and so on. If we both just relax and not worry so...
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it was all a big confusion really, he thinks i dont want to see him, i think he doesnt want to see me, hes scared of getting hurt, im scared of getting hurt and so on. If we both just relax and not worry so...
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misskoneko:
Welllllll we dont have a location yet LOL...we were just gunna rock up in the city somewhere at around 7ish and then go from there. :/
viking:
how did she get that cat purple? love the pic of u hugging the giant penis. love is difficult when everyones afriad of being hurt. good luck. youll be fine tho!
Dear diary,
Im going to cut down my drinking. i know longer know my limits. i dont know when to stop.
we had a house party. i drank alot. argued with a girl who we asked to leave (due to her abusing my housemate the previous weekend) she didnt leave. and it really worked me up, the way she thought she could speak to lucy...
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Im going to cut down my drinking. i know longer know my limits. i dont know when to stop.
we had a house party. i drank alot. argued with a girl who we asked to leave (due to her abusing my housemate the previous weekend) she didnt leave. and it really worked me up, the way she thought she could speak to lucy...
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evillager:
"sounds like maybe you need to cut down the drinking too then?"
Ha! good one. i wouldn't want to end up in a fight with no where to run.. Do both places? maybe.. i think i will look into it. one week only though.
Ha! good one. i wouldn't want to end up in a fight with no where to run.. Do both places? maybe.. i think i will look into it. one week only though.
dinamita:
thanxx! yours is greeeeeat!!!
i luv your pics BTW
i luv your pics BTW
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lexiphanic:
I'm studying. Non-stop (except to eat).
It's awful, but it's my own fault.
Anyway, my body and my wallet both need a break from the outside world.
It's awful, but it's my own fault.
Anyway, my body and my wallet both need a break from the outside world.
whitewidow:
Looks like you had lots of fun in those pictures
Isn't it strange how hard it is to know your own heart? Stranger still that we'd ever imagine we know anothers.
"hello" btw you seem pretty amazing urself
i hope you figure your guy problem out and yea they both have cute hair. lol.