I had to get rid of that journal entry...it was depressin me lookin at it 
My life still sux but it could be worse I could have joined a band called busted and have abnormally large eyebrows and facial features
Go and give Zanafar some love I dont think he is feeling too great at the moment.
YAY!!!!!!!!!!! MY HANDS ARE FIXED!!!!!!!!!!! The Doc says...
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My life still sux but it could be worse I could have joined a band called busted and have abnormally large eyebrows and facial features
Go and give Zanafar some love I dont think he is feeling too great at the moment.
YAY!!!!!!!!!!! MY HANDS ARE FIXED!!!!!!!!!!!
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greenfairy:
Yay for working hands. 
Love the profile pick by the way.
Love the profile pick by the way.
obliviousfocus:
hahaha i'm working on it
The glimmer has gone 
I am so down at the moment, i have no reason why. I even tried to cheer myself up by dying my hair bright red and now that has fucked up (seems to be how my life goes). The thing with me moving to spain or even just out of this shit hole seems to have taken a stand still (again...
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I am so down at the moment, i have no reason why. I even tried to cheer myself up by dying my hair bright red and now that has fucked up (seems to be how my life goes). The thing with me moving to spain or even just out of this shit hole seems to have taken a stand still (again...
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infinity:
zanafar told me the bad news.
i wish you all the best in these hard times.
we are here for each other. you know what i am on msn and can email me if you ever need someone to talk to.
hope you feel better.
i ♥ you
i wish you all the best in these hard times.
we are here for each other. you know what i am on msn and can email me if you ever need someone to talk to.
hope you feel better.
i ♥ you
shin:
you don't suck( hi its me again stopping in for a random comment for one of the few peoples on my friends list ) I feel the exact same way you feel right now even with some good things going feel Im stuck in a monotanous pit of despair... but anyways its going to get better I can gaurantee that shitty days like this just make the good ones that much better!
you don't suck( hi its me again stopping in for a random comment for one of the few peoples on my friends list ) I feel the exact same way you feel right now even with some good things going feel Im stuck in a monotanous pit of despair... but anyways its going to get better I can gaurantee that shitty days like this just make the good ones that much better! YAY!!!!!!!!!! AT LAST!!!!!!!!! A GLIMMER OF HOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im getting a new place away from this hell hole, AND I might even be moving in with my brother IN SPAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im getting a new place away from this hell hole, AND I might even be moving in with my brother IN SPAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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maxk:
Congrats on the new digs! But you should move to LA--to be closer to me! 
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infinity:
zsanda, you and i are so much alike.
i like it when people go deep in my journals. that makes me all
inside.
i've had the same things at school and with the friends.
we both need to just cut off our past and try and start new and fresh.
I'll quote a post someone else made in my journal a while back.
"DarkArtist81 said on August 29, 2004 05:03 PM
Well, that sucks!! Trust me... In the end it'll work out. From what I have seen, you are a pretty cool guy, and almost exactly like I am. My life was a joke, I was constantly picked on and tortured. But, I really think that people like us are not just the types that picked up our lifestyle one day. Our horrible childhood tempered us, creating a withdrawn, sad, antisocial person. But, that is what makes us what we are.
It's just up to you to use that pain and make something from it. make music, write, or draw. Hell, do it all. I know you'll be ok. People like us are survivors, it's what we do best."
i like it when people go deep in my journals. that makes me all
inside.
i've had the same things at school and with the friends.
we both need to just cut off our past and try and start new and fresh.
I'll quote a post someone else made in my journal a while back.
"DarkArtist81 said on August 29, 2004 05:03 PM
Well, that sucks!! Trust me... In the end it'll work out. From what I have seen, you are a pretty cool guy, and almost exactly like I am. My life was a joke, I was constantly picked on and tortured. But, I really think that people like us are not just the types that picked up our lifestyle one day. Our horrible childhood tempered us, creating a withdrawn, sad, antisocial person. But, that is what makes us what we are.
It's just up to you to use that pain and make something from it. make music, write, or draw. Hell, do it all. I know you'll be ok. People like us are survivors, it's what we do best."
atomh8:
meeting people is nice, but they're starting to eat into my SG time. I need my internet porn!
wont be able to update for a while broke a finger on both hands 
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maxk:
Wow! When you masturbate, you really mean business!
At least I hope you had some type of fun when you broke them!
Mend well and soon!
At least I hope you had some type of fun when you broke them!
Mend well and soon!
mct:
Awwwwwwww. sorry to hear that
Hope you had a great new year none the less
Hope you had a great new year none the less
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im sorry I have'nt been posting or commenting recently............its a bit of a strange time for me
Note: Getting drunk on your own and listening to all your favorite songs is GREAT!!!!!! (or is it lame?)
Im sorry I have'nt been posting or commenting recently............its a bit of a strange time for me
Note: Getting drunk on your own and listening to all your favorite songs is GREAT!!!!!! (or is it lame?)
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infinity:
thanks for your comment
youre so sweet
i hope everything has been well for you and these strange times arent bad.
ive done that before - you start drinking then just puit the speakers up really loud, its all in good fun
youre so sweet
i hope everything has been well for you and these strange times arent bad.
ive done that before - you start drinking then just puit the speakers up really loud, its all in good fun
zanafar:
Hope everything is okay
Im home!!!
Im not sure if that is a good thing though. Wales is such a nice place especially the Rhondda Vally's.
Had a great time and got pretty drunk on gin and tonics a few times
but all in all i think im glad to be back, i missed all my cyber friends on SG
Im not sure if that is a good thing though. Wales is such a nice place especially the Rhondda Vally's.
Had a great time and got pretty drunk on gin and tonics a few times
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maxk:
Have a Happy and Safe New Year!
atomh8:
Happy New Year, glad to have u back!
Im not gonna be able to comment or post a journal for a while
Im off to Wales, where the men are men and the sheep are scared (im sorry for that if you are welsh ). Gonna be there for the festive season but i will try to get onto SG. Im gonna miss you all
HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im off to Wales, where the men are men and the sheep are scared (im sorry for that if you are welsh
). Gonna be there for the festive season but i will try to get onto SG. Im gonna miss you all
HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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yumi:
Happy Holidays sweetness!!
xo
Hmmmmm,
well its already been decided that im a menace to society and im going straight to hell....fuckin hell (i certainly hope they do )
So, what have i been up to?....absolutely F all except pondering the failure which is my social life...in fact all aspects of my life*sigh*, but hey im still here YAY!!!!
So what y'all been up to? anything interesting?
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well its already been decided that im a menace to society and im going straight to hell....fuckin hell (i certainly hope they do
)
So, what have i been up to?....absolutely F all except pondering the failure which is my social life...in fact all aspects of my life*sigh*, but hey im still here YAY!!!!
So what y'all been up to? anything interesting?
Please leave...
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atomh8:
Unfortunetly, I have nothing exciting to report from my camp.
Talk to you soon.
Talk to you soon.
atomh8:
done and done!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.......
I have'nt been able to post any journals cuz my internet provider SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!
Now that i am able to, i aint got anything good to say.....except i may be getting my tattoo very soon YAY!!!!!!! thank you ZANAFAR for the cool ass design
Im 24 in may
i know its a long time off but it really sucks, im trying to think of something...
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I have'nt been able to post any journals cuz my internet provider SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!
Now that i am able to, i aint got anything good to say.....except i may be getting my tattoo very soon YAY!!!!!!!
thank you ZANAFAR for the cool ass design
Im 24 in may
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the_squishy:
*Squishy gives C. some peanut butter and chocolate lovin'*
deceptiviewfilm:
going to hell in a hand basket.
Hmmmmmmmmm.....
Do you ever get the feeling you have pissed someone off, but cant think what it is you have done??????
Oh well, im good at that.
Nothing much to report except i have been drinking far too much recently i can almost feel my kidneys recoiling in horror as i speak errr type, whatever.
I think I may have finally convinced my bro to...
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Do you ever get the feeling you have pissed someone off, but cant think what it is you have done??????
Oh well, im good at that.
Nothing much to report except i have been drinking far too much recently i can almost feel my kidneys recoiling in horror as i speak errr type, whatever.
I think I may have finally convinced my bro to...
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atomh8:
if you want to you can help me with my essay!
What do you know about romeo and Juliet?
What do you know about romeo and Juliet?
atomh8:
Thats ok then. Do you want to meet in the chat room? We can chat and maybe distract each other from sleep/work.
I was called a Sailor Boy today!!!!!!
Because i told my friend im getting a new tattoo, for some strange reason i kinda liked it.
He said " dont get another tattoo you little sailor boy "
It made me laugh soooo much, what do you guys think, am i a sailor boy or boy eater?
Because i told my friend im getting a new tattoo, for some strange reason i kinda liked it.
He said " dont get another tattoo you little sailor boy "
It made me laugh soooo much, what do you guys think, am i a sailor boy or boy eater?
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atomh8:
I'm just heading out the door, so how about tomorrow night?
I should be home then. Lemme know.
Hope to c you then.
[Edited on Dec 03, 2004 8:27PM]
I'm just heading out the door, so how about tomorrow night?
I should be home then. Lemme know.
Hope to c you then.
[Edited on Dec 03, 2004 8:27PM]
atomh8:
I so should have stayed and talked to you! I'm sorry.
I will never shaft you again.
I will never shaft you again.