now what comes to mind is like the end of time
as you pass through to another existence all together
what you step into is like changing trains at high speeds
as they pass each other going opposite directions
the force of everything just flip-flops
and you devolve
loose with so little time holding you down
you simplify down to virtually nothing
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as you pass through to another existence all together
what you step into is like changing trains at high speeds
as they pass each other going opposite directions
the force of everything just flip-flops
and you devolve
loose with so little time holding you down
you simplify down to virtually nothing
and then like...
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so you all have no sense of humor, I put a nutty picture of myself and I get zero comments on it.
fuck the universe with my meaningless dick
suck the life out of my insignificant carcass
put me in a hole cover me with our ancestor dirt
ask castro if he has any tips for the dead
soon I'll disappear from your thoughtless head...
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fuck the universe with my meaningless dick
suck the life out of my insignificant carcass
put me in a hole cover me with our ancestor dirt
ask castro if he has any tips for the dead
soon I'll disappear from your thoughtless head...
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ataxia:
i was just coming to tell you that it neded to change, asswipe.
it disturbs me
it disturbs me
The end of pissy-moodedness-by-friend-or-???-cheerupicus is indeed a wonderful thing. While not in a pissy mood, but in a barely spoken a meaningful word in a week sort of way, I got to have some pleasant and enlivening conversations. One with my hot ass professor. This was of the artistic-intellectually-stimulating-does-not-equal-pretenious sort of conversation that tickles my something leaving me floating in a sea of wonder for...
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sune:
Thanks for the lovely comment about my set !! 
ataxia:
no worries babe
so discussing politics on SG gets me no comments, hmm. What to talk about then?
School starts thursday. Considering moving in with this guy I used to work with, but I think he wants me to pay the entire rent while pretending that his Dad is covering his portion since it's his dad's property. I am not that slow witted. Or I could let this...
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School starts thursday. Considering moving in with this guy I used to work with, but I think he wants me to pay the entire rent while pretending that his Dad is covering his portion since it's his dad's property. I am not that slow witted. Or I could let this...
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necia:
Man. At least she's got herself figured out enough to lay it out for you like that. She's right; there's no settling down someone who doesn't want to be settled down. That never ends well.
Sucks, though. To echo Una, *sigh*.
By the by, I liked your discussion of the interview and everything. I hadn't commented yet, but I liked it.
Sucks, though. To echo Una, *sigh*.
By the by, I liked your discussion of the interview and everything. I hadn't commented yet, but I liked it.
necia:
It does. Starts quite soon, actually.
Yikes.
Yikes.
I just watched a 60 minutes interview with the President of Iran. I was embarrassed by the attitude that Mike Wallace carried through the interview or should I say "Postured Set-Up." Ahmadinejad said nothing that I wouldn't agree with, but Wallace infered a lot of extra meaning and doubt in what Ahmadinejad was saying. He scoffed frequently at Ahmadinejad's answers. It was patronizing and disgusting...
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zef:
oddly, in a six minute video clip entitled MIKE WALLACE's NOTEBOOK his attitude about the President of Iran and the interview seems much different than my perception of how he handled the interview. Weird.
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drave:
Wow thats crazy looking. That's really effin kewl. Kinda looks like how I see things when I feel dizzy. lol. Awesome.
And damnit why have I been so bizzy in the last week? Geezuz.. lol.. Ive gone into the shop everyday! Im soo tired.
How have you been?
And damnit why have I been so bizzy in the last week? Geezuz.. lol.. Ive gone into the shop everyday! Im soo tired.
How have you been?
necia:
Oh, aliens don't have to plan ahead for dates. I think they just get to swoop in and abduct people. 
What a wasted sack of flesh I have made of my life. I wake up begrudgingly facing the day without an agenda. I temper over how late can I go into work and still make enough to survive. At work, I maneuver myself in such a way as make it through the day having achieved as little as possible while making the day go as...
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ataxia:
isnt it funny how you can THINK so hard and so long in the complete wrong direction. and of course, the universe will always show you the truth.....and you always feel like a jjackass for thinking the way you did. altho the cool part is i believe its just a way for the universe to show us how our thinking can OFTEN be wrong. sooooo take from this an oportunity to reevaluate a few of the things you consider "established thinking". it sounds like you need it 
love you babe
love you babe
una:
Ha! I'm glad I can be blamed for something! I always have vivid dreams but they're not very grounded usually so I don't think about them too much. That one in my journal left me fealling pretty content. I remember walking slowly behind my friend - he always walks too fast for short little me - and holding my hands out like I was looking at the water from my dream. I didn't talk about it till later, I was still "in it" a bit but I wasn't trying to be, I was just paying attention to the fact that I was still not fully invested in waking reality, I was a bit somewhere else.
I was devinately off in the eather after last school year and my Japan visit. It tok me two weeks of doing nothing except watching bad blockbuster movies and reading about Goddess worship and Celtic Shamenism to get over it and be grounded agian. Now I'm totally not stressed about moving and my goals here in my real life. I advise taking a break from all, and I mean ALL goals, for a while and doing something that stabilizes you at a completely relaxed pace. For me I read about something that I wanted to do but I didn't stress about doing what the readings recomended. Meh, we all go down hill somethimes and I definately think through my problems and go off the hook sometimes.
Hurray for positive thinking! It gets easier with practice
I was devinately off in the eather after last school year and my Japan visit. It tok me two weeks of doing nothing except watching bad blockbuster movies and reading about Goddess worship and Celtic Shamenism to get over it and be grounded agian. Now I'm totally not stressed about moving and my goals here in my real life. I advise taking a break from all, and I mean ALL goals, for a while and doing something that stabilizes you at a completely relaxed pace. For me I read about something that I wanted to do but I didn't stress about doing what the readings recomended. Meh, we all go down hill somethimes and I definately think through my problems and go off the hook sometimes.
Hurray for positive thinking! It gets easier with practice
Life:
I've been talking to Ataxia quite a bit lately. She is a wonderful woman. Made life way more interesting. Looking forward to visiting with her. In fact, my "friendship" with a few of you has gotten stronger and more interesting, and with Drave continues to grow. I am quite lucky where SG friends are concerned. Thank you all.
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pastura:
well i hope you had a nice safe and rather un-midwestern time in ohio. i think a healthy portion of us spend more time being who we wish we were than who we really are - in other words, we act. but then again, dreams are just another form of reality. babbling already? goodness, and that was only three sentences! well, i guess i get all literarily constipated when i only have a few minutes here every other week...
necia:
I feel ENTIRELY the same way about spoilers. They're an added bit of fun.
Hope all is well with you, being all internet deprived as you're going to be for the next week. I think I'd be going into withdrawals, sadly enough.
Hope all is well with you, being all internet deprived as you're going to be for the next week. I think I'd be going into withdrawals, sadly enough.
The Asphyxiated Six:
these heliocentric creeps
falling from blessed combustion
(lost, needing fate to open wounds)
A conductive nightmare crew
scribbling intergalactic dialogues
describing fragrant blackholes
set the coordinates:
begin.
pursued naked
she is negatively subdued
in the throws of mental collision
fuel clouds in crushed eyes
gliding in a dream
repeating suggestions with wry language
to alleviate the scribes.
shipwrecked
pressing on
her heart...
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these heliocentric creeps
falling from blessed combustion
(lost, needing fate to open wounds)
A conductive nightmare crew
scribbling intergalactic dialogues
describing fragrant blackholes
set the coordinates:
begin.
pursued naked
she is negatively subdued
in the throws of mental collision
fuel clouds in crushed eyes
gliding in a dream
repeating suggestions with wry language
to alleviate the scribes.
shipwrecked
pressing on
her heart...
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addlepatedwight:
Isn't that from Vanilla Ice?
ataxia:
time for a new journal entry
so I read an interview with Pharrell. He seems interesting, so I thought I would check out some of his newer stuff off his new CD. After listening to a few tracks, I had to stop. I had these words singing in my head that wouldn't let me hear a word he was singing. And for some dictation from, er...wherever:
my heart is beating
it's...
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my heart is beating
it's...
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drave:
I think that its nice. LoL @ Madonna throw away. I dont think that.
How have you been lately?
Ive been okay bizzy with work and trying to clean this house up.
Anyways I thought about you today. And I was thinking how awesome and sweet it is to have someone that always trys to give you advice. U really do help.
How have you been lately?
Ive been okay bizzy with work and trying to clean this house up.
Anyways I thought about you today. And I was thinking how awesome and sweet it is to have someone that always trys to give you advice. U really do help.
necia:
David Lynch, man. Interesting guy, I have no doubt--one would have to be interesting and unusual to make those kinds of movies.
The phantom message disappeared after a little bit. Kinda weird, but it happens. How are you?
The phantom message disappeared after a little bit. Kinda weird, but it happens.
How are you?idealistic tantrum
given a day
a night or more
I would still remain
a child whore
I would rape my parents
my sitters
my grandparents
give me my money
before I tear out your tummy
mummy feed me
give me my greed
I want what you've got
a lot more than what's in the pot
of gold I choose 24
pure to the last pour...
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una:
Hahaha!! That's what I should have said indeed. It is my usual pickup line - surprise surprise!
I was feeling a bit worthless for sitting around all day downloading and watching the last few episodes of the second seasons of LOST. So, I decided to get out for a bit to rent a DVD and buy some lemons to make lemonaide. At the grocery store, Melinda, the 18yr old daughter of a guy I work with was my checkout clerk. She and...
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necia:
I'm TOTALLY a Radiohead fan! I haven't checked out Thom Yorke's album yet, but I plan to.
una:
Ha! I've totally given up on finding the "one". I think I've found the one every time but then I always loose interest no matter how great they are, I just need veriety. It's a horrible thing to say but I think it's true. thats just me though. However, there was this one guy that was in my philosophy discussion group last term that I was very taken with. there was the similar problem though of I didn't know what to say to introduce myself - we talked a little but at the end of the term that was it. I hope I wasn't blatantly staring at him too much 
hehe
hehe
And a half. Lame and a half.
Wierd having a friend about to be a SG thou...it was kinda something I did "to be different".and now I have to give that up..but oh well...things come and go ..I must seek out some new thing to do to be different. lol.
Thats just the way I am ..Im wierd...spooky kids like me are always trying to do things like this..
haha