Thursday Aug 30, 2012

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Aaaargh, where do I begin?! I had THE MOST redICULOUS week ever. My stepdad physically assaulted my mother and I, smashed my phone when I tried to call 911, I had the lowest paycheck ever to take off because of everything going on, and FUCKIN FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! Talk about traumatizing!!!!!!!! I need to get some of this aggression out, I want to have a new shoot...
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lilpoetboy:

No matter what you are going through in life, trust me , there is someone around the world who is having it even harder. Trust me...'m even one of those people. But I do hope you are able to find the way to relieve yourself of all that pint up stress and emotional chaos! You have to have happy thoughts when you do your next set, otherwise, I'd see the saddness behind the eyes. I dont want that. Me, I just pratice my zazen and try to push the negative thoughts away from my mind for awhile...either that or smoke pot til I' so stoned i forget I even have problems...at least for awhile. But comes back with full force if not dealt with....from experience....i know...But please keep smiling and stay ever so beautiful for me. And please do keep an eye on step dad, he sounds like a total turd that needs to be kept on a extremely short list.......

littlejohn22:

I hope you are doing well....

Sunday Aug 19, 2012

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I'm starting to feel really down about the photographer situation. I hope something good is coming my way, cuz dammit ive been a good girl and karma needs to recognize that!!!!!
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kobrajet:

smile If I can help.... biggrin

zedredhead:

i'm in the process of buying a car and I'm not mobile, I have no location, and I live in Friendswood :-/ But I do appreciate the offer <3

Tuesday Aug 14, 2012

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InkMasters was awesome!!!! We had a blast!! I convinced my girlfriend to get her first tattoo, and it turned out quite lovely. I saw my first suspension show, it was actually put on by my friend's company, and it was cool to see what they did. I saw a bunch of people I knew, and my friend's band did a terrific job. Then...
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ifoughtthelaw70:

Weekend was fine, slinging booze and servin' food til the wee hours of the night as usual... What's your favorite bar?

blacksmithphoto:

Suspension show? 

Monday Aug 06, 2012

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INK MASTERS SATURDAY !!

My friend's band, From Guts to Glory,will be playing at 8pm, and I am pleased to say I will be attending!! Pre-game date with some girlfriends, some Rumple, and something green ;-D
tactical:

have an amazing time

littlejohn22:

Sounds like everything is lined up

Sunday Aug 05, 2012

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Things I must accomplish by the next 2 years or less:
-Become a Suicide Girl
- Become Inked Suicide Girl of the Year
- Take a few classes in pastry design
- Get my promotion to baker, at all costs!!
- Purchase a car..I don't give a SHIT if it's a hoopty, I just need it to work, have air conditioning, and a cd player
- Conquer...
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mrdave1369:

go for it biggrin

zedredhead:

Awesome, you need a sewing machine!! That would be a fun job!! And yes, tattoos should bearded to my list as well!!

Sunday Aug 05, 2012

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This my 2nd time to fuck in a little over 8 months.. The last time was with my adorable hot friend (she's my love!) and her boyfriend, and we had a phenomenal time. They're both so sexy, it's so awesome playing with them. The thing is, if iI had a boyfriend would I be secure enough to do that..however you can...
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tactical:

i'm a little confused, if he's still around (and you guys are having fun) what makes you think you can't have what he originally offered? (or did you switch and start talking about your friends boyfriend) and congrats, you are so sexy its a shame to think about you going without.

as far as the healthy relationship thing, all i will say is most guys don't know how to be men part of which its knowing how to treat a woman.

zedredhead:

Wolf man : I suppose you're right, it couldn't hurt to ask. And thank you!! :-D

Little John: you've found me out!! But a coffee is probably overdue

Tactical: I'm afraid he thinks I'm not girlfriend material now :-/ but you're right about how men treat women nowadays, it's a damn shame. That's why I'm still single, my past boyfriend I was madly in love with cheated with my GM from my bar tending job....talk about awkward!! It's not easy to get in my pants so I have to go without, but there are other ways to take care of that ;-)

Thank you guys for the love and the support!! Back to work now, I'll be back on later!! <3

Saturday Aug 04, 2012

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PS: Does anyone in the Houston area know of a good photographer that wants to help me lose the hopeful and become SG? Because this guy is trying to charge me $200, and I can't afford that...not unless I became SG of the day!!
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kobrajet:

wink Maybe we can lose our hopeful together! LOL !!! wink

zedredhead:

BahahAhahAaa!!!!! You got jokes kiddo <3

Saturday Aug 04, 2012

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I don't belong ANYWHERE
I have NOBODY to hold me
Everything's so wrong
So now what the fuck do I do?

Will you please kill me quickly
SHOOT me in the face
because I'm so tired
of this heartBREAK



Not my best but deal with it biggrin
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tactical:

oh i'm not calling you anything just telling it like it is, you should have people lined up to hold you kiss

wolfman524:

It's still pretty good! I'll share some of mine sometime!

Wednesday Aug 01, 2012

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They refused my pleas to let me die
Six times Still i'm alive
My existence it was a mistake
i wasn't meant for this world

My insides rotten
i'm fading away
i wake up, disappointed i survived
i die slowly, in agony For the sake of life
Relief?
Only the Kiss of a Knife
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wolfman524:

Hi... That's some dark writing! May I ask where you get your inspiration? BTW... I loved it, & your set is very beautiful!.....love

zedredhead:

IH SV 1583 - Just life..I wrecked my car completely sober like a dumbass, and now I have to pay to get that bitch fixed, my best friend is moving far away, the guy I was dating and really liked gave me a bullshit excuse instead of just being honest as to why we should no longer date, and I'm fucking frustrated!! The writing helps..I've got notebooks upon notebooks

Wolfman524 - Thank you! I get my inspiration from my past, my present, everything around me..and thank you!! I'm hoping to do my next set soon with an awesome backdrop, I'm crossing my fingers that will make me an SG and not just a hopeful!!

Much <3

Tuesday Jul 31, 2012

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Guys can suck my big fucking black cock!! Ill explain why l8er <3, Me
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loki2310:

If i was in to that i would...skull

ihsv1683:

That sounds ominous!!eeek