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OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!

I just got bitched out and called a creep by like 15 people for asking if anyone had old pics of Cheralin aka ex SG Kiscica (my girlfriend), so I might be able to share them with her. apparently Im a psycho stalker, cause every picture on the planet that she has ever been in belongs to her adn theres no...
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deanna:
what is the anniversary date again??
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PLEASE HELP!!!

I need one year anniversary ideas:

Things to buy her as a gift.
Things to do with her.
Places to Go (Around Toronto or Buffalo/Niagra).
Things to do TO her (you get what Im sayin).
Possibly things to cook for her (a cheese crazed semi vegitarian).

and to anyone reading this who knows her (Deanna) we keeps it on the down low...
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papawheelie:
take her for the spring tour of SF! its sunny and breezy today. we've got poster art and tattoo shops, damn fine beer... vegan and raw food cafe's. shoes... wink
lucy:
Any time.
I'm just so sick of everyone being nasty to each other.


Semi vegetaran. Have you tried the Green Mango?
If she likes Thai, they've got the best ever.

And a good thing to 'do' to her (I may be overstepping my boundaries by suggesting this, but I used to work at an adult store so I'm used to suggesting thigs like this) is to ask her to daub a bit of honey somwhere on her body, and then blindofld you and make you find it. Another nice thing might be to go down to the Falls and take her on a carriage ride down there. There are some amazing restaurants down there as well, the ones at the wineries are top notch, but htey can get a bit pricey.

I am sure that no matter what you do for her, she'll love it becasue she loves you.
Don't let the meanies get you down.
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babybeezer:
I'm guessing sometime in the 1940s? My dad has a picture of himself when he was a little guy that looks just like that.
elisabeth:
My goodness, what a lovely photo. Thanks for sharing. smile

I hope that you're doing well, cutie. Dare I say the late 30's? Not sure, but it's a great pic.
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Last night my mom and I had the....

"I love you and since Im dying, I want you to know I was always really proud of you and Im so sorry I'll never get to be at your wedding or watch you settle down and have kids, or anything else that since your dad died, I would have been the one you turned to...
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noelle:
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babybeezer:
that made me cry. it hurts so bad when all the love you have isn't enough to change something. I am so sorry, I can't imagine how you must feel right now. Just know that I am sending you love and admiration and support.
xo
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So....

my mom is about to die.

any buddy else havin as much fun as me lately?

mad mad mad mad mad
deanna:
im sorry zech frown hope things start to get better for you soon darling.
babybeezer:
oh my god I'm so sorry. you're in my thoughts. frown
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babybeezer:
love
babybeezer:
the show is going amazingly well, thanks for the good luck vibes!

and thank you so much for the testemonial, it brought a huge smile to my face.
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Im often down.
Im often sad.
Im very rarely scared.
and right now Im scared.
Hearts break too easily.
dreams fade too fast.

right now it feels better to hold my breath than to breathe.
babybeezer:
The scariness is the worst. Sad I can handle, but scary is a whole other can of worms. I think it's safe to say that scared is my least favorite emotion of all time. I'm sorry. I wish I could protect you and make things safe and better.

I miss our little chats too. I haven't been on AIM for months now. I'm hardly on the computer these days for more than a few minutes at a time.

loves to you.
deanna:
everything will be fine zech.
biggrin
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Things suck for now.

they'll (probably) get better but for right now...

things suck. and Im messed up about it.

I was so messed up that I shut my hand in my machine at work twice last night within the first 15 minutes, adn got sent home so I wouldnt end up hurting myself or someone else on accident. That should give you an...
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babybeezer:
I'm sorry things suck. Sometimes I have days where I literally can't go five minutes without crying. It makes it quite difficult to get anything done, let alone get through a day of classes or work. I hope things get less sucky very soon.
xoxoxoxo
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SO Im just messin around for a bit online.

Im in Kansas workin in a factory, tryin to save money, to move back up to my girl.

I havent seen her since Jan 3 so Im fiendin to kiss her. i miss her. very much


SO Im getting new body mods soon, adn i want opinions.

Rescently I got a white (no outline) skull adn...
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babybeezer:
I don't have an opinion really on belly button pierces on boys. It could be cute. I guess it all depends on if you want to deal with healing a belly button pierce. I like all the other stuff. You're totally a pirate.

I'm sorry things aren't super fantastic right now, but at least you're heading in a good direction, right?

I'm really good. Dealing with being the busiest person alive and with a bunch of emotional stuff, but all in all life is wonderful.
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SO I have to go back to the states for a bit and try nd work out some money issues.

It has been amazing being here with my girl all these months and I cant stand the fact that I wont see her beautiful face every morning and night, but if I want things for her and me to work, this has to happen.

this...
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deanna:
i know zech. i apologize honestly...and your lucky you bum toucher!!! how are you doing back in the states??
babybeezer:
thank you so much. I swear, you always say the nicest things ever. thanks for the loves.

oh, I actually don't have a really good picture of my new tat. I dunno why. But here's what it's of. Right now it's just the lady, none of the other stuff. It's still a work in progress


and btw, how are you?
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So Im at Chera's parents house for Christmas, so I finally get a mintue to check in.


LONG time no uh type.

and yet still, I have nothing to say.

hmmm.
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cereal_killer:
hey man, nice to see a post from you finally...

if i don't get a chance later have a merry christmas... and tell that ever so cute girl of yours i told her to do the same. biggrin
elisabeth:
I hope that you have a wonderful rest of December, and that you and your girlie are happy and get everything you wish for. biggrin kiss