So much going on! Tomorrow is Fathers day, which makes me happy, it is however the first one I'll have where I don't have a wife or girlfriend to help me celebrate. I'm with my kiddo though, and my dad, and thats what really Matters.
Went to a Roller Derby match tonight. It was awesome. Killamazoo derby darlins had a double header. I had my...
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Went to a Roller Derby match tonight. It was awesome. Killamazoo derby darlins had a double header. I had my...
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I think I'm getting sick of myself! Gah. Its getting warm out, finally, I can almost feel the lake water around me, its getting close. Time to stop taking life so seriously for a while, and just go with what happens, and what feels good. mixed signals form girls aside, I still have fun, so onward and upward we go!
Went to a Dove Chocolate...
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nopantsdave:
It's a great cliffhanger too because I left the most fun parts of the story unsaid. Go me.
Dating lesbians is bad. I mean, Tiffany wasn't fully a lesbian, I thought, when we first started dating, but that is why we broke up. She decided that she really shouldn't be dating guys anymore. (As an aside, she and I are back to being best friends again after some years of awkwardness caused by her ripping my poor little heart out!) So, I went into this whole thing knowing the pain at the end. Like I said, though, I'm actually feeling really good with where things have ended up and not worried about getting hurt now.
Dating lesbians is bad. I mean, Tiffany wasn't fully a lesbian, I thought, when we first started dating, but that is why we broke up. She decided that she really shouldn't be dating guys anymore. (As an aside, she and I are back to being best friends again after some years of awkwardness caused by her ripping my poor little heart out!) So, I went into this whole thing knowing the pain at the end. Like I said, though, I'm actually feeling really good with where things have ended up and not worried about getting hurt now.
nopantsdave:
But she's so damn hot....and an amazing kisser....and has these absolutely fantastic tits.....
Ya know the saying from Fight Club, Its only after you've lost everything, that you're free to do anything? I used to love that, and I believe its true, but now it just feels like its mocking me. I haven't lost everything, and for that I'm thankful, but at the same time, this place, the "zoo" isn't doing much for me, and who I am...
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OK, Its been a while, Because I haven't known what to say. I get tired of my own complaining, and unfortunately thats what this site has been for me. I can't vent on facebook, people get angry, upset, or whatever, and I don't need that crap. I know it doesn't really matter, but I get tired of people bitching at me for venting. So this...
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Not sure what all to say today, but I do have pictures! Had Samantha this weekend, and in two weeks I get her for easter! Not a big religious holiday fan, but I'll take whatever kid fun days I can get. Some pictures below of her while we were shopping for an easter basket.
Saturday would have been my soulmates birthday. There was a remembrance...
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Saturday would have been my soulmates birthday. There was a remembrance...
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nopantsdave:
I'm old and slow to realize truth.
wink:
She really is precious. 
Oh my goodness. No internet for two days while I was enjoying myself! bah! Its crazy how adjusted I am to having the internet. I think this calls for camping trips this summer so I can get used to being not connected again. I used to love being completely and utterly free, just getting in a car and going somewhere with no one knowing where...
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kirin:
Have at Liz's birthday party!! Glad you had a good time in Chicago. It sounds like you didn't run into any certain someone's who need their ass kicked...
Weekend! woohooo. Leaving to drive to get the coolest toddler in the world in an hour or so, and then to having a great weekend. Plans? Not really, but I'll have the little one with me, and that makes everything just that much better. Helping a friend out with moving some stuff tomorrow morning, then Ms. Kirin may come over to get her tires checked,...
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lillithvain:
Yeah for toddler presents. Little kids like me because I'm a big little kid and I will play with their toys with them LOL. I hope you had a great day!
nessy:
bahahaha how did you know? Is there a place that feeds my updates? Where do you see them? I am trying to make up my mind if I want to start crushing on people or not. Already I have an infatuation with a girl that is shorter than I am and has great taste in music.. and her overall presence is so elegant and beautiful. And I have another person that has caught my attention. Hmmm.. Hopefully your day is going well *hugs*
OK, seriously life, FUCK YOU! 
This is one of those rare days where I really wish I hadn't learned to be level headed, where I wish I was someone who flew into crazy rages, and screamed at people. Just to get some of this stress, and anger out. I don't do that though. I used to have outlets for it, and now I don't, so...
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This is one of those rare days where I really wish I hadn't learned to be level headed, where I wish I was someone who flew into crazy rages, and screamed at people. Just to get some of this stress, and anger out. I don't do that though. I used to have outlets for it, and now I don't, so... Read More
nessy:
What were your 'outlets' before? I'm sorry you're going through this. My parents filed for bankruptcy recently too. *hugs* Stay strong, my friend. Enjoy the time you get to spend with your friend that's visiting you 
See there's always positive things to think about
See there's always positive things to think about
kirin:
I'll ask my boss if he can recommend a good BK attorney. He's in collections for god's sake so he should know someone reputable. I'm always here to help any way I can. Your thank you gift came in the mail today so you'll be getting it when you do yet more work on my car this weekend. Maybe I can even try to help you hang your punching bag so you can beat out some of your frustrations. If one of my bosses says BK is a good option he's not bullshitting. You can start the repair process then. Again, I'm here to help any way I can. You've been an awesome friend.
I'll ask my boss if he can recommend a good BK attorney. He's in collections for god's sake so he should know someone reputable. I'm always here to help any way I can. Your thank you gift came in the mail today so you'll be getting it when you do yet more work on my car this weekend. Maybe I can even try to help you hang your punching bag so you can beat out some of your frustrations. If one of my bosses says BK is a good option he's not bullshitting. You can start the repair process then. Again, I'm here to help any way I can. You've been an awesome friend.263520 minutes since my soulmate passed out of this life, and into the great beyond. Six months of lost plans, lost dreams, of hiding my true feelings, and hating every moment of it. She was truly my other half, and I will miss her forever I am sure. I feel like I'm ready to try to move onward, try new relationships, mostly I fear that...
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kirin:
Good sex indeed.
Thanks for changing my oil while I dealt with my phone. And buying me frozen custard. And keeping me company while the guys at Verizon tried to figure out WTF was wrong with my phone the first time I went in. And for talking me out of buying a new phone I don't really need.
Yes, you will need to try to figure out the mystery squeaks and groans that my car is making. Poor Milly is getting old.
Thanks for changing my oil while I dealt with my phone. And buying me frozen custard. And keeping me company while the guys at Verizon tried to figure out WTF was wrong with my phone the first time I went in. And for talking me out of buying a new phone I don't really need.
Yes, you will need to try to figure out the mystery squeaks and groans that my car is making. Poor Milly is getting old.
friscillating:
Z - where were you when I talked Myself into the new (albeit awesome) phone that I didn't need months and months ago? Fail!
Life has some bizarre, almost cruel twists at times. I am sorry for your loss those many millions of seconds ago - when we lose something we love, we never really lose that pain I think. At least, the cut will scar down and always persist as a reminder, however faint.
Nice to comment-meet you, btw. your note on My blog re: pthalo was beautiful, and I'm sorry that I took this long to respond.
Life has some bizarre, almost cruel twists at times.
I am sorry for your loss those many millions of seconds ago - when we lose something we love, we never really lose that pain I think. At least, the cut will scar down and always persist as a reminder, however faint. Nice to comment-meet you, btw.
your note on My blog re: pthalo was beautiful, and I'm sorry that I took this long to respond. Today was a good day. Anniversary of my moms death it may have been, I think I cried that out of my system last night after midnight. Got up early today with my daughter, always nice to see her smiling face first thing in the morning. Then we went to the local St Pattys day parade, she wasn't that into it, but that young, I...
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tournee:
Thank you, & glad to hear the weekend went well for you.
I has the most spectacular time I've had in ages and ages, at least in the last 5 and a half months last night. Was out till 4:30am, had a ball, made some new friends, and none of the Drama I was worried about came up at all. thank goodness. And for once I didn't have to DD, which made it all the more exciting....
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kirin:
I know you can't see it but I just gave you credit for the smoothie in the SG group. 
Spikey haired guys aren't ALWAYS bad news... only when they infect us with crazy Canadian viruses....
Spikey haired guys aren't ALWAYS bad news... only when they infect us with crazy Canadian viruses....
nessy:
*Big hug*
Blog blog blog blog. what a day. Went out last night, had an ok time. it got interesting, but I still ended up feeling like I was out with a bunch of people, and I was all alone. This is becoming par for the course in my life, and its really one of the damndest feelings. I'm glad I have so many friends, but in...
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