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FAREWELL! tis the end!

love to all the ladies kiss
skull for all my homies skull
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prettyb0y:
Challenging journeys. smile
dave_h:
hey I didn't know you had left. What gives?
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well, my last week starts today. i'll keep in touch with AIM. and i'll probably be at Prom.

happiness has been escaping me as of late, but things are finally coming together little by little.
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badluck4life:
Since I have so much free time on my hand I will be happy to do you a favor . Just let me know ....
butterfly2:
Hang out with me this weekend?

kiss
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I shaved my head, cleaned my room of bad memories and garbage, and organized what little i remember of who i used to be.

i could die happy, i think.

"no words today, cause they would make you pity my existence.
But i dont want your pity, or your empathy and attention."
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badluck4life:

Don't be sad you knew it would happen some day .
eyesoopenned:
hehe youre cute hehehe...:kiss:
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well, i guess i officially havent quit, so im going to stop pretending.

"She seems too weak
she likes to see
She likes to think she has all of it

She likes the sound
She likes the sand
She likes to stand, she can't afford to sit

She's into guilt. Guilt"

-Nirvana "Oh, the Guilt"
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butterfly2:
Hey cutie pie, I just wanted to let you know that you rock. Thanks for talking to me last night!

kiss
unbornbloom:
HAH you fucka! you just keep on crawlin back dont you?!?!

jk of course.
:p
im still here too.
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still i sit at the site. im such a fuckin loser. i cant quit a website, but i walk out on every job/school class i have. well. im just updating my journal because i didnt get enough posts in my last one, and im tired of looking at the old ones.

whose going to Bonfire? fuckin a right i am. it'll probly be...
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prettyb0y:
Dude, I'm sorry you feel the way that you do. However, I look at your journal, when I can. I realy do. Don't go away.
giga_geo:
kiss
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Fuck it.I went to cancel my subscription, and it just let me set it to not renew. so im here for another month.

BUT!!!!!!! as i've said my good byes, i mean it. i may still show up, but im done posting/journaling/masturbating/visiting. so please email me or AIM me. I'll miss you all. stay cool man.

Blackss402
Blackss402@hotmail...
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charlie_stars:
nope just checked
"Reed St. Mark was blinded in the crypt of rays"
welcome2thedawn:
but....but....but why???
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ok. maybe its my mood as of late, but i have been finding gratification through relationships (real or online) very unfullfilling, and my friendships not online have been failing as of late as well.

I guess im saying that my tenure here has expired.

To all the friends i've made, i'll miss you. im glad i had the chance to meet you all...
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lenore:
my e-mail doesn't work??? You mean my aim???
butterfly2:
Hi cutie!!!!!

When can we have tea?

Do you still have my phone number?

*hugs* smile IM me soon!

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Im tired. so very tired........


"Nothing to say, Nothing to be,
So afraid, you walk with others feet.
Nothing to gain, Nothing to leave,
all this time has passed repeatedly.

Might as well just be me."

Again..... check out the website. tell your friends and sisters and brothers and mothers.
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davidgr:
hey, were u talking about going to my site? I am confused
butterfly2:
yay! I know, but him and i haven't even talked about Vday yet...

I'll send you a card too! Or some sort of greeting... that is so ME. smile

Ah geez, and that bear is soooooooooooo cute!!!!! *blushes* The girl will love it!

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http://Syds.cjb.net
(if your lazy click the link under my info.)

We got done with a new demo. old shit, just great quality. Check it out.

I've got nothing more to say......

"If i die before i wake, hope i dont come back again"

EDIT: sorry if you were deceived. the songs are available for download now. there were problems in reconfiguration...
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badluck4life:
The beer thing used to work for me but after a while I just turned into a drunk . I think I will just have to get over this social anxiety on my own .
Remember to come to my show on the 8th . But Don't worry I will remind again and again until it's here .
By the way your site looks killer .

[Edited on Jan 29, 2003]
prudence:
awww...you're so sweet!!! reading that totally cheered me uplove

send your demo to:

The Next Big Thing
KALX Radio
56 Barrows Hall
Berkeley, CA 94710

the demo show airs every monday night from 6-7pm...90.7 FM, or http://kalx.berkeley.edu smile
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SYDS

ok.....elaboration time.

We're changing the band name. official Monday.

SYDS.

Sheesh, Youth Decay Sucked!!!!
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unbornbloom:
maybe i miss sumping. whats svds stand for????

and YEAH. girls. who needs them. (i know im kidding myself here. i do.) theyre just silly and unreasonable (but oh so irresistable.) FEH.

badluck4life:
Funny shit
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Another excuse. Trying to find the reasons to explain myself, so I dont look like the loser I really am. I just dont want you to get me wrong. I talk about things Ill never achieve, and I talk about things that are make-believe. Ive never been more of who I really am though. Just a lonely kid. College struggles. Friendless. Jobless. How can I...
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babybeezer:
I too am jobless, sitting alone in my room, pretending the computer is my friend...too bad it doesn't hug back.
giga_geo:
gah! i got a ticket to afi!!! yay! kiss