moving to the city doenst scare me so much now that my best friend has decided he very much wants to live with loki and i. this makes things seem easier. i dont know that they actually will be, but at least in my mind a storm isnt brewing over it any longer.
i had a very lovely evening the day before today. i went...
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i had a very lovely evening the day before today. i went...
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rin:
omg, so jealous you ate at padmanadi!! that tshit is TASTY. did you get that position you applied for a few weeks ago?
my job is so very hard sometimes.
it is so inappropriate for me to know intimate details about peoples live, especially when they are ppl i know. ppl's family members. i hate knowing that my friends dad as leukemia and seeing him going out on a day pass, hoping that it means he is doing better, when in fact his condition has not changed, and...
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it is so inappropriate for me to know intimate details about peoples live, especially when they are ppl i know. ppl's family members. i hate knowing that my friends dad as leukemia and seeing him going out on a day pass, hoping that it means he is doing better, when in fact his condition has not changed, and...
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last night i came home and desperately wanted to paint, but had no canvas. so i bought some today, but i also bought scott pilgrem vs the world. so tonight i watched that after work.
but at least i have canvas for the next time im inspired.
but at least i have canvas for the next time im inspired.
so rather than try to rewrite all of this into a 'blog entry' kinda format, i am just copying and pasting a msg i send one of my best friends on fb to put out there into blog land what on my mind lately. just for you stalkers. you know who you are 
so ok, ill explain the significance of jacquie in my moms room...
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so ok, ill explain the significance of jacquie in my moms room...
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rin:
ugh SORRY so sorry to hear that your mom is coddling jacqui and that's suuuuch a bad environment for you & loki to be in too!! good luck on the talk with her, hope everything works out ok and you're able to move out by june<3<3
rin:
OHHH I like it!!! I hope I get to see it in person before you give it to Shawn. I like the colours you used!!
i have 68 paint brushes.
good thing i started painting again.
looking towards the future with a big smile.
life is beautiful.
<3
good thing i started painting again.
looking towards the future with a big smile.
life is beautiful.
<3
quarternote:
Hi! It's good to be back!
my speech for the wedding:
I wasnt given the best example of what a constructive relationship shold be, like most of us.
I actually remember being witness to the first healthy relationship in my life and thinking huh, they get along. They may argue a bit, but its constructive......huh.
I personally havent been witness to the majority of nathan and julies relationship.....seeing as they decided...
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I wasnt given the best example of what a constructive relationship shold be, like most of us.
I actually remember being witness to the first healthy relationship in my life and thinking huh, they get along. They may argue a bit, but its constructive......huh.
I personally havent been witness to the majority of nathan and julies relationship.....seeing as they decided...
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rin:
your love advice is awesome!!!! sooooo good. that last paragraph is pure gold!!!
2 of my friends are getting married onsunday. in in bc and have been for one week, will be until thursday. enjoying myself,but things are different theni thought they would be. my friends are different, all of them. some for good, some for worse. for the last 3 years ive been working so hard to move out here. to just get here, be with the... Read More
hot EMT, is gay.
lameness.
he said he would be my new gay boyfriend
i changed the sex i am seeking on POF
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
lameness.
he said he would be my new gay boyfriend
i changed the sex i am seeking on POF
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
i met someone.
he is a rediculously hot ems that works at my hospital.
he is funny, smart, ambitious(wants to be a dr) kinda goofy and so cute. i looked through his fb page after he added me, and i dont think i have ever read MY words written by someone else.
best part : he has started flirting back MAJORLY. came to the desk...
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he is a rediculously hot ems that works at my hospital.
he is funny, smart, ambitious(wants to be a dr) kinda goofy and so cute. i looked through his fb page after he added me, and i dont think i have ever read MY words written by someone else.
best part : he has started flirting back MAJORLY. came to the desk...
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my life is so fucked up.
im taking a serious vow of celibacy for 2 months. serious as in not even masterbating. i dont think i have gone that long without since i first discovered it.
for serious.
im taking a serious vow of celibacy for 2 months. serious as in not even masterbating. i dont think i have gone that long without since i first discovered it.
for serious.
so last sunday my dad was admitted to the hospital i work at. he has cellulitis in his leg and foot, and his toes is practically ganggreenous. GROSS. worst part? he is sick because he has diebeties aaaaaaaannnnnnddddddd
he is a crack head. so he gets admitted to my department. FML. i held it together pretty good, but i broke down 20 mins before my...
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he is a crack head. so he gets admitted to my department. FML. i held it together pretty good, but i broke down 20 mins before my...
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