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I'm Baaaacck!

Much to do before I get caught up...

Update Volume 1:

1) Great new roommate
2) Promoted at the job
3) Office politics still in full sail see #2
4) DSL up this week--porno research will continue
5) My commute is pretty ridiculous so I'll be checking out the job scene down here

That's it for now...

When The Going Gets Weird...

Change is never easy, even when it's a good move, even when you feel closer to your tribe, the people who care about you, or about what you do. Today has been like that. Some hightlights:

1) Redondo Beach 8:03 PM: Surfer washes up on beach, I'm at the Redondo Yacht Club with my NYC bro, Billy B, having breakfast....
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Things To Do--September

1) Finish this week with some degree of sanity.
2) Express some gratitude to my new roomate--see #1
3) Open my eyes to the friends around me.
4) Get settled in the new place, take a deep breath, and OD on TV.
5) Take a bike tour of OC and say "hi" to my friends.
6) Buy some toys--woo hoo!!!
7) Relax,...
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Life has been interesting lately, like doing quick turns in a sports car--0 to Reality before I figure out the car is moving. Want to move out of an expensive place, want to do some traveling, replace my diving gear, get out of some workaholic patterns. An SG Friend, unraveled, was looking for a roomate and...When things are supposed to happen they do. Don't ask...
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End of Summer '04

Weird stuff lately... My Spidey sense told me someone at work was gunning for me. I've been getting a lot of positive attention and I guess that pissed off the wrong person. Instead of working he's been checking my work and then reporting anything done that was less than perfect. I'm used to this shit so I usually ignore it. But...
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Summer's Clubhouse Turn

This has been a good one...new friends, a bit of cyncism chipped away. After a few months of inactivity I'm working out and working consistently. My energy is more focused and I'm relying on my intuition and, as always, it is keeping me out of trouble. My heart has always been smarter than my head.

Things To Do

1) See my Grandmother...
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After a gentle prod I am updating my journal. Thanks kiddo!

Apologies to Midian because I am even more guilty of not of updaing my journal.

Summer '04

Started strong and continued same. Rae and Midian's P&H Party was very cool. Met some people who have become friends: JJ, CryForMeSky, NewMatic, Reprobate, ToxicBoy

Then of course there are the inimitable Xanax Boy Crew: Rae, Midian,...
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And now for something completely different...

Got a gig working back in Internet land. Jack of All Trades meets nubile Internet concern. Talked to the COO, assorted directors and the usual suspects. The pay makes my monthly nut and I'll have enough let over to support my vices: Chinese food, Scuba equipment, and travel. Maui in March is a distinct possibility and Cozumel is not...
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Broward, Dade, Palm Beach, Volusia... Counties in Florida have been on my mind lately. A little tap on the shoulder from 2000, a whisper, If you cant spot the sucker at the table, then you are the sucker... That's what it felt like in 2000. After the Inaugural I went back to sleep, hoping an adult was in charge and letting it go. I...
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I Get By With A Little Help From My Friends... Thanks to Rae, Midian, and Homewrecker.

Independence Day Edition

A little breather would be nice...

Been on a creative jag lately--random energy crystalizing in words and images. Feeling more fragile than I'd like, living too much in my head. I'm best at 60 ft. 80 degree water. Cozumel...