wugglyump

had a date last night, i thought it went well.
he didn't think we had anything in common. shit neither do d and i and we lasted three and a half years.
i'm kinda bummed about this. then d flipped on me, i can't drive, i don't do enough and useless.he didn't say i was. so great, i guess i'll be waiting till i'm 33...
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sigh

fucked up again. because of D's extreme dislike toward A, i well (really he) coudl pay a lot of money to a...NOTHING FORGET IT> i'm off the wagon, but i haven't been on it long enough for it to matter.


still. it will never be the same, having learned what i have about my " illness " well that's what they call it!

fuck, i am crazing wine. that sucks.
i could go for some wine, but apparently i'm craving it.

NO GOOD

Brought Ozmodiar and Pnut for a walk. Finally. I'm a shit bag owner in that respect.
Touched up my hair. Play date tomorrow, much needed. Sadly i don't think my father
and i will be making it to the games this year :/

He's a sicky. I went to go visit my friend that i like loved to death, but couldn't. We were
kinda drinking...
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and with eight days left, i get medically discharged, not kicked out
but i can't try to get back in for three months. i'm fucking bummed.
i'm not drinking over it, but i had eight fucking days left. why couldn't
they just leave me be. i would have been fine after i left there, but i
was told you gain like ten pounds there (meaning...
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So D and i end up trying to make it to the show, we get there like two hours and something something minutes later to find out the f-bombing show had been canceled.

BIG BUCKET OF SUCK

I bought tickets to the show that's two fricken hours away and didn't realize it, i thought both shows were at the same damn club. i suck and i hope ben can come down so we can go there.
there are still tickets to the boston show but they're like close to forty each. shit shit shit, i'd been looking forward to this so soooo...
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