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my entry just got deleted. i seem to fuck things up real easy on the laptop

my allergies seem to be up my butt. Playdate tonight. family play date tomorrow and work and play date Sunday. I can dig it. I miss D. I blarg. I wish he was here right now. He'd be cuddled up with Sam. I wish he didn't have to...
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he broke things off with me yesterday. i asked if he wanted to hang out.
he made me feel like i was beautiful. because...i don't seem to know how to feel that way on my own.

i know i don't need a mate or whatever to validate how i feel, or should feel. or how i should see myself. but...dang. i can't...luckily i burned my...
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and i leave you with this, For realious?

Happy Renato, you can read this one.

cut ties as the fella didn't care one way or another. i thought he felt more for me than that.
so yeah it's good i did that finally. i felt very deeply for him, and i think yeah it was more than just lust like i was lusting.

cut it off like i told the other fella. but i didn't do it right so he...
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well. i ended up bringing Ozmodiar in yesterday to the vet instead of Saturday.
The night before the bloated in his tum was so large and his legs had fluid in them. I had to drop him off before work, called my dad later in the day because i told the vet to get in touch with my father and he had to be put...
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Stuffy nose.
went out with a friend this weekend, on a date and we saw the new harold and kumar movie.
i thought it was insanely funny, though i had had a couple drinks. i enjoyed spending time with him. we'd never hung out just us. i don't really think i'm his type but i'd like to see him again.

then Ozmodiar. Ozmodiar is my...
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camera is still mia.
um...not the most sober. D was over and brought me wine and brought me to get more wine, which i enjoy.
seeing Z tomorrow. I like him very much, but i am sure there is a part of me that likes to sabotage things too.

How is anyone? Hopefully well. I need to work on and attempt to finish my Sally...
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