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you are a shit bag and i cannot wait to get away from you.
there will be parts of me that miss you...that miss parts of you.

but. i have a tendency to overreact

i'm pleased i took you off a pedestool (no idea how to spell that) long ago.

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thefreak:
Alright, who do I need to slap?
brightredscream:
Who are we bitch slapping?
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sydfloyd:
Don't feel lonely. Hit me up on AIM.
sydfloyd:
Or SG or FB chat.
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mother is kicking ass on weight watchers, i not so much. mainly with the drinking. i had drank a lot more since Kai peaced. just depressed and wanted to sleep, plus i eat more when i drink like an idiot. My mother showed me yesterday how to make mock potato salad with cauliflour and it is no points. i LOVE potato salad so this was...
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sydfloyd:
Congratulations on the weight loss. I hope you reach your goal.

When you coming to TX?
sydfloyd:
Thanks.
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he leaves for Texas next thursday. Not looking forward to that in the least. like totally fucking bummed. It's not permanent but really fucking bogus.

started weight watchers online with my mother. that's way nice. i suck at portions
i have seven points left for the day. if i can stop drinking better i know that will help

what else. just kinda depressed. nothings wrong...
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brightredscream:
Distance sucks....I know that feeling all too well
myra:
Nah, of course she didn't. But the damage was done wink
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whoops all aboard the pity party!
i didn't even remember making that post. yikes
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i wish i had a quicker way to upload pictures on this heck.
on here since '03 NO DICE.
whatever. it's fine

i was not meant to be naked on the interweb despite so many horrific tries. i appreciate that i finally got the point, though still, there is that stupid dumb ego in me that likes positive-reinforcement-lies

stupid dumb no self esteem. no one...
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sgwan:
It can be quite the pain in the ass, but don't give up.
thefreak:
Pish posh! I disagree. tongue

Hope things are treating you well in general, lady. smile
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gi_jo:
that's what they say about smoking cigarettes. the craving is only 10 secs or so then it goes away.
metalbolt616:
I dig your hairstyle. It's cool.
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stay at dq
work till rehab
after rehab,
meet Kai in Texas. Grapevine? 20 minutes from Dallas i guess?
chill there for a few months.
Try to figure out my shit, then come back, with or without a Kai.
And i totally wish i could just drive out and visit Dinh for a couple days.
No idea when i'm going to see him. He always...
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knives2meatyou:
Oh, well that's good, then. It's still a nice pic, however.
sydfloyd:
Looking good in that pic.
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i may be relocating to somwhere in Texas with the fella for a few months
He has to be there for six months to train people and he wants me to come with... hmmmm
merkaba72:
Hmmmmmm indeed. Adventures elsewhere are amazing for the psyche, for personal growth, for clearing your head and making sense of things......and let's face it... for something fucking different to look at it for a while. Maybe you go? Yes? No?.....Mmmmm, Yes. It's decided. biggrin
knives2meatyou:
Hopefully those few months won't be smack in the middle of the (ugh) summer, but for 6 months you're bound to get at some of that famous Texas heat. Texas can be a great place, depending of course on where you are and how close you are to the hubs. Have a good time, no hmmmm's about it!
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loveday:

No products at all! I just do them on dirty hair (not washed in 1-2 days); make your hair wet, then roll them in rollers (or if you're super old school: pin curls) and sleep in them alllll night. The next day all you'll have to do is hairspray them. The tighter the curl, the longer they stay in (in my hair at least). They also stay in my hair wicked long because it's so dry from being bleached (Gwen Stefani's secret!)

--I posted that on my blog but I don't know if you ever saw it smile I'd gladly do your hair some day!
loveday:
I failed miserably the one time I tried to finger wave my hair frown