So yeah, I'm working on a paper that's due tomorrow and I got this brilliant idea that there was a quote from another book that would help my paper. So I went digging through the massive stacks of books that make up the majority of the mess in my room to find it. Naturally it was on the bottom of one of the...
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Okay, this has been bugging me for a while now. When I view sets around here and decide to comment, I tend to read a few of the other comments that other people put. And I've noticed a trend among some of the guys on this site, who for some reason think it's okay for them to tell the models that they need...
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aurralee:
preeaaach!!!!
libris:
Agreed!

I just got back from seeing Bad Religion play a show. Fucking great show, they played a fairly small venue in my city tonight. They must have played for at least an hour and a half, minimum. There was some shitty band that opened for them, wasn't worth remembering. But that means I got to go to class, then immediately leave for the show...
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baalseraph:
I was a huge fan when I was around 15 or 16 years old, and Generator will always be one of my favorite albums. :)

Alright. I promised @libris that I'd tell her about this at some point. So it's time for a strange stroll down memory lane. Hooray for clichés! Sorry. I haven't slept in a couple days so I'm a bit crazy at the moment...

Anyway, gather around children, it's story time. (This is going to be a long post.) When I was...
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damian_stark:
Pretty similar to your experience, but with no distinct voices. The sense of dread, the sense of being watched, of -presence-... Yes. Sometimes there was music, of a sort. Like a viola or violin. Creepy.
wolfwood1203:
@damian_stark Music? That's interesting. 

Just finished analyzing a Margaret Atwood poem using feminist theory for a paper that's due this afternoon. Not as bad as I expected. Now if only I could sleep... Too tired, burned out, and lazy to write anything clever.

arroia:
Good thing that this place is good for venting out whenever you need it. It doesn't even have to make sense. ;)

I'm supposed to be reading for tomorrow's class. But here I am listening to some daft punk while fighting with the cat. At least until he got bored and left. Now I'm sitting next to this evil book browsing the interwebz instead. Considering it's 5 in the morning and I still have to write a one page response on the writing...
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baalseraph:
There are times when homework just doesn't work. :)
wolfwood1203:
@baalseraph That's most of the time this semester. I'm on my last leg of the trip and I'm burned out. 

Why is it that at 8 in the fucking morning when I'm trying to sleep, my stupid brain decides that it's a good idea to replay every fuck up I've ever had? The prevailing topic on the clip show of failures is the loneliness and the complete lack of love life. I just remembered a few missed opportunities where I could have...
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wolfwood1203:
@baalseraph I'll try man. I'm just hoping to avoid another nervous breakdown. 
libris:
Talking about what's on your mind is good!  I think everyone thinks about "I should have done this or that", but you didn't, and that's in the past.  Just let it go; there's absolutely nothing you can do about it now.  Focus on what's going on in the moment.  You're almost done with grad school!  That's a huge accomplishment you should be proud of and you're a talented writer! 

So this was an interesting week. I went back to the doctor for a follow-up visit and she gave me another prescription for the antidepressants. So yay, more crazy pills... oh well.

I got to listen to my sister and her boyfriend fighting in the room next to mine, hear them break up, and heat her kick him out. And the ungrateful bastard is acting...
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libris:
Yay!  At least you're almost done with your degree!  Your poor nephew; I hope he gets well soon.  And wow, that's some crazy family drama.

There is seriously no better alarm clock than a hungry kitty... He won't let me sleep!

baalseraph:
I know that just too well! :)

This class sucks so very much ass. I've never been good at theory, and this class is pure theory. Good god I hate this class. I've probably said all of this before, but I just hate this class so much.

I had to take a mental health day this week. I was perfectly healthy, but I just didn't feel good. I skipped...
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baalseraph:
Man, this really sounds pretty fucked up... :( I would really love to offer some advice, but I fear I'm not exactly the right person for this. But sometimes it can actually help to vent and let it all out, even if it's "just" here.
wolfwood1203:
@baalseraph It's cool man. Like you said, it's just good to vent from time to time.