Alright. I promised @libris that I'd tell her about this at some point. So it's time for a strange stroll down memory lane. Hooray for clichés! Sorry. I haven't slept in a couple days so I'm a bit crazy at the moment...

Anyway, gather around children, it's story time. (This is going to be a long post.) When I was...
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wolfwood1203:
@baalseraph Would you want to have a supernatural experience? Or are you glad you haven't had any yet? 
baalseraph:
That's a pretty good question...I don't really know. I think I'm glad that I haven't had one like yours. But I think I'd like to have one that's less scary and unsettling.

Just finished analyzing a Margaret Atwood poem using feminist theory for a paper that's due this afternoon. Not as bad as I expected. Now if only I could sleep... Too tired, burned out, and lazy to write anything clever.

arroia:
Good thing that this place is good for venting out whenever you need it. It doesn't even have to make sense. ;)

I'm supposed to be reading for tomorrow's class. But here I am listening to some daft punk while fighting with the cat. At least until he got bored and left. Now I'm sitting next to this evil book browsing the interwebz instead. Considering it's 5 in the morning and I still have to write a one page response on the writing...
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baalseraph:
There are times when homework just doesn't work. :)
wolfwood1203:
@baalseraph That's most of the time this semester. I'm on my last leg of the trip and I'm burned out. 

Why is it that at 8 in the fucking morning when I'm trying to sleep, my stupid brain decides that it's a good idea to replay every fuck up I've ever had? The prevailing topic on the clip show of failures is the loneliness and the complete lack of love life. I just remembered a few missed opportunities where I could have...
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wolfwood1203:
@baalseraph I'll try man. I'm just hoping to avoid another nervous breakdown. 
libris:
Talking about what's on your mind is good!  I think everyone thinks about "I should have done this or that", but you didn't, and that's in the past.  Just let it go; there's absolutely nothing you can do about it now.  Focus on what's going on in the moment.  You're almost done with grad school!  That's a huge accomplishment you should be proud of and you're a talented writer! 

So this was an interesting week. I went back to the doctor for a follow-up visit and she gave me another prescription for the antidepressants. So yay, more crazy pills... oh well.

I got to listen to my sister and her boyfriend fighting in the room next to mine, hear them break up, and heat her kick him out. And the ungrateful bastard is acting...
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libris:
Yay!  At least you're almost done with your degree!  Your poor nephew; I hope he gets well soon.  And wow, that's some crazy family drama.

There is seriously no better alarm clock than a hungry kitty... He won't let me sleep!

baalseraph:
I know that just too well! :)

This class sucks so very much ass. I've never been good at theory, and this class is pure theory. Good god I hate this class. I've probably said all of this before, but I just hate this class so much.

I had to take a mental health day this week. I was perfectly healthy, but I just didn't feel good. I skipped...
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baalseraph:
Man, this really sounds pretty fucked up... :( I would really love to offer some advice, but I fear I'm not exactly the right person for this. But sometimes it can actually help to vent and let it all out, even if it's "just" here.
wolfwood1203:
@baalseraph It's cool man. Like you said, it's just good to vent from time to time. 

Another birthday. Is there any chance I can just sleep through it this year? It would save me a lot of disappointment.

First week of class. I'm already two classes behind in my reading. This is going to be a rough semester.

29 now. Not sure how to feel about that. I guess it doesn't matter. Next year's the big one right?

baalseraph:
Well, happy birthday then. :)
libris:
Happy birthday!  Don't worry about age; it's just a number.

For the last year or so I've been putting a real effort towards no longer being single. Even going as far as to join four different dating sites. Despite my extreme awkwardness and complete lack of social skills I even forced myself to send out more messages than I can count. I can't even get a response, much less start a decent conversation...
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wolfwood1203:
@libris I'm not going to count on that happening. Can there be crazy cat guys? Or is that just for the ladies? I'm going to need more cats... 
wolfwood1203:
@chefbethrogers I wish I could say it was just a grad school curse, but it's been like this for a long as I can remember. 
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I just spent the last 5 hours watching anime... I should go to sleep. But what can I say, The Devil is a Part Timer was a pretty good series. Tempted to watch something else, or to play some more dragon age, but I really should try to get a little sleep.

You know, I signed in to facebook right now... Horrible place. Don't...
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