I don't know for sure if its just a natural side effect of getting older or I'm just making excuses for my misery, but I was hit with a notion that I'm just losing the part of myself that made me so impressionable. In my younger years, prior to my 8 year relationship, I made a lasting impression on every single person I met. It...
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Fighting the notion that I'm living a lie.
Hating humanity more with every passing example.
Got fired right after receiving 2 speeding tickets.
Isn't life grand?
Fighting the notion that I'm living a lie.
Hating humanity more with every passing example.
Got fired right after receiving 2 speeding tickets.
Isn't life grand?
APATHY
The dictionary defines apathy as one of two things: "the absence or suppression of passion or emotion" or "the lack of interest in or concern for things others find moving or exciting".
The second definition describes me to a perfect T. Yesterday I realized that my life in recent years has become a void of disconnection and indifference. All around me people are enjoying...
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The dictionary defines apathy as one of two things: "the absence or suppression of passion or emotion" or "the lack of interest in or concern for things others find moving or exciting".
The second definition describes me to a perfect T. Yesterday I realized that my life in recent years has become a void of disconnection and indifference. All around me people are enjoying...
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sourskittles:
Hey sweetie! Time to update your blog, you know. 
And thanks! Love you too!
And thanks! Love you too!
Mardi Gras 2012 is finished and the tourists are snug in their beds. Well, many of them are anyway. I got my fill of stupid people and fun getting rid of the problem children that screw up everyone else's good times.
My day today started off very well with the random reward of finding $30 on the ground at the start of my shift. Much...
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My day today started off very well with the random reward of finding $30 on the ground at the start of my shift. Much...
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sourskittles:
Yup. I don't want him to leave. <3 I knew POF would pay off someday. Lol. I've been on POF since I moved to Utah in 2005.
The one month phase has elapsed. Now comes the most honest phase of them all, where the truth of the individual emerges.
Greetings. Well my Saints won't be making another Super Bowl appearance, not that anyone besides me seems to be a Saints fan on this site, lol.
I have finally gotten the full time hours I deserve from my job. I've worked at this casino for a year now and have proven to be more capable, dependable, and reliable then most of the staff and it's...
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I have finally gotten the full time hours I deserve from my job. I've worked at this casino for a year now and have proven to be more capable, dependable, and reliable then most of the staff and it's...
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Happy new year to all who read this.
2011 sucked for the most part. The year started off poorly and improved little over the course of its duration. Lies, my own stupid decisions, two faced people, and the general job bs all rotated throughout the year. Some would try to say; "it could always be worse". True as that may be, that doesn't erase the...
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2011 sucked for the most part. The year started off poorly and improved little over the course of its duration. Lies, my own stupid decisions, two faced people, and the general job bs all rotated throughout the year. Some would try to say; "it could always be worse". True as that may be, that doesn't erase the...
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sourskittles:
LOL, I took that photo set all by myself using my camera remote. My roomie has offered to take pics, so I'm going to teach her how to use my camera.
And the whole weight loss thing? LOL, I just need to find my inner motivation to get started.
Thanks for your 2 cents.
And the whole weight loss thing? LOL, I just need to find my inner motivation to get started.
Thanks for your 2 cents.
sourskittles:
Yep. I took the plunge. Couldn't hurt could it? Who knows? I'm excited. There's a little more paperwork than I expected, but it's not too bad.
Who knows? I'm excited. There's a little more paperwork than I expected, but it's not too bad.Today was supposed to be a good day, it wasn't.
shebari:
Thank you x
wingzephyr:
You are most welcome.
Well i have returned. Still the same old me. Working, Schooling, Working, Gaming, oh and more WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm trying to reinvent myself and make some changes in my life. I've been holding myself back for a very very long time. I'm not even sure if i'm ever going about what to do correctly. Is there even a "correct" way?
Like so many other games i...
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I'm trying to reinvent myself and make some changes in my life. I've been holding myself back for a very very long time. I'm not even sure if i'm ever going about what to do correctly. Is there even a "correct" way?
Like so many other games i...
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Happy birthday to me.
arrliss:
happy birthday!
sourskittles:
Happy Very Belated Birthday!
Three days to go.
Five days to go.