wilmhoff1334

You Call This Terror I call It Genocide

More than 600 Iraqis have been killed in the city since the siege began, said the head of Fallujah's hospital, Rafie al-Issawi. Most of the dead registered at hospitals and clinics were women, children and elderly, he said. He refused to give figures, saying that doing so would suggest the remaining dead - young, military-aged men -...
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Well my cheap ass got my account deleted. My bad, im back now. Its been crazy lately. I got a new girlfriend. She's interesting to say the least. I'm a little apprehensive about being in a relationship again. But im liking it so far. This summer has been so nuts. All i have been doing is rolling and well having a good time with my...
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Yeah so my trip up north was good for me. I saw over 30 species of bird and all sorts of shit really. I'll post some pics soon. I havent gotten them developed yet then i have to scan them. I was wearing a suit that really made me look like i was straight out of fairinheit 451. It was kind of gross. The job...
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So everything has been ok with me since i went through the sweat ceremony. I went through alot and i have a better outlook now. I at least am able to get over alot of the quilt i had. I went through alot during the war. I wan to be able to to deal with life again. My self destructive behavior is subsiding more and...
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PTSD and my own descovery of my new self.

On the 28th of March i started my journey back to the humanity i lost. Working with the Dene, Cree, Sioux, and the Dakota has introduced me to many great men. I have learned alot since the time i have been here. I met aa medicene man named Jimmy Montgrand. He knew me after talking to...
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Today i shaved my head. I have a lot on my mind. I have that sweat ceremony on friday. I have to bring the elders tobacco as an offering. The more I learn about the culture here the more i want to stay. But alas im heading to germany next year. Shit im even going to south africa next summer. That will be a blast....
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Ok so my sweat im doing is going to be on the full moon. Well actually just before it because, its a private sweat. But anyway i got a summer job doing beekeeping work outside town. So i will be a back breaking immigrant. Never thought i could add that one on my resume, but such is life. Anyway South Africa is sounding like a...
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I am going threw a dene sweat ceramony. I was invited by the comissioner of indigonous affairs. I met him threw the nuns i work for on the reserve here. I really nervous about it. I am no longer sick. But the doctors in Canada think it has to do with exposure to something in Iraq. It just comes and goes. I am getting lonely...
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I have had a wild ride lately in my life. I joined to fucking army at 18. I started by doing missle targeting. Then i got shipped to Iraq for interrogation work. After a rocket hit me i got out of that shit. I went back to my old ways and partyed a little to much. I am into industrial music quite a bit and...
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