Reading old blogs and realized not a lot has changed. Emotionally that is. I'm still completely lost, still suppressing the emotional side of me behind a smile and honestly I'm pretty sure it's about time for me to seek help. I don't have anyone to talk to, or better yet I feel like I don't. I always feel like if...
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terry145:
Sounds like you need to have some fun, so sorry you feel like this, hope things improve soon, hugs gorgeous x🌹
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Have any of you heard of a makeup brand called Younique? It's all natural, no animal testing. I'm thinking of selling it as an independent contractor so that I can make dough other than from music. They are known for their fiber lash mascara. ...Google it if you're curious! I bought some a while back and I've had a lot of...
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There is starting to be a theme with my latest posts.
I'll spare you the details, I'll just use emoticons to express it all, happy decoding.
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Is it too much to ask that somebody just whisk me away?
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ta2girl:
Well I hope you feel better!! just listen to some music - that always makes me feel better even if it is for a short amount of time.

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lewolf:
Be a player and not a spectator in the game we call life! Be yourself, true to yourself, and to hell with those who want to change you! I would rather be hated for who I am... than loved for who I am not!!! Now sober up... go kick some ass... and when you are ready... drink for F U N and fun alone!!! Oh... ans yes, I recommend Sex on the Beach!!! Take THAT how you will! wink
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Well I am drunk. Probably not a good idea since I am the ultimate supressor but hey!!! I feel like at the moment I have a choice to be happy or sad. Im choosing to stay in the middle and maybe concentrating on my grammar is making it easier that way.
I miss my grandmother
I want to be in a relationship that feels like...
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mattty:
damn your cute!
lewolf:
Well, I know that I enjoy Sex on the Beach (the drink) when I am happy, sad, or in the middle... and the outcome is ALWAYS a happy one!!! I enjoy the non-drink version... and THAT makes me happy as well! I hope things pick up, Darlin... life it too short and too damn fun to get bogged down in the details! kiss
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Guys who knows the name of the song playing during the pillow fight segment of guide to living dvd?
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augie23:
luv the last photo,blue suits you!
XOXO
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