Last year I read a study that said Men find christmas shopping as stress full as going through a break up or moving back home with his parents. Both of which have happened to me since the summer and have lead to my increased depression these last couple months.
And Now.
This past weekend I officially started my christmas shopping.
{gun} + {head} =...
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HIATUS n. 1) A gap or interruption in space, time, or continuity; a break. 2) an interruption in the intensity or amount of something.
Yesterday an old associate of mine mentioned that her writing career took a two-year hiatus after she finished school. I have now come to the conclusion that I too am on a hiatus.
Brahms Symphony No. 1 is playing while...
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Yesterday an old associate of mine mentioned that her writing career took a two-year hiatus after she finished school. I have now come to the conclusion that I too am on a hiatus.
Brahms Symphony No. 1 is playing while...
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capt_sparrow:
yeah that date was good and so far the after has been good. the only thing thats getting to me is she never answers her phone when i call. its like shes screening her calls and then she never returns my calls. but yet when we are around each other everythings great. and she always comes to me before i leave to give me a hug 
and she has told everyone shes waiting for me to ask her out WTF im sooo confused 
so what are you taking a hiatus from?
i know what you mean about no holiday joy
and she has told everyone shes waiting for me to ask her out WTF im sooo confused
so what are you taking a hiatus from?
i know what you mean about no holiday joy
Dear Diary,
It has been several weeks since my last entry. I am so sorry to have ignored you, but I have had a tough time ecuperating after my ex becky once again broke my heart. It looks like I have no choice but to move on with my life. What else can I do after she tells me I wish you would date someone...
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It has been several weeks since my last entry. I am so sorry to have ignored you, but I have had a tough time ecuperating after my ex becky once again broke my heart. It looks like I have no choice but to move on with my life. What else can I do after she tells me I wish you would date someone...
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capt_sparrow:
damn thats a bummer weird my ex ex texted me the other day to and she wants to hang out 
im still debting if i should or not i mean she did cheat on me with a guy who ended up having mono which in turn i got mono from her then she dumped me bitch i might though 
see thats what im scured about is i wear my heart on my sleeve and if this girl breaks up with me ill be crushed but atleast ill have someone to talk to about it if it does happen
well then man take care of yourself just know things will get better
weird my ex ex texted me the other day to and she wants to hang out im still debting if i should or not i mean she did cheat on me with a guy who ended up having mono which in turn i got mono from her then she dumped me bitch i might though
see thats what im scured about is i wear my heart on my sleeve and if this girl breaks up with me ill be crushed but atleast ill have someone to talk to about it if it does happen
well then man take care of yourself just know things will get better
april:
im so sorry she broke your heart yet again. you are such a sweetie, you really dont deserve that crap.
im sure it will be harder over the holidays, but just know, she is the one who lost someone, and something wonderful. i hope that will make you feel a little better
hey, i'm also wearing 3 shades of blue!!! how crazy is that? haha
have a great night
-ape
im sure it will be harder over the holidays, but just know, she is the one who lost someone, and something wonderful. i hope that will make you feel a little better
hey, i'm also wearing 3 shades of blue!!! how crazy is that? haha
have a great night
-ape
Well the last two weeks of indulgent sex and mixed emotions between the
ex-girl and me, all topped of with a grand explosion of tears, anger,
yelling, revealing, and downright grief on Saturday night.
We havent officially spoke since then, but have made plans over IM for
dinner on Thursday. No matter how much I tell her what she means to me,
she doesnt believe...
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ex-girl and me, all topped of with a grand explosion of tears, anger,
yelling, revealing, and downright grief on Saturday night.
We havent officially spoke since then, but have made plans over IM for
dinner on Thursday. No matter how much I tell her what she means to me,
she doesnt believe...
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capt_sparrow:
muahhhhh you have been Tagged
snowballinhell:
I hope you've been doing ok sweetie Sorry I haven't stopped by here in a while, craziness at work and a busy weekend away.....
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
Sorry I haven't stopped by here in a while, craziness at work and a busy weekend away.....
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
What happened with Will last week:
1) Last Monday night, the ex-girl and I had a wild passionate night filled with lots of sex.
2) Wednesday night the ex-girl tells me that what happened was a mistake and that she doesnt want to be in a relationship.
3) Friday night, what was planned as a quick stop by her house turned into a sleep over...
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1) Last Monday night, the ex-girl and I had a wild passionate night filled with lots of sex.
2) Wednesday night the ex-girl tells me that what happened was a mistake and that she doesnt want to be in a relationship.
3) Friday night, what was planned as a quick stop by her house turned into a sleep over...
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capt_sparrow:
girls are strange like that they can never make up there mind 
go for batman or should i say trinityman
go for batman or should i say trinityman
mle:
i love you mr. will trinity. i love you!
will it make you blush if i get a line from one of your poems tattooed on me?
will it make you blush if i get a line from one of your poems tattooed on me?
So I spent most of last night having MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF SEX with the ex girl. Kind of happened out of the blue. One minute we're watching The Nightmare Before Christmas ; the next we're knee deep in hot lovin'.
This has left a lot of confusion in the air. I want to be with her so fucking much, but she is very uncertain about...
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This has left a lot of confusion in the air. I want to be with her so fucking much, but she is very uncertain about...
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gadget:
what the hell is Skip Bo?
capt_sparrow:
girls are weird like that. some advice just let whatever happens happen be it casul sex or an actaul reletionship let her decide about the last
take care of yourself man talk to ya later
take care of yourself man talk to ya later
Have you ever sat down and really watched one of those Christian Television networks? They can really be quite scary.
Funny how I watched The Amittyville Horror last night...and nothing. But 20 minutes of Christian television has me terrified.
Funny how I watched The Amittyville Horror last night...and nothing. But 20 minutes of Christian television has me terrified.
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esykah:
those christian netwoks are great fun to watch when it's four in the morning, you're trashed off yourr ass and pissed because all of your friends are either fucking each other in the other room or have gone home.. it's one more thing to fuel the drunken, angry fire.
any other time they're total shit.
any other time they're total shit.
april:
aw
thanks so much baby
-ape
thanks so much baby
-ape
The SGB last night was awesome, as expected. Great music, fun acts, sexy chicks. And I tell ya, these ladies maybe Hot in photos but they are ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS in person!!
In related news Gadget has been placed in the honorary 5th spot on my favorite SGs list, for giving me a Penn Jersey She-Devils button at the show last night. Even though I was...
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gadget:
is it anything like the one they had joey carry around in Friends in that one episode?
I know, I'm a total asshole for even making a statement containing the word "Friends".
I know, I'm a total asshole for even making a statement containing the word "Friends".
shadowdragon:
Mm, Serenity. I'm a big Firefly fan but I've been holding off going to see it until I can bring someone with me. *envy*
Right now Im rockin out to Fiona Apples official Extraordinary Machine, which RULES! It definitely is a better produced album then the material that was leaked a while back (Fiona fans will understand what Im talking about). Even the song order is better. I love that Fiona!
Im stranded at my house right now because my car is in the shop. 4 new tires...
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Im stranded at my house right now because my car is in the shop. 4 new tires...
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mle:
i love you.
kinkerbelle:
you're welcome
So my week was spent in Boston, attending the funeral of my former roommate. There were tears, rattled emotions, and millitary gunshots among other things. I will refrain from filling another journal entry with sad, depressing reflections.
So in the spirit of life goes on....
Tim Burton's Corpse Bride rocks. And I'm very excited about seeing Serenity this weekend!
However, I am extremly angry...
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So in the spirit of life goes on....
Tim Burton's Corpse Bride rocks. And I'm very excited about seeing Serenity this weekend!
However, I am extremly angry...
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vaux:
Thanks dude! Here's one more:
To date, over 1,900 US troops have died in Iraq during the "war on terrorism." This week PIERRE RAYMOND, my roommate and friend, became one of them. Indeed this has become a strange time in my life. I've never had someone this close to me die. I'm having a difficult time making sense of anything. I don't even know how I really feel. It's more...
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capt_sparrow:
hey no prob just remeber i may have never meet you before but i hold you as a good friend and if theres anything or theres anytime you need to talk ill be around and if your ever in my neck of the woods you will always have a place to stay.
take care of yourself
just remeber i may have never meet you before but i hold you as a good friend and if theres anything or theres anytime you need to talk ill be around and if your ever in my neck of the woods you will always have a place to stay.
take care of yourself
quinine:
Brother, I'm sorry. I know full well and first hand this experience. Let us know if there is anything we can do.
Keep him alive in your own way.
Keep him alive in your own way.
I just found out that my former roommate / good friend was hit with shrapnal while in Iraq. He is currently on life support in Germany. It looks like he is brain dead.
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february:
I'm sorry to hear that. I'll keep him in my thoughts. *hugs*
I'll keep him in my thoughts. *hugs*
morgan:
I'm so sorry to hear that, hon.
yep i found tht on a pirae website its awesome ill probably post more of em