aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*so so excited*
I just wrote a new friend about the events to come...so I'll just rearrange a bit of the email to them and place it here...:
oooo...so I hope to be achieving great things tomorrow at my job interview... (it is, however, not a usual fucker of a job. I'd be my own independent international consultant working with the New Zealand government,...
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*so so excited*
I just wrote a new friend about the events to come...so I'll just rearrange a bit of the email to them and place it here...:
oooo...so I hope to be achieving great things tomorrow at my job interview... (it is, however, not a usual fucker of a job. I'd be my own independent international consultant working with the New Zealand government,...
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wugglyump:
oh man i wish you nothing but happy thoughts and um good luck. i'm very excited for you!
plannumberone:
Good luck. Your journal entries speaks of someone sparkly and creative and fun and all-out interesting, so things should go the right way for ya
ive got all this antsy, itchy, seeking, crawling, scraping intestines inside my head - desperate for something to digest. i wish to write grotesquely because it reminds me of one's mind's balance - so often white, beautiful, insanely happy...it hurts (in a good way) to whisper out descriptions of things you would never really want to see.
i fucking love life, and everything thats been...
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i fucking love life, and everything thats been...
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suntlacrimae:
Yay for your happy story. I like happy stories too.
Yeah, the granny/unicorn thing. I was looking for the ugliest unicorn I could find, and THAT thing popped up on my screen. I think my neighbors probably heard my laughing. I'm pretty sure it's the surpise element. I mean, you never expect to see a lady on a Hoveround riding a unicorn.
Nice to meet ya.
Yeah, the granny/unicorn thing. I was looking for the ugliest unicorn I could find, and THAT thing popped up on my screen. I think my neighbors probably heard my laughing. I'm pretty sure it's the surpise element. I mean, you never expect to see a lady on a Hoveround riding a unicorn.
Nice to meet ya.
anthonycasanova:
well, i know thats what it is... we're both in just different stages of our life. shes just looking for something different at the moment and i just have to life with that. its not that i only found out what kind of girl i want from sleepingaround, i mean, that gave me a good grasp on what i want sexually (before/during/after) but ive also done a lot of traveling around the country with bands and for shows so ive met a great array of people, shes always been stuck in her home town, so ive also had a chance to see many more personalities and hang out with so many more people than i ever would have met at home in my small town
she was talking to her roommate earlier this morning and said to her that she didnt think i understand why she broke up with me, its not that she doesnt care for me and love me, its that she doesnt feel like she can be in a relationship right now and still wants to be my friend and everything. but i dont think i could do that, at least not at this moment, ya know? its so hard to go from straight love, being in a relationship with someone to trying ot be ONLY their friend. i cant do that... at least not without breaking contact with her for a bit, i need some time to get over her, otherwise if i continue to hang out with her, im the type of person will my feelings wont fade
hahaha, dont worry. i didnt take that as a hint, considering you live in new zealand, i dont think either of us are in the place to up and move to the other side of the world to live with one another. although, you are a totally beautiful, intelligent girl. but i guess really, i want someone whos independent, not afraid to speak their mind and stand their ground -- even when i hate them for their decision. someone whos beautiful to me, able to put up with me being a dick and cocky most of the time, but i always do it for a reaction, not because i actually AM a dick or cocky. someone who can put up with my traveling all over the country with random bands and possibly even be willing to join me... complete sexual openness is a must, if i get bored in bed, i get bored with a relationship, sadly.
what about you darling?
she was talking to her roommate earlier this morning and said to her that she didnt think i understand why she broke up with me, its not that she doesnt care for me and love me, its that she doesnt feel like she can be in a relationship right now and still wants to be my friend and everything. but i dont think i could do that, at least not at this moment, ya know? its so hard to go from straight love, being in a relationship with someone to trying ot be ONLY their friend. i cant do that... at least not without breaking contact with her for a bit, i need some time to get over her, otherwise if i continue to hang out with her, im the type of person will my feelings wont fade
hahaha, dont worry. i didnt take that as a hint, considering you live in new zealand, i dont think either of us are in the place to up and move to the other side of the world to live with one another. although, you are a totally beautiful, intelligent girl. but i guess really, i want someone whos independent, not afraid to speak their mind and stand their ground -- even when i hate them for their decision. someone whos beautiful to me, able to put up with me being a dick and cocky most of the time, but i always do it for a reaction, not because i actually AM a dick or cocky. someone who can put up with my traveling all over the country with random bands and possibly even be willing to join me... complete sexual openness is a must, if i get bored in bed, i get bored with a relationship, sadly.
what about you darling?
im going to go crazy if i dont just sew something. ive always had this or that academic thing going on that it always got put aside. humf. dammit though, tonight's the night...and the wonderful but inconvenient masters papers will have to wait.
i wish everyone all the creativity in the world. *beams*
widow.
i wish everyone all the creativity in the world. *beams*
widow.
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hurricane_tiger:
If I get a deep gash or wound I will so let you sew it
I crash my motorcycle quite a bit so i could keep ya busy. Yeah my humor suxors!
I crash my motorcycle quite a bit so i could keep ya busy. Yeah my humor suxors!
dakini:
You are so totally cute.
Wow. 2005 eh? all gone, poof. Hope you've all had many moments that you can really genuinely say were beautiful.
I got to walk on a glacier, have Ryan over for our entire second semester (for seven months!), learned a lot about being pushed around by the world and just needing to deal with it.., had surgery to remove endometriosis, a cyst and a tumor...
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rumbler:
Yeah, I'm social. I've just hung out with too many squares (and dated too many). Its all about being true too yourself.
My female friend "C" was talking about "scene" people. The people that are trendy. She works and lives in the "scene" area of Houston. The scene party we crashed in houston had paintings, and not much else on the walls. The back room had turntables, and nothing else so people could dance. I think that house was 100 years old, and had 100 people in it. We were mingling with poser college kids, 20 somthing writers, musicians, artists, etc. The "scene" people.
I need sleep now, so more story later. Must go to Lab in A.M.
My female friend "C" was talking about "scene" people. The people that are trendy. She works and lives in the "scene" area of Houston. The scene party we crashed in houston had paintings, and not much else on the walls. The back room had turntables, and nothing else so people could dance. I think that house was 100 years old, and had 100 people in it. We were mingling with poser college kids, 20 somthing writers, musicians, artists, etc. The "scene" people.
I need sleep now, so more story later. Must go to Lab in A.M.
lucabrasi:
Things are well! Are you pulling for Texas in the championship game tonight? Go USC:-P Congrats on your school work... whats your plan down the road again?
hi.
I feel like such a moo for not writing more recently...especially since chatting and running about the site was my spazztic outlet when I was writing my 88k words for the end of the semester. meeting you was sweet potatoes i say! arrrggg...ive missed you all and when my love goes home (back to Austin) in two days, I'm going to have a ball...
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I feel like such a moo for not writing more recently...especially since chatting and running about the site was my spazztic outlet when I was writing my 88k words for the end of the semester. meeting you was sweet potatoes i say! arrrggg...ive missed you all and when my love goes home (back to Austin) in two days, I'm going to have a ball...
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dreamdistort:
Austin?
capital:
Hey, thanks for the compliment on Fatality's set. It was a great time shooting, and another one should be on the way soon.
Ah, and I actually just got "What the *$# Do We Know" for Christmas. I haven't seen it yet, but reading your "Favorite Movies" makes me excited to watch it.
Ah, and I actually just got "What the *$# Do We Know" for Christmas. I haven't seen it yet, but reading your "Favorite Movies" makes me excited to watch it.
ahhhhhh!!! YAAAY!!! this is so freaking exciting. The New Zealand market is so grand at the moment (ie: millions and millions of buyers) that within two days of being on the market...my little house that myself, my mom, dad and amazing boyfriend have totally dolled up, has gotten FIVE, yes FiVE offers on it already!!! WOW!! All for my asking price too, which is neat...
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rumbler:
Relaxation... Ahhhhh. Do you get this week off from school too?
meldarko:
hi! you must be rather busy lately... hope you're doing well and all goes smoothly with the house fun... talk to you soon sweetheart!
hey lovelies!
lots and lots of sincere mushy apologies for not updating earlier..I thought once my essays were all over I'd be set up to chill/relax..and I have had some nice long sleeps (slept for 14 hrs straight the night after my exam...yay for long sleeps! what's the longest you've slept?) -- but then I've decided to sell my first little rental investment property (bought...
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lots and lots of sincere mushy apologies for not updating earlier..I thought once my essays were all over I'd be set up to chill/relax..and I have had some nice long sleeps (slept for 14 hrs straight the night after my exam...yay for long sleeps! what's the longest you've slept?) -- but then I've decided to sell my first little rental investment property (bought...
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lucabrasi:
Pictures from my campus
wugglyump:
i'd love to meet you in "real life"
hooray for being good with money.
long sleeps, also lovely.
hooray for being good with money.
long sleeps, also lovely.
i wanted to show network thug a view from outside my window...i just need to borrow dad's camera to do so. in the meantime, check this out: .pics of dunedin
this is what my city looks like, and the top middle photo is the university campus that im so attached to...
more soon..!just one more paper to write that's due tomorrow, and then im...
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this is what my city looks like, and the top middle photo is the university campus that im so attached to...
more soon..!just one more paper to write that's due tomorrow, and then im...
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geo35:
Wow, lovely lovely lovely!!
bulle82:
Wow, very nice! I also like the treepic in your photos.
Why are you a member of SuicideGirls? (and be honest - even if its silly, sexual, nerdy, whatever)
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karina:
hay
you look layk dol....
you look layk dol....
hadees:
So first I should say I am not really an artist. I am a mediocure graphic designer at best, I mostly do computer programing. But my idea was to hire a variety of graphic designers to make limited run T-shirts I would sell on my own website.
I was sort of going for the style of Threadless and . Zeroboutique.
I was kind of leaning to more of the Zeroboutique type shrits. I used to love Threadless but now I feel they are slipping to shirts that are more cartooney.
I was sort of going for the style of Threadless and . Zeroboutique.
I was kind of leaning to more of the Zeroboutique type shrits. I used to love Threadless but now I feel they are slipping to shirts that are more cartooney.
i deleted this because i dont think that anyone here can have the answer...which is ok, and i like figuring things out on my own anyway.
quite right.
so im insanely busy right now. i just wrote seven 8,000 word essays in six weeks. now i just have two 10,000 word essays and one 8,000 word philosophy of management essay to complete by Tuesday and...
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quite right.
so im insanely busy right now. i just wrote seven 8,000 word essays in six weeks. now i just have two 10,000 word essays and one 8,000 word philosophy of management essay to complete by Tuesday and...
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geo35:
Is this a distress call sent out on all frequencies to all ships at sea (in which case us other sailors are obligated to come to the rescue and save you from drowning)? Or is this more of a lament to a specific sailor?
I have my entire life story posted on the web... 75+ pages, 500+ photos. If you can ever talk me into giving you the address, you'd have your hands full getting to know someone you don't know. What a psych project it would be!
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I have my entire life story posted on the web... 75+ pages, 500+ photos. If you can ever talk me into giving you the address, you'd have your hands full getting to know someone you don't know. What a psych project it would be!
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anthonycasanova:
Thanks for the comment. I totally know what you mean with people and being truthful, it seems as though most people on here are afraid to say "That's the crappiest set ever!" when it really deserves to be said.
I love how Temper actually noticed what I said too and came back to say something.
The only reason your comment came off sexual was because you threw in a smiley face, haha. But I'm totally up for talking sometime, I'd love to.
Just IM me sometime.
I love how Temper actually noticed what I said too and came back to say something.
The only reason your comment came off sexual was because you threw in a smiley face, haha. But I'm totally up for talking sometime, I'd love to.
Just IM me sometime.
ohhhhhh it is an awesome thing to have a kick ass professor!! I do believe that this is by far the highest achiever out of the bunch..(well...there is one other that is a close second..) and I've really become attached to his tutalage. He's the prof of International Management in which has an exorbitant amount of information on...ANYONE can ask him ANYTHING and he knows...
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karmatsunami:
The classes are definitely intense, but at the same time there is a huge amount of grade inflation. 90% of grades are a B- or greater. I really like it, even though I feel kind of suffocated by all the work at times.
Cheers,
Ch
Cheers,
Ch
lucabrasi:
lol, i really should change that. I actually graduated in an interdisciplinary engineering major (called engineering science) and now I'm a physicist. I'm just starting out in a PhD program in physics, but most of my experience now has been closer to pure science rather than building stuff. What kind of company are you looking to launch?
I see that the gentleman that posted above me goes to Harvard... nice school, but nothing compared to its west coast counterpart!
lol, I'm just kidding. I was choosing between there and here and really it just came down to the fact that I'd lived on the east coast my entire life and thought it would be a good time to get a change of scenery and experience something different.
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I see that the gentleman that posted above me goes to Harvard... nice school, but nothing compared to its west coast counterpart!
lol, I'm just kidding. I was choosing between there and here and really it just came down to the fact that I'd lived on the east coast my entire life and thought it would be a good time to get a change of scenery and experience something different.
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hey! im moving back to austin,tx in march of the 06. i want to launch a boutique that is aimed at showcases my own work and three other fashion designers...all the while being a store AIMED AT supporting 1/2 way house kids, crazy adolescents etc. --> they would also work at the store, and i have the idea of going around to these 1/2 way...
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alessa:
Thanks for the rad comments! And your awsome for what you r doing with the kids, fashion, and music!
kayliane:
right back at ya'
and I heart your idea for the boutique- wil definitely be keeping tuned in for further developments!
and I heart your idea for the boutique- wil definitely be keeping tuned in for further developments!