Wednesday Dec 23, 2009

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the 24th? i dare-say merry christmas eve!!! yep, i said MERRY CHRISTMAS eve... ask me if i care :p

anywayz, i'm sobering up after a night of drinking. had my laughs, my serious moments, my quiet moments and now my angry moments >=( i wanna rant but you bet i'm holding it in!! can't wait to see TJ, love my baby girl. biggrin

Thursday Dec 10, 2009

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man oh man oh man.... what have i been thinking? it feels as if i've been lost for a long time. a sleep in a nightmare. in this nightmare i was a person that i have no reason to be. a user, liar, a shameful, selfish person. and now, today, i feel as if i'm waking... a little compassion here, a little helping...
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Thursday May 28, 2009

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Wants to say thanks to all those mothers out there. Especially those that don't have the baby's daddy around. raising a baby by yourself is hard. i give you all props!! YOU ROCK!!
diaz:

That is very sweet of you,
I am not a mother but I can imagine how difficult it is..

matrixxx:

Thank you!

The even stranger part is my daughters Dad just left Fort Leonard Wood.

Thank you again! Its always good to know someone understands how hard it is!

Sunday May 24, 2009

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man, i think i drink something bad tonight. not feeling my best. has me thinking of things that i just usually push away and don't think about. i'm a bad father... never see my daughter. only a few times. she barely knows me! frown no more to drink tonight. think i'll go to bed...

Thursday Apr 02, 2009

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Ugh... had to get a shot today. yay!! ...not really. idiot nurse, a male i might add, had to draw my blood too. he didn't know what the hell he was doing. dug the needle in, moved it all around and than collapsed my vein in my left arm!!! asshole... all in all, today has been boring. haven't done much. craving pancakes... mmmm...
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katalina:

a chicago guy. nice...
thanks for the friend request. It took me forever, sorry... I'm not on that much but keep up with me here...twitter or Ladie K Facebook Fan group!

I'm on mm too

Monday Mar 30, 2009

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I'm a pretty kewl guy when you get to know me but i can be pretty rude at times.

Monday Mar 30, 2009

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i'm a sweet talker when I want to be and other times down right rude.