Thursday Sep 26, 2013

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Have you ever felt so low that you wish you just never existed or were alive? Don't get me wrong. I'm a positive person. A happy person. But tomorrow is my 21st birthday and all I want to do is take a bullet to my head. I've lived in Dallas for a little over a year. I was here for a boy...
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ecko321:

nobody should ever go thru anything like that but from first hand experience I pretty much did the same thing. you just have to find it in your heart to forgive yourself and know your self worth. its hard but possible. 

xdietonightx:

i've read this scenario on this website at least 5 times in just this month, so know you're not alone. more importantly, know that while this seems like a consuming and impossible situation; five years from now or in ten years you'll look back and it will seem irrelevant. we all have memories from our early 20s that are just like "what the fuck was i doing? how did that happen..." you'll be fine. be the bigger person and move on to greater things.

Wednesday Nov 21, 2012

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Welp, Here's a quick little update on life

I moved to Dallas, Which not gonna lie kinda sucks, I don't have very many friends out here and all I really do is work, And that's about it. Hahaha.

My life isn't all that exciting, HOWEVER I am on the cover of Pain Tattoo magazine for the month of November biggrin

So that...
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_miked_:

I actually had the same problem as a DJ. I could never get a serious girlfriend that wasn't a stripper. They all thought I was a piece of shit or something... or that you were playing around with all the girls.

torlano:

My thoughts.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

The mid-2nd century pope Anicetus (156-166) said that Peter was beheaded by Nero in Rome. The reason for this claim was that he had became locked in a conflict with the venerable Polycarp of Smyrna. Polycarp had tried to win the argument by insisting that he spoke with the authority of the apostle John. In response, Anicetus told of Peter's beheading and said that he spoke with the authority of Peter.

In the third century, the Church Father Origen changed the story somewhat, saying that Peter, condemned to crucifixion, felt himself unworthy to be crucified the same way as his Lord, and so chose crucifixion upside down.

I suppose it would depend on if you subscribe to Catholic dogma or not. I do not believe Peter was allowed to choose being crucified in this manner and rather that if it was done, it was done as a mockery to him and the early church.

Some people did adopt the symbol and assign their meaning to it, whatever the case may be. Aleister Crowley believed the inverted cross to be a symbol of inverted grace, or falling away from Christ's grace.

The cross is older than Christianity and the inverted cross is also a sign of the sword, war and bloodshed. There is also the matter of the sword of Mithras.

Christianity is a nascent faith that "borrows" from much older religions and philosophies.

Bottom line, there are no immaculate historical sources that prove how Peter died.

As far as "true" Satanic symbols go, I couldn't care less as I'm not a Satanist. Many embrace that label as a quick fix to be being unique. LaVey himself bemoaned this phenomena not long after the CoS was founded. One day you're Joe and the next Lord Azarel of Higher Hell. I've no use for it. The authority of the CoS means about as much to me as the authority of the Catholic church does.

Traditionally, Christian faiths have often dubbed anything outside of their system and "truth" to be Satanic. LaVey once said, "They named us."

Yes, I do find the occult interesting and entertaining. I do not take it seriously.

I subscribe to no religions; Eastern, Western or New Age. I do not accept any one philosophy wholesale either; I'm eclectic.

I felt like rambling in regard to your tweet, so there ya' go.

Tuesday Apr 24, 2012

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_miked_:

I bet that felt/will feel good.

jayenh:

Thursday Mar 22, 2012

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JEEZ. This is the only place I can really rant. I don't have that many friends in Arizona yet and Matthew(boyfriend) will just bitch at me if I post it somewhere else because he stalks all of my social networks.

But just recently I went back to Florida to visit family. They're sick and breed wolfdogs so they needed help taking care...
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richard_:

Tell him every time you walk the puppy all kinds of foxy ladies are all over it. He'll suddenly find a way to love the lil guy. biggrin

kroove:

lol i be mad too! just look at the wolf-thinge yuck! biggrin

Saturday Jan 21, 2012

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richard_:

just... one, thats all.

tongue

booneman42:

Look what you made me do.

Sunday Nov 13, 2011

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So I guess everything is just now hitting me, And this is the only blog I have other than Tumblr and I don't really feel like posting this on there. But as I said, EVERYTHING is hitting me all at once.

For one I'm moving to Arizona, For a guy. FOR A GUY. Dumb right? Yeah I love him. But I'm selling...
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rachelle:

Your set is great; you are gorgeous!!

waya:

Thank you so muchh!!! biggrin

Friday Nov 11, 2011

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So I'm sure a lot of people read the blog that was posted on Twitter like I just did about working at a Strip Club. And I just kind of had to put my two cents in, I'm a stripper, Not a cocktail waitress, Not a girl who rubs peoples back. A stripper, I take my clothes off for money. And it's...
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tony969:

The stereotypes are quite shitty, and I'm guessing you've had to deal with that.. I thought the piece was pretty well written though.. Whether or not it was true is another matter, but she also wasn't saying all strip clubs and all girls in the industry were the same. However... Where do you work? You're gorgeous!!

waya:

Well I work in Florida, Moving to Phoenix, Arizona in a month though, So I'll be working out there soon. And thank you very much (:

Tuesday Nov 08, 2011

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Man, Where do I even start?! Life is so hectic for me. I'm currently in the process of selling all my furniture and packing up most of my things. I'm moving to Arizona in about one month. Which I'm absolutely terrified by the way. I need a change of scenery, Been in Florida for 5 years now and that's much too...
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spliff:

what a cutie!!! (you and the dog <3) kiss

tonydeggo:

Roman looks like a fluffy ruka! i cant imagine having to get rid of one of my dogs, im sorry that happened. i know this is random, i just searched wolfdogs and this was like the first thing that came up. i jus realized how old the blog is so i hope life is goin good for you now.