wakeangel

I just found out I'm performing at a festival called mountain stomp next weekend. Then I leave for Burning Man three days after that. Which means I have a week to get my camp organized and ready to go before I leave for Mountain Stomp. Then I'm performing at a biker festival the weekend after BM. Damn, things got busy all of a sudden. Work...
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Wanting something you can never have... sort of like an itch you can never scratch. Tonight a girl who was a complete shit to me asked if we could be friends again. Eh, I did the best I could to be a dick to her because, frankly, she was really mean to me and doesn't deserve my friendship. Sometimes you have to draw a line...
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Update time I suppose. I'm in my second week of aerial silks. I got moved up from beginner to aerial one. My teachers said I was in great shape and already very physically aware. As a result I'd get bored with the beginner class. Kinda cool! With acrobatic stunting classes, fire performance and aerial silks I'll be a one man Cirque show. Too do bad...
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Nope, it's not a manic thing. Still feeling awesome! I've had some interesting things happen that weren't ideal but it passed and wasn't too bad. Work is getting better. Burning Man is getting close and all my plans are coming to fruition. Everything is going my way!

Damn, I hope I'm not going through some kinda manic thing. I'm happier now than I've been in a while. I've decided to say piss off to a lot of negativity in my life. If you can't give as much as I do or meet me half way on things then don't let the door hit ya where the good lord split ya!

I must be settling down. The other night I said it would bore me to tears to have sex with someone on my 40th birthday that I didn't want to be with ten years from now. That whole wanting it too much thing is rearing it's ugly head. Must... control... it...

Today I'm forty... weird. There seems to be something missing.

Though I quit drinking six weeks ago I have to go to treatment for alcoholism because I got a DUI. Don't get me wrong I'm not saying I didn't deserve it, despite the fact that I wasn't impaired and was only pulled over because it was three in the morning. What is going to be dumb is if I have to go to these meetings...
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Don't you hate when you meet someone and don't get their number. I gave her my card because she wanted her hair done but she hasn't called. Grrrr... should have asked for her number.

What an interesting and beautiful night!