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Ahhh, life on the internet, so freeing, so insightful....soooo much better than real life sometimes.

As always my fun and joy IRL is haunted by a lurking nemesis....money!! I have, or I think I'll have it and poof its gone. This time I can completely blame it on my ex. Since he neglected to pay 2 months worth of the mortgage payments...
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kindle:
Thanks, sweetheart.
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Woot!! Work apparently is changing it's firewalls again. I can get onto SG. Heehee....wonder how long that's gonna last.

Sooo much to do tonight before Ryan gets here. I was SUPER lazy yesterday, but loved every minute of it. Oh well, guess I just work better under pressure. LoL

Anywho, that's about all, and that's fine with me. Low drama...
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kindle:
W00t! I enjoyed yesterday. It was nice to just be lazy in the middle of a blizzard.

I'm almost done with the bedroom (was up until 5 this morning working on it), all I need now is a night stand with 2 drawers and I'm golden! (I hope, I forgot I still have clothes in the dryer that I have to find a place for. Aww crap)
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Finally back in my house. Woot!! Now once it isn't a mess anymore (meaning once Alexstar's stuff is put away) I will be totally happy. I am retentive about a clean and organized house. Guess that pays off for whoever I am dating/rooming with. LoL

I can't wait because my friend is coming in tomorrow to visit for a week straight...
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kindle:
Yeah, your Beaver didn't wake up when I was petting him. I'm sure your Beaver is pooped from all the play earlier.
jtemperance:
Beaver?! eeek

Glad to hear about your place; that's really wonderful news.
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Wow, it's been over a month since I posted, time flew in December, I don't think I had a chance to catch my breath. But overall it went well, so that is good. Hope everyone else's holidays went good as well.

Other than that, still trying to find a comfortable groove in my new relationship, at times we do great and at...
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jtemperance:
Now that sounds great. Congratulations!
artemiswerewolf:
It's rare to find something like that, just hold on tight and I wish you the best.
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So it is December, and the rush and bustle of the holiday season is in full swing....

Which means its time to start super time management.....and having to see family I am not sure I want to be around. They don't know about Current and I am torn about telling them. I feel that if I wait a bit and let some time...
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kindle:
Eww, sappy gross! puke biggrin

No really, the tree looks great. You guys should leave it on for me at night so I stop running into the edge of the counter when I come home from work. wink
salome:
Why is it that just about everyone finds the forced family togetherness of Christmas stressful at the least and painful at the worst -- and yet we all still feel like we have to do it?

Hope your christmas goes well! smile
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Ever get backed into a corner and part of you wants to fight back, kicking and screaming, no matter what the cost. Because you never back down from a fight, because then you would be weak, and you can never be weak, because then people can hurt you......but the other part of you wants to give in, because you are very afraid you are...
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Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!

Having happy day with Love. Meeting the family. Little nervous, but I will be okay.....I hope...
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Update~

Happy Girl now. My Love made me feel soooo much better today. I feel like I made TONS of progress with Me today!! love
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kindle:
I'll be home a little after 11. Oh, and we're stocked on TP for a little while. Just thought I'd mention it so no one would go out and waste money on it.
kindle:
Buwahaha. We are indeed stocked well. See you when I get home.
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Still butting heads with life. Blarg!!

Have you ever noticed that life has these brilliant, shining moments, where you couldn't imagine it getting much better....often times followed by gigantic moments filled with selfdoubt.

Equation for the Day

Intense Love + Fear + Bad Experiences = Passive Aggressive Person = I need you near + I push you far away
kindle:
Anytime, hon. That's what I'm here for. You know, when I'm not at work and shit, meh.

Hey, I want to plan dinner out with you and the boy so the three of us can get out of the house and talk. Interested?
kindle:
His is a pretty easy schedule to work around as well. If he wasn't gaming on Friday we could go then before I went to work. It looks like that's my only day until next month. I have the 29th (only full day off) but that's the event in Chicago. Did you ever get to talk to him about it?

So funny note:
I counted my hours between both jobs from yesterday through next Wednesday (because I don't have a day off until next Thursday), eighty-three hours. Heh.