virgilcane

I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain, the only thing thats real.
The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting,
Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything.

I always felt those lines. It really doesn't do any good, some things you just can't blot out.
I was just watching a Johnny Cash tribute...
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We emerge from youth all bright eyed like the rest,
Shedding skin faster than skin can grow.

moved house, ex-landord demanding more money even after he kicks us out (wrong way round if you ask me!) Saw my Dad which was really good and we booked our holiday. I used to think holidays were for people who had too much money but now I realise...
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Sometimes I drive so fast I feel like I can't even breathe the air. There are times when I can't leave my house for a day or more.

Went back to trash on monday just because Adult. were playing. We were so gutted not to be able to see them @ the Monarch and then we end up with Nicola screaming in our faces at...
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But if you could just see the beauty,
These things I could never describe,
These pleasures a wayward distraction,
This is my one lucky prize

This is for my friend Simon - no-one else may ever read this but after reading his journal I thought maybe I'd put something here. Also it kinda sums up SG for me

Goodnight