violencejack

Taxes suck, but getting a nice hunk of cash back at the end of every year kinda makes up for it.

The marriage is tentatively scheduled for the 21st of May. It will be at her church, presided over by her pastor and her grandfather, with her parents' presence and blessing. Small miracle.

My fiancess parents have informed her that I am not suitably Christian enough to marry her, and thus they refuse to help us out at all in our desire to get wed. Furthermore, any attempts by us to get married on our own would be construed as her blatantly disobeying her parents and her church, and would be grounds for them to disown her if...
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I am home and settling in. Nothing to do but play EQ2 all day and jack off. Life is funny like that. I should go out and get drunk or something, keep myself occupied. I miss my wife. Yeah, yeah, "she's not (my) wife yet" whatthefuckever. There is empty space she is supposed to be filling, and it bugs me. And I don't care if...
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Graduating tomarrow. Class done. Honor Grad. Long drive home. New apartment to organise my stuff in, electric and cable intarweb already scheduled for install. Return to normalcy? Fiancee is not coming. She goes home to the parents to explain my significance and face their wrath for loss of virginity prior to nuptuals and beg them to set aside their wrath and see me as she...
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So. Yeah. Definitely gonna marry me. Gots to go to her place over Christmas and talk to her folks. Kinda wierd. Me, going for a good girl when I am so bad. I wonder if she will play everquest with me and stay up late to watch Farscape on SciFi?

SEX! SEX! SEX! SEX!
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SEX! SEX! SEX! SEX!
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(does a little dance)
The girl is mine.
As I am hers.

Life is wierd. I'm not sure what to make of this new turn of events. I think I will just sit back and wait and see what happens. If anything. Peace be unto you, beloved.

I spent the last 20 hours with a 20 year old virgin of strict christian upbringing. We went to a park and climbed a tree, spent hours hanging out amongst the branches and talking. Had lots of wierd mexican food at an awesome restaurant. Lay in the back seat of my car together in a vacant parking lot after dark. Spent the night snuggling in...
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How many flavors of monkey am I? I am lost in ideas and states of mind, offered a christian virgin on one side, a woman like me on the other who may or may not exist, but I ache for her. What am I? What do I want? Who will I choose to be?
I am water, flowing from vessel to vessel, assuming new shapes....
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Haven't heard from my beloved in weeks. Freaking out. Is she alive? Dead? Hurt? Comp. broken? I am at a loss for what to do.