velvetknuckles

Think I might kick the tires...

HeY! hEy! Hi. I'm back. Been awhile. Ready for debauchery?

I had a grand time at the SGPhilly event Friday night. I talked to a lot of people and bought a lot of shots but strangely enough most weren't in SG. Hmmm well next time I will have a SGPhilly Only Rule when buying shots. There seemed to be a lot of "wannabes" there which with the help of Tailin worked to my advantage ---twice....
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All alone.

I'm here at work all alone. It's 2am and I am supposed to be preparing for the start of a new division I am in charge of where I work. I am prepared. I am prepared for most things in life. Most.

I showed up early and walked around Center City in Philly. Philly at night is very mystical. There are a lot...
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What I've done since my last update (in no particular order):

Drank copious amounts of red wine. Anything from 2004 Clos Julien Cabernet Sauvignon Reserve Paso Robles to Red Truck.

Rode my bike a whole lotta miles and lifted a lot of weights.

Went to Reno, NV. Hated it.

Won $$$ on the Kentucky Derby and donated most of it to the Barbaro Fund because...
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What you know does not matter - what you DO matters.

There are no short cuts.

In 4 months I've lost 30 pounds. I didn't lose much in month one but it's been coming off rapidly since and being replaced with muscle. I bike, lift weights & run. The running is mostly "fast work". I am prescribing to a certain kind of training made famous...
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For a while I was kneeling in tears and powder
For as well I was strung out beyond my means
Well I lost that love while climbing down the ladder
Just looking for the song to set me free



Ick.

Well life has given me lemons.

Which is a pussy comment.

I have given myself lemons.

And it all started here on Suicide Girls.

I don't feel like squeezing just yet so no lemonade for Johnny.

I was in a bar called Tattooed Mom's on South St. in Philly and some girl asked me my name.

I said, "My name is John and my friends...
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Ohhhh boy.....

I don't feel the sickness yet, but it's in the mail. That's for sure. I'm
in the junkie limbo at the moment. Too ill to sleep. Too tired to stay
awake, but the sickness is on it's way. Sweat, chills, nausea. Pain and
craving. A need like nothing else I've ever known will soon take hold of
me. It's on it's way.

I am never full. My vagus nerve must not work properly. I can comfortably drink a gallon of water in one hour. I can eat a whole pizza and still be hungry. I feel like I can swallow a bus. "Eat until you're 'hara hachi bu'," a girlfriend once told me. Translated from Japanese, this literally means "eat until you're 80 percent full". People of...
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