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i know i don't blog on here almost ever, and i know it doesn't really matter, but i've been drinking.. well, i've been drinking A LOT, but i suppose that's besides the point. but i've decided to spend a lot less time on this site than i already do, because i'm in love with a girl i met...
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alkaline:
This is the most hilariously adorable thing Ive ever read.
I love you more than anything in the world, babe.
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didn't get into grad school = massive waste of time, money and effort.

sitting in the valero drive-thru buying cigarettes, my mind wandered and i began thinking about driving my car directly into the video rental building in front of me. i'm trying desperately to not start drinking.

fuck. this.
kittie:
You can always try again, try different schools, there's always options.
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15 hours in the car today. finally made it home and i'm absolutely seething with hatred for some reason. the thought that i'm within 15 feet of my roommates is making my skin crawl. fuck everything right now. i just want to fucking scream.
alkaline:
Annnnd breathe! biggrin

Were you in the car for 15 hours WITH your room mates? Or do you just hate them? Hah

Not healthy to live with people you dont like, home is supposed to be your refuge!!
kittie:
That's a long time to be in a car, it would make anyone feel like that.
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there's just much too much to say right now.

long story short, virginia beach was MUCH worse than expected.

so now we're in myrtle beach, sc.

yeah, i know. we're crazy bastards.

however, this place is like heaven. going back to springfield sounds like dying and going to hell.

i'm gonna get drunk, chainsmoke on my balcony overlooking the ocean, and...
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adventure time starts tomorrow. maybe i'll figure life out sitting on a beach, looking at the atlantic. or maybe i won't. in the end, i suppose it really doesn't matter. one way or another, life will go on. as it does.
alkaline:
Yay!! I hope you have fun!!
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all-nighter in progress.

these are becoming all too frequent.

tonight i have to write a paper on poe (which has already taken 20 times longer than it should have, given the fact that it's ME), memorize a bunch of music history, and learn to read music in about 9 hours.

i'm probably just gonna run head first in to the refrigerator and go...
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This is like death by writer's block.
naughtyjen:
Profound.........very profound. I wish you many hours of creativity.
kittie:
maybe you need a change of scenery.
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The new Alkaline Trio album came out today. It's one of the few things keeping me in one piece today. Hope anyone reading this is well.
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kittie:
The radio introduction is distracting.
rourke:
<3
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happiness is what you get for doing something right.

hope your new years look as promising as mine.
kittie:
indeed it is. smile
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MISTAKE

how do you delete a freaking blog entry anyways?
epidemia:
I don't think you can. I just throw something incredibly random in its place...or type out (deleted entry) or something...
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Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck

I hate the fact that these blogs have turned into me bitching all the time, but this is seriously getting ridiculous. I talked to my dad today. He went to the hospital for an MRI and as it turns out he needs surgery on his back and leg, but he can't get in until late November. This...
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kittie:
I'm so sorry Hun. Putting grad school on hold for a year isn't the most terrible thing in the world, and you can get loans deferred if you are having financial hardship. Seriously, let me know if you need anything, even if it's just a temporary distraction.