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So maybe just because you are used to something does not mean it is the right thing. Like, I ate meat for a long time, then I stopped and it was strange, a little hard, but really good in the long run. A rut. They are talking about it on Sex & the City so it must mean something.

I think my life has had...
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last_firstborn:
I've felt that way lately...almost signed up for the army lol. Backed off, realized I don't take orders too good. There is no way to cheer up or get over something, ya know? It also doesn't help to have people tell you they know what you mean. Especially strangers. But I will say...in American Beauty, everyone was pretty vapid, and paper thin. I've read a few of your entries..you don't give off the vibe Benning did. Anyway, hang tough...party hard...and be glad you at least have your cat. smile Right? I say fuck anybody you don't like, forget that shit, and enjoy yourself. Poor people can have fun too...buy cheap ingredients for mudslides, watch Sex in the City, and relax. wink
luis:
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luis:
Yeah, I'm sure it was, I was only there for 1.5 days. blackeyed I was near Johnson & Johnson's crappy site in Newark, NJ for the rest of the week.

I had a weird dream last night, tell me if this means anything to you. It involved some house I'm in washing down a hill fully intact and then being in bed, making out with some girl in full view of everyone on the street corner. surreal
inabsentia:
HA! That's awesome...reminds me that I need alcohol. And also someone to spank me.
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luis:

that that bitch.

lunna:
Why? What do you do?

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Thanks for the comment sweetie!

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"Six hundred and forty fish later, the only thing I know is everything you love will die. The first time you meet that someone special, you can count on them one day being dead and in the ground."
last_firstborn:
Survivor, right? I love C.P. ....with a passion. smile Seriously, that is an exellent quote.
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I need new friends, mine seem to be mostly a bunch of douches. Drove 3 friends to Athens last night. One falls, cuts her ankle REALLY bad, I break out some first aid knowledge, wrap it, head to the hospital. One other friend stays with me at the ER while we find out her Achilles tendon is torn (yowza) and the rest of our group...
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stuzzy:
hmm sounds like you hang with a bunch of idiots.
luis:
BS mad
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It is almost 11:30 and I think I may go out. This is very strange for me. I'm like an old woman. Tomorrow I am going to Athens to see on of my best friends. Tuesday was her birthday. Tonight I called her and she had just snorted some meth. I may just give her a birthday punch in the face.

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luis:
Whatever, I know that was you at 7am.
Laughing my ass off at the birthday punch in the face

[Edited on Nov 20, 2004 5:30AM]
last_firstborn:
Hi there....just wanted to sling a random friend request your way. I watched I Am Sam on TNT I think it was yesterday. Such a good, albeit sad movie. Anywho, just wanted to stop in and say hi to a sort of local friend haha. smile Hope you and your hunny can make the ATLien party on the 11th. biggrin
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Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I had grown up in a normal home or even had a somewhat normal life. I wonder what it would be like if I hadn't seen drug addiction before I saw myself potty trained. I wonder what life would be like if I didn't know hurt so deep that it feels like there is nothing left....
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drstinkypants:
its kind of ironic that the best way to deal with drug abuse in the family is usually to get wasted and not think about it.
luis:
Btw, diet coke is much better, do it instead.
EDIT: Oh yeah, I swear I saw you at 7am this morning when I was getting off work. You crossed in front of my car at a stop light.

[Edited on Nov 19, 2004 5:55PM]
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I miss my man. A whole lot. It's weird. Last time he was away for 3 weeks (although I saw him in NY after 2) and it wasn't really a big deal. I mean, I didn't feel so sad. This time he is gone for 2 weeks and he just left on Wednesday and now all I want is him to cuddle me. I want...
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luis:
Lies! You're in denial.
luis:
Lies! You're in denial.
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Life is fucked up. Today I learned that there is nobody in this world that you can really depend on except yourself.

It's time to start over.
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rae:
well... im 5'1 and he is 6'3 lol
itzjusme:
sounds like things could be better. blackeyed here's hoping. for everyone we care about.
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inabsentia:
I'd be fine with getting butt-raped if it meant I had done what I needed to get justice. i was just talking earlier about how it sucks that there is no more civilian justice (at least when carried out in proper order). Like, someone rapes a woman you know (sister, wife, cousin, girlfriend...) you get top justly beat them (to death is just an option). That's sad. because I would do it and go to jail.
luis:
Oh, alright then.
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I never thought Kerry would win. I can't believe how surprised people are over this. Personally I thought choosing between the two candidates was choosing the lesser of two evils. I did vote for Kerry though, I wanted to be my father's vote. I mean, lets be honest, we all knew Nader wouldn't win. My man said he would move out of the country is...
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luis:
You'd get pissed and never talk to me again. blackeyed
luis:
You look like you want to wring the neck of anyone looking at your profile in that picture. surreal
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It's strange how things work out. One day you're raising two parents and the next only one. His heart decided to stop beating sometime during the night on Thursday. He seemed peaceful. My lips hadn't touched his since I was a child and we would give little kisses. This time I was trying so hard to breathe life back into his body. It didn't work....
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luis:
Awesome!
luis:
It's all good. She showed up the second time. whatever