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I.

Am.

The.

Luckiest.

Man.

Alive.

Started work today at the best job I've ever had, 4 months after meeting the most awesome woman ever.

What am I going to owe the devil after this?
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4th of July and a long walk through the neighborhood. Nothing to make you realize how alone you are like seeing the rest of the world gathering with their friends and family for barbecues and beer. The people I care about are all having their own good times with their own friends and families, none of which include me. And I understand that the people...
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niobe:
I know that feeling. My neighbors are all having a good time and I am sitting here in the dark.

*hugs*
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Welcome to the Vortex:

www.myspace.com/totalperspectivevortex
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Information Overload.

The world is big. Have you ever noticed that? I mean really, really huge. Not just the world, but the number of people in it. And so many of these people are writing, making music, making art, posting blogs (like this) . . . it gets a little overwhelming. How do you cut through all the millions and millions of voices in the world to find...
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Hi there, kids.

Let's get right down to it, today. Ever wonder what, really, is the difference between the Communists and the Capitalists? Other than each thinking the other is evil, of course.

I'm starting to think: very little. Communists want to redistribute wealth throughout the society of which every citizen is a member. Capitalists want to redistribute wealth to everyone who has...
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Terran's Blog! Back by popular demand! wink

So, I had an interesting night. Had one of those "tipsy" conversations with a good friend about relationships and polyamory and on and on and on. It's very sad to hear about when people you care about who have been together for a long time are having problems, but it highlights some of the difficulties that result...
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All right, that's it. I'm done fucking around. Come here, life, I'm gonna make you my bitch.

Rock and roll, motherfuckers!

'Nuff said.
__rosemary__:
LOL, you go get her!
__rosemary__:
Write something new, i'm in a bad mood and I like to hear your thoughts smile
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Note to self:

Refrain from excessive alcohol consumption in the presence of co-workers. That's just trouble waiting to happen.

Ugh.

Anyway, though, I feel better than I have been. Finally got some sleep. Realized I'm not quite as Vulcan as I thought I was . . . stupid illogical emotions can still get the best of me now and then, leaving me restless and anxious and...
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Jesus, I feel like shit.

Somebody I care a lot about hurt me in a way I haven't been hurt in a while.

Problem is that I responded by telling her I didn't want to see her anymore. It felt like the right thing to do before I walked in to talk to her, to protect myself and to salvage what little is...
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__rosemary__:
I'm sure you could maintain a healthy relationship with someone, maybe just not her. You seem like a cool, insightful, deep, sensitive, sweet guy to me. Don't beat yourself up about it.
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13 days into 2008, and every one of them I've been sick, working, or both. Is it 2009 yet?

On to other things . . .

I wonder how much time and energy I spend with my brain just trying to hold off anxiety. I've found a lot of things . . . convoluted cognitions and mental manipulations . . . meditative meanderings that seem to work, but at what cost? I...
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