Saturday Jan 22, 2005

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"And now, the end is near; and so I face the final curtain..."

Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah..."

Okay... so I DON'T remember the rest of the lyrics to this song... sorry!

I lame.

Me know.

...

Lots and lots and fucking LOTS of intense life change of late...

Too much and some too personal to address in this venue...

I am not particularily talkative...
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tiamat:

u are silly. check you email mister

tiamat:

i think u rock...but i still havent' received any mail from u yet which makes me frown

Wednesday Jan 05, 2005

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queena:

That's a lot of living, smoking and dying... are you alright?

gory:

DOES NOT COMPUTE!
DOES NOT COMPUTE!
ERROR~ERROR~ERROR
REBOOT! REBOOT!
DOES NOT COMPUTE!
DOES NOT COMPUTE!

You Know...Ya Think This would be amusing by now...But if you are in the middle of switching computers, and getting out of the Dead Soldier, and Movin on up to A REAL computer would be just Plucky...But it IS Actually alot like what I am looking at in here...
Nah...The Ol Grey Mare AIN'T What she EVER was, So I am Slowly puttin' her down and taking in one that will give me super powers.
It's ALWAYS good to hear what you r up to...I always think "I wonder how goes Tear Garden ??" whenever I watch Crisswell and Ghoulita tearin it up with All thier Gouly-Groovy Dancers in THAT Movie-I-Couldn't-Be-Bothered-to-go-and-find-its-name-cause-you-know-it-anyhow.
(It's True...I ain't wakin up my man beast to tell him that I MUST look through My Film Library...Thats A Deathwish!!!)
YES!!! I am glad you are Movin to the Mainland!!! I will continue to bother you whilst you are here, as in SG (Don't know why...but MANY folks are givin up on this place...Get Out before someone gets their claws in you like me and keeps you here! Run...RUN!!)
HaHa...Sorry, ALWAYS A Drama in an Epic here...Well, Of COURSE you are going to have SOME semblance of A Way to get in touch with me before it is beyond the point of no return...It Is ALWAYS Good to have as many people who are just plucky to be pals with...So YES! PLEASE DO Make sure You get A Number from me...I will bother you again before you go for good..
OOogaBOOoga skull SS

Wednesday Dec 29, 2004

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I work in media.

I am often the scapegoat of the world's troubles...

But troubles like those in Asia with the earthquakes and tsunami's are not my fault. And not yours.

They are a natural terror- and one enough to make me cry.

A loss. Terrible loss.

I listen now all day to audio clips of disaster- and feel thankful on one hand...
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rainbowelf:

Death is a transformation, not an end. 90% of Thailands population is Buddhist and they understand this better than most westerners. Although families will mourn, they will also celebrate the transformation of their loved ones to a higher dimensional frequency, and possibly their reincarnation. skull

whitewidow:

No - your not alone frown

Kisses kiss kiss

Sunday Dec 26, 2004

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BLAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Here is a brand frickin new profile picture of me on Christmas!

I am partying with me dearest allies ever.

Hence forth; I shall commence a Christmas extravaganza of similar proportions on a semi-regular basis!

My finger kinda hurts at the moment- and I'm tired and cold and lonely.

SO

I end with a sweet little poem.

Potato Chips.
Or caramel?
Why is...
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queena:

I plan on watching movies and knitting tomorrow.

You'd best phone and relieve me of this lovely familial monotony...

rainbowelf:

Hey man, that was some christmas eh? Maybe you shouldn't go so heavy on the snuff though, it causes nosebleeds. hehehe

Saturday Dec 18, 2004

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Well, I've been wonderfully entertained the last little while.

My work in the miniseries is awesome.
My finances are great.
I am helping to shoot a commercial tomorrow.
I am feeling magnificently positive that some serious success is on it's way... like quick.

SO BUSY THOUGH!

But I love it. I love being entertained by what should be work.

Anyway, I won't...
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clearlii:

at least you know you'll be missed

gory:

Hell-O Yourself Doll!!
I AM SOOOooooOOOOOoooOOO Glad to See That you are back up and doin The Neener Dance!! And i was Just talking about you over An Ed Wood Movie purchase!!! And I Would Be Lying If I said I am Not Going To Miss The chance Of getting to know you Better!! Even Shakin Hands ...Or SOMETHING...Well, Never Say Never...I am beginning to see myself on The Island ALOT more in The New Year...It's Imperative...I SO Need it sometimes....Just go to Victoria straight off the Ferry, Jump on A Bus To Vic, ASnd Spendin A Few In The Good Ol 'Stickey Wicket!"
Well...I will leave you with my Business eek!Mail (beelzebabble!shaw.ca, If You EVER Happen to Find A Reaspon To Use it...Like I said...You Just Never Know...
Anyhow...Enjoy The Holidays, And DEFINATELY Pat Yourself On The Back For A Job Well Done! I Cannot Stress How Good it Is To See You Back and Standin Tall , Hon! I was A Tad worried..But I know That Sometimes...SHIT Just Happens...Thats It! And you Deal with It Goin In Fighting, and you came out Walkin High and Proud...Good For You! Congratulations On The Flick News...Good To Also See You Are Back To Being The Busy Lil Kick-Ass Bee That I was Wowed By...Take Care...And I WILL hOld You To That Vincent Price Impression Someday!!
I'll Keep My Eye On You Then..And Try And Make Sure I get to leave you One Last Final Time...Before You Head Outside The Walls Of SG...You KNOW You Will Be Missed!!
OOogaBOOoga skull & kiss ,SS

Tuesday Dec 07, 2004

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Ha! An update!

Yes! Oh yes!

BLAH!!!!

smile

I am feeling much more grounded and less full of horror and unfortunatitude than previous posts suggested. I am well.

In fact, I'd say I'm about fucking awesome right about now.

AND no drugs or alcohol were used in the making of this post... so there. tongue

I seriousness.. I have successfully finished TWO films.. or at...
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rainbowelf:

Koopa Trooper made a blooper
After dancing in a drunken stooper
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gory:

AND WHY IS A LIFE "...less full of Horror..." BETTER??!!???
Hmmmmmmmmm!?
I jest...The New Pic is great...Very colourful, and actually, and I am not being a New Age Fuck here, But it DEFINATELY gives off some more positive vibes...(...And Anyone whom feels it IS, Can Kiss My Lily-White Ass!)
Nethertheless, It is good that upon my slow recovery back from the flu and other disasterous dasterdely deeds, I am well enough to go to DV8 tonight...I didn't see you or a post from you or anything about it...So, I will just have to hope that you have been able to swing it, and I shall finally be able to shake your hand, Monsieur Garden, If Not...I admit I will be Disappointed...However, everything in its own time I guess...
Glad to See Things have pulled a 180 on you, and you are Back in The Biz. Take It Lightly, But Give it HARD!! OOogaBOOoga skull ,SS

Tuesday Nov 23, 2004

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I am sad.

Still and again.

And why I tell you this I don't know.

I don't know many of you very well... some of you I've never met.

...

Things aren't well right now... in many venues of my existance. And I am sorry that things are the way they are. And I wish things could change. But I don't...
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gory:

"There Once Was A Man from The Cape,
Whom's Suit was made Entirely from Crepe,
When asked "Does it Tear?"
He Replied "Here, and There...
But it keeps such A Marvellous Shape"

I was going to post A REALLY creepy pic...But your Journal did NOT really call for a creepy pic...(Altho...Creepy Pics work for me Sometimes...I just NEVER assume it does the same for others...)
Yeah, I know...We Really Do NOT know eachother...We havent had A Drink to drown our sorrows in together...
Yet, we know how it feels...
We have never spoken on the phone, and been able to have an Interjecting Conversation about Life, Love, and The Universe...
Yet, We have BOTH Been there as well...
And then, There is "The Biz"...
*rolls eyes and sighs*
Need I even go there?
I know the last thing I want to hear is "Hey Buddy...I have been EXACTLY Where you are, Everything will work out just great...C'mon...Gimme a smile.."
*KABLOOIE!!*
That, My Friend was the sound of My 6 Inch Bitch Boots kicking exactly where they need to be.
Nobody can just wish the hurt away...However...We can ALWAYS view it as some metaphorical struggle that must be endured in order to achieve what we want...I REALLY didn't want to bring up Ed Wood...(Honestly...I REALLY thought you might think of me as shallow...)*sighs*But the truth is...either you give up and allow this sad example of a pitiful existance of life here on this rock get to you...Or, You can wear A Womans Angora, smile at The Christian Idiots through Gritted teeth, and put that megaphone over your lips, and tell EVERYONE where they should go...
NOBODY can REALLY say the 'Magic Disney Words' with Sparkles & Song, and make it ALL go away...
But There ARE Always Angora Sweaters...
Take It Lightly, Give it Hard...OOogaBOOoga skull ,SS

lulumae:

Ooooh nononononono.... this doesn't sound like the Tear_Garden I've gotten to know!

I don't know what else to say except- chin up... things WILL change. They always do. And almost always for the better. And if they change for the worse, it's always for some fucked up yet good reason in the end.

You're fabulous. Don't forget it.

Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

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I am rather somber today... but I have a multitude of reasons to explain my depressed state... none of which I will do so here.

Nonetheless... from a sense of lost zeal can come some good..

I always have catalogued emotive state through writing; whether poetry or prose and thusly, for you, (and me) I have the following work of depression... tongue

I call it:

No...
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sydni:

I'm so stoked to meet you very soon! biggrin

sydni:

oh, and please cheer up.....*big hug* blush