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My account has been reactivated, I wanted to thank someone but I found out the it was an SG promotional thing so there was no real love involved...lol. Oh well. It's kinda nice to be back and check out what's new around here! I just wish I hadn't gotten removed from all the groups I was in before. Re-oinkadding them...
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monkeyboye14:
It's good to have you back
tawnykay:
Thanks!!
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Today was My friend Jen's annual summer rib cook off. It was so fun and delicious! I am still a lil' bit drunk. It was a pot luck and as it would turn out everyone brought beer....we had Ribs and beer and more beer and more ribs. I even brought beer which I don't usually do, but I did bring chips as...
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irelandvixen:
wow I didnt Know you were back on SG thats kick ass! Thank you so much for all your kind words. I miss him more than anything in this world. I wish I could have him back. Having this baby has saved me honestly, I am focused on her and am gonna love her with all I have. I have waited my whole life to be a mom. I really started to think it would never happen and he gave me that gift. I wish he was here to enjoy it with me but I know hes watching over us wishing he was here. I do still have bad days and I know thats expected but i do still think about the happy times and look forward to this baby girl! I have joined a suvivor of suicide support group. Its helped a little, its nice to have people who truely understand. ITs hard to hear them hurt too but they do feel like I do. Im trying so hard to not blame myself I know I didnt do anything wrong but i do try to imagine if I had done some things differently if they would have made a difference and I know everyone says they wont but we will never know. He would have been a great father, he was a good fiancee it wasnt always good but he was really working on himself cause he wanted so badly to make me proud of him, I just wished he realized I was! Its hard for me to not cry alot especially when i hear a song that reminds me of him or if i just miss him next to me or kissing me or telling me I love you momma! I miss those things the most! But I am trying to get through all this its never gonna go away or heal but I will be able to deal with it! She will know how much he loved her! Thank you again for all you have said and been there. Im gonna send in 2 sets here soon. One he really wanted me to send in he took it at the river, i Liked it but it was last min so i didnt have make up on lol but he loved it and i hope maybe it will be good enough. he did such an amazing job on my snow set! He wass so proud of it I was proud of him he did a great job. One of the things I loved about him was how much he liked and wanted to be involved in my modeling. He use to brag about it all the time! LOL! he was great! Talk to you soon! love-irelandkiss
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I haven't blogged in forever.

Sorry about that. It's the usual excuses, school, work, kids etc....

I think today when I get back from my math class I am gonna shoot a quick set and post it in PSW.
Look for it.

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redwildflower:


Hi! I am walking in the San Fran Aids Walk. If you can find any spare change wheter it's a dollar or twenty it would help!

Here's is the link if you'd like to sponser!

AIDS WALK SPONSER PAGE

Thank You!
pheen:
So are you stay'n out of the heat?
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badangela:
That is so sweet. It gives you some kind of hope that there is eternal love
cinnamongurl:
Truly awesome...I saw that also in yahoo.... smile
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Dissapointment.....

The site I was modeling on has decided to close down. They haven't explained why.
I'm frustrated that they didn't alert us to a problem....reached out for more help....anything.
It was really fun and supportive and working with them made me feel good.
I wonder how hard is it to do something like what they did....I wish they...
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orange_lily:
I really love the tattoo!
The colors are beautiful.
badangela:
Sorry to hear about the site. We will always love seeing your pics biggrin Your ink looks amazing love
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It's my birthday and I feel lame.
I'm not really ready to be 29. But when I admit that everyone older than 29 acts all offended.
It's not that 29 sounds that old or anything....sheesh my ex-husband just turned 43 so 29 is a baby by comparison...
it's just that I don't feel connected to 29.

But honestly I...
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elizagirl:
I'm 29, and I'm wearin' a monkey hat!

it means nothing, beautiful kittentoes. Happy belated. Are you a capricorn to, or an Aquarius?

I don't know why I ask, since I don't believe in that crap, but...yea.

Also, I love your sets.
avidity:
happy belated birthday sweetie!!!



ps i looooooooved your set love
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I AM ENGAGED!!!!!


Dustin took me on a sort of re-creation of our first date this weekend.
We went up to redding and stayed in the hotel where we first ever stayed the night together.
Then we had breakfast in the diner where we met.
Then we went to the sundial bridge where we had gone for our first date.

When we got across the...
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cutters:
thats awesome, congrats
misshavok:
Yah congrats and HAPPPPPPPY Birthday!!!
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Happy Fuckin' New year to all my super sexy suicide bizzzys!!!
I just got back from the Pub and if I coulda bought ya all a pint tonight I woulda!
This year is gonna be the BEST EVER!!!!
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cinnamongurl:
I have to tell you that I think you are super hilarious. Humor feeds my sould and I usually love reading the posts you make! smile
Just wanted to let ya know... wink
avidity:
avi girly porn in full effect. it's gonna be hot. love love
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gayballs:
whoa, thanks, TawnyKay! YOU DO TOO!
badangela:
I love the first two pics. they look like you would have enjoyed them wink I hope you had a great christmas and have a great new year.