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It's funny how you don't agonize over the dead for years.
It's not that you don't miss them but just that maybe you miss them steadlily, like an electrical hum somewhere in your heart.
Then something, or nothing happens, and it's a bullet, a shot of glass mainlined and every time you walk or breathe, another piece cracks off and slices you in a new...
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josephene:
*sigh* wow...
"After all a memory is the easiest person to love in the world" ~Beautiful~
My brother died almost 6 years ago, and my dad was devastated. I went through the necessary grieving steps, but needed to maintain strength him. A year and 1/2 later, he lost his battle with cancer. I fell in deep, no one could save me from myself. I had to do it on my own. And now, I adapt. My life is full and happy, with the understanding that I'll always feel guilt for not saving my brother. In turn I try to save everyone else. There are notches from our life that become a part of us, molding our character. Don't let memories own you, own your memories.
And while your at it, explain why it's easier for me to open up on your journal than it is in my own.
"After all a memory is the easiest person to love in the world" ~Beautiful~
My brother died almost 6 years ago, and my dad was devastated. I went through the necessary grieving steps, but needed to maintain strength him. A year and 1/2 later, he lost his battle with cancer. I fell in deep, no one could save me from myself. I had to do it on my own. And now, I adapt. My life is full and happy, with the understanding that I'll always feel guilt for not saving my brother. In turn I try to save everyone else. There are notches from our life that become a part of us, molding our character. Don't let memories own you, own your memories.
And while your at it, explain why it's easier for me to open up on your journal than it is in my own.
catiedid:
i wish i could take away your pain, or offer you words of wisdom, but i cannot. all i have to offer you is a :hug: and a 
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x_doug_x:
hey i watched that, in HD no less, it was pretty cool.
but you know why Johnson won? it was the white gloves.
but you know why Johnson won? it was the white gloves.
freakpirate:
Thanks man.
I drank enough for a few yesterday.
I drank enough for a few yesterday.
Down the street the dogs are barkin'
And the day is a-gettin' dark.
As the night comes in a-fallin',
The dogs 'll lose their bark.
An' the silent night will shatter
From the sounds inside my mind,
For I'm one too many mornings
And a thousand miles behind.
From the crossroads of my doorstep,
My eyes they start to fade,
As I turn my head...
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And the day is a-gettin' dark.
As the night comes in a-fallin',
The dogs 'll lose their bark.
An' the silent night will shatter
From the sounds inside my mind,
For I'm one too many mornings
And a thousand miles behind.
From the crossroads of my doorstep,
My eyes they start to fade,
As I turn my head...
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The best part of New York City is often the part between the places I am going.
I'm not exactly alone then. But I do feel as though I am able to shrug off any claims people have on me. I owe very few people anything, and I am about to take away those few claims that were never meant to be laid.
Claims of...
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I'm not exactly alone then. But I do feel as though I am able to shrug off any claims people have on me. I owe very few people anything, and I am about to take away those few claims that were never meant to be laid.
Claims of...
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cybele:
"Old New York City is a friendly old town,
From Washington Heights to Harlem on down.
There's a-mighty many people all millin' all around,
They'll kick you when you're up and knock you when you're down.
It's hard times in the city,
Livin' down in New York town."
Gotta love that Big, Over-ripe Piece of Fruit.
(Man, it's ALMOST FRIDAY.)
From Washington Heights to Harlem on down.
There's a-mighty many people all millin' all around,
They'll kick you when you're up and knock you when you're down.
It's hard times in the city,
Livin' down in New York town."
Gotta love that Big, Over-ripe Piece of Fruit.
(Man, it's ALMOST FRIDAY.)
leftjab:
damn, we're eerily in sync. i just don't speak about it as much as you 
I need a new way to express
Myself so you don't need to guess
What otherwise I'd say aloud
And watch it float just like a cloud
High up above you like a thunderhead
But you would just look down instead
And wait 'til foggy skies abate
And vapor clouds all dissipate
And when with them all my words for you
Have softly sublimated too
And you'll just hope that I've moved on
So you'll look up and find me gone
Phish, "Thunderhead"
I need a new way to express
Myself so you don't need to guess
What otherwise I'd say aloud
And watch it float just like a cloud
High up above you like a thunderhead
But you would just look down instead
And wait 'til foggy skies abate
And vapor clouds all dissipate
And when with them all my words for you
Have softly sublimated too
And you'll just hope that I've moved on
So you'll look up and find me gone
Phish, "Thunderhead"
I have been hurt.
I may not recover.
Deuce McAllister out 4-5 weeks
Stephen Davis out 4-5 weeks
Michael Bennett probably won't play until after Minnesota's bye.
Fred Taylor not running well and Onterrio Smith as his stablemate until one of the three cripples gets it together.
And people ask me why I am scared to love again!!!! Between this, Jones-Tarver II and Mo Vaughn...
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I may not recover.
Deuce McAllister out 4-5 weeks
Stephen Davis out 4-5 weeks
Michael Bennett probably won't play until after Minnesota's bye.
Fred Taylor not running well and Onterrio Smith as his stablemate until one of the three cripples gets it together.
And people ask me why I am scared to love again!!!! Between this, Jones-Tarver II and Mo Vaughn...
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mylf:
What a sick, sad work. These people toying with your emotions. It just isn't right!
sylvain:
yup i have duece and davis on one of four teams.
good luck on your love life!
good luck on your love life!
"Once in a while you can get shown the light
In the strangest of places if you look at it right"
In the strangest of places if you look at it right"
hellcatjustine:
I concur...
I'm so excited, I just got my engagement ring, and I just found out today that we might be buying a house...
I'm so gay...
How are you, sweetie? How did your thing go the other night?
I'm so excited, I just got my engagement ring, and I just found out today that we might be buying a house...
I'm so gay...
How are you, sweetie? How did your thing go the other night?
hellcatjustine:
doesn't it just kick ass?
I posted pictures...
and thank you for the kind words...
I posted pictures...
and thank you for the kind words...
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mylf:
Nah... I already have someone in mind... though I can't say Chipper wouldn't be deserving of at least cookies. 
I'm for once in a great mood! so I'll use a great fun quote. When I sink back to the saddness I'll put up the deep meaningful words.
I'm for once in a great mood! so I'll use a great fun quote. When I sink back to the saddness I'll put up the deep meaningful words.
boxofficepoison:
I am dying to see that, there was a free showing of it at Bryant Park I believe, or somewhere like that, but I wasin California at the time.
"And I've never gotten used to it, I've just learned to turn it off
Either I'm too sensitive or else I'm getting soft"
Either I'm too sensitive or else I'm getting soft"
"I can't believe it came down to Jenga, and I BLEW it"
Dude, we all can learn something, every week from The Benefactor!
Dude, we all can learn something, every week from The Benefactor!
jerry031:
Ummmm....????
We learn things as we move in space and time.
Sometimes the lessons are small, small as the movements are big.
Sometimes you go clear cross country to learn the smallest things.
Sometimes you wake up in the sky instead of in the mountains to a new reality that's colored only by the slightest of shifts.
Sometimes that matters.
Sometimes, it's only afterbirth of a...
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Sometimes the lessons are small, small as the movements are big.
Sometimes you go clear cross country to learn the smallest things.
Sometimes you wake up in the sky instead of in the mountains to a new reality that's colored only by the slightest of shifts.
Sometimes that matters.
Sometimes, it's only afterbirth of a...
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josephene:
One person I can't quit thinking about? Do I count? Meaning I can't quit thinking about me...? Beware, danger ahead...Josie's Leo is showing.
Beautiful words, once again, Trashy-baby...*giggle* oh, and *cough* 'junior will win at richmond' *cough* Who said that?
Have a great weekend, lovely.
Beautiful words, once again, Trashy-baby...*giggle* oh, and *cough* 'junior will win at richmond' *cough* Who said that?
Have a great weekend, lovely.
cybele:
Such delicious, stream-of-consciousness "riffing." You've got the gift, my man.
(First the "Do-wop", THEN the Dylan.)
Stop by any time.
(First the "Do-wop", THEN the Dylan.)
Stop by any time.
Y~!