tatpunkgurl13

Hello all. I am back. I did my 28 days in rehab. It was intense but I am very glad I did it. I will update with more info tommorrow on how it went. How the hell is everybody? I feel like I have been gone forever.

I missed you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Michelle

I don't know how many more entrys I may have.
I decided to take a step. I know I have a major drinking problem.
I drink cuz I am depressed.....and I am depressed so I drink.
I will be away from SG for 28 days.
This is where I will be......

Rehab

I get mad love on here....and I truly love all of you.
I...
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My new favorite band

The Killers

Good song.....Mr. Brightside

Makes me happy

Michelle

Blankets tossed.....I wake up in a sweat.
What day is it? What time is it?
The sun tells me it is late in the morning.
I try to gather my eventful dreams from the previous night.
My thoughts are jumbled and I can't seem to remember.
My phone tends to ring but I tend to notice I don't really care who is calling.
Am I...
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So with this no working gig I tend to forget what day it is. Luckily I have SG to remind me. I used to hate Mondays.....but with no job, it tends to feel like any other day.
Doing the packing thing today for my big move back to San Diego. I cant remind you enough how happy it makes me to be Leaving Las Vegas....
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Hello SG
I decided I think I generally hate people.
This is something I need to work on.
Dont get me wrong...I love people too....I just notice people make me mad a lot.
I love all of you though....you dont make me mad. Maybe its because I dont see any of you. SG is like my escape from reality.
Does anybody else feel this way?...
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Ok its very weird not having a job.....I feel like such a loser. Its ok though cuz I will get a new job when i get back to Cali.
Damn I am sooooo happy to be going back home.
I always took it for granted.
The beach was a normal thing.
I miss the beach.
I miss my friends.
I miss everybody in Oceanside.
Its...
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Yes I am allive.
My ex-girlfriend is visiting so I have been sorta busy lol.
Ummmmmm what is new you may ask?
Fuck Vegas....I am moving back to cali for sure.
Life is good for me now.

Love Michelle

Sometimes love is learning to let go. Once done you really know if it is love by wether they come back. Well it happened. She came back. Now is just the question of wanting to hold on for good this time. My 20's have been hell....please tell me it doesnt get worse in my 30's.

Love me cuz you can.....hate me when you cant.

Hello everybody. I hope everybody had a great Valentines Day....cuz mine wasnt anything special. Whats funny is I spent the whole night talking to not only one but two exes. Lol it was pretty funny. It wasnt bad though....I am really glad I can remain friends w/ them. Did anybody get anything special for V-Day? I am just glad its all over....all that hype and...
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Boiling water does not feel great on my arm.
I really fucked myself this time.
I was making top ramen and ending up spilling the whole pot of boiling water on my arm. Needless to say it did not feel to great.
Verdict: Third degree burn
punkbitchesrawk was sweet enough to bring me over some medical supplies for my crisis. She drove me to the...
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Hmmmm....
i think I want to throw a ANTI-Valentines Day party.
Everybody is invited if you want to attend.
You just have to drag you ass out to Vegas if you dont live here already. I will supply the booze. Email me for details.


Love Me