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I tend to look at life, at least mine, as a book, sometimes. It was to the point, when i was a kid, that I couldn't think without thinking about it as a book. I got over that when, at around age nine, I realized I'd used the same adjectives more than enough times, & thought that if it were a real book, i'd stop...
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catagogo:
i love seeing jenny lew on roseanne.
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I need to get out. May is never one of my months (big things, often negative, happen in May), but fuck, it's too nice out to sit in here. This time of year makes me the most nostalgiac. That time before school gets out, but it clearly is summer in climate & it makes things much easier to take. Summer of '98 is the one...
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lobster_mobster:
Possibly schmoozing it up at the Cabin tomorrow night. You down?
dinosaurus:
John Cleese is the shit. Have not seen "Fierce Creatures," but I'll check it out. Kevin Kline is damned delightful.
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All is well in the kingdom, even if the king has seen better days.

Someone once said I should believe none of what I hear, & half of what I see. This is a flawed statement, I think, but totally rational. Granted, the context was very different then, but the thought is still the same. But the deaf, dumb, & blind kid sure plays mean...
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Being honest, to me, has always been a sign of respect. I mean, it takes a lot to tell someone how you really feel, whether they achieve something important or whether they fuck up royally. I expect no less from people, because hey, that's how I always tried to work. So why is it that some people are quick to tell someone something honestly, but...
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charlielove:
i've got extra balls fer sale, that's all.
charlielove:
for the pound's what i've got, sir wink

<3
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Man, people are a weird species. Why is it some try SO hard to get things from others, like approval or sympathy or even just any kind of recognition? The internet has only made this worse. Are some lives just that empty? Yikes. God knows i behave myself far better than i thought i could, by the way.

So, in keeping with things as they...
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isiness:
Man, I forgot what I was going to say... Woman are crazy smile Nigel sounds amazing! I want to meet him... I think being practical and happiness go hand in hand...
tawnya:
Crazy's crazy, man. You can't put a scale on it. A little crazy is usually only one fat joke from screaming plate-thrower. These are facts, not shit I just made up, either.
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My oldest brother is an interesting guy, in many different ways. I haven't seen him since the Christmas of 2000, & have only gotten back in touch with him since i've been in Sac (he lives out in Indiana somewhere now with his his kids & his wife...i think they're married. Doesn't matter). He's still the same only...mature, i guess. That scares me a little,...
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I just got this really bad feeling about something. Huh. Better pass.

Thanks to everyone I saw this week for hanging out. Omeganightmare, Toez, kalleigh, Lobster_Mobster, & especially catagogo (love that CD) all are amazing people & great company. Good day.

New apartment search was hobbled a day because of computer problems, but will kick off again Monday, when i can...
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catagogo:
Thats why I always give a warning with my mixes if I dont have specific emotional intent with them.
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More briefish notes:

---I'm ready to leave now. Like right now. This second. I'm done. Wednesday is too far away.

---NEW FUCKING COMPUTER. Better, faster, stronger. Keyboard is a little wonky, but what can you do? Still kinda weird on some sites, SG for one. I also am in the process of once again moving all my shit to another computer, which is tiring, especially...
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catagogo:
where are they? i wanna knowwwww
isiness:
Happy feet made me sad too.
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Couple of brief notes:

---LC hasn't changed, house hasn't changed, family has changed but in a very unnoteworthy way. I'm amazed that this area is so painfully timeless. Avoiding town like the plague if only because i know i'll run into people. Oh & it never ceases to amaze me how much you can still learn about the past.

---BIG thanks & eternal gratitude to...
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toez:
I always forget you're from Ukiah for some reason. Have you ever heard of a band called the "Thorn Petals"? Jeff's uncle is the frontman and his aunt is the bass player. They're a bit hippyish, but I love their music. Kinda classic rock with their own influence. Anywho, they used to live around there.

Hope you have a good weekend, or what's left of it lol. Also have a safe trip home!
toez:
I dunno if they did or not...oh well smile
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This seems like a major time for everyone. Upheavals, changes --both positive & negative-- altering courses all over. The world is a really strange place these days, I think everyone would agree, & i guess that just makes everything that much more difficult. Any asshole who tells me that these are "the best years of your life" deserves a massive internal injury. I feel almost...
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catagogo:
Maybe getting away to the lake for a couple of days will do you some good. I mean, I know it doesn't seem like it but it could help.
Craigslist is amazing. I'll send you some links to some awesome places in midtown.



toez:
Getting away always puts things into perspective.

As far as I know, they didn't have any real reason to light the fireworks....just being their usual "douche-bag" selves.
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Never, EVER, let me into a western bar. I don't think i'd wear it well, much less be able to watch my mouth.

I have decided, by the way, that honestly is a valuable thing. The notion of "if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all" is flawed, because it promotes deception. And is less fun. Basically, it means more to be...
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charlielove:
i'm glad you had a fun time... biggrin

i have peektures of you.
toez:
Glad you had fun!

I hear you about wanting to move. If I didn't know that our neighbors downstairs will be gone soon, I'd be out of here quickstyle. They just set off a bunch of really loud fireworks a minute ago that sounded like they were on OUR balcony.

ugh....bitches.
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Well, this weekend has been an experience. Peaks & valleys all over the damn place.

Yesterday was going totally decently until about the time i posted the last blog (this one is being posted because i fucking hate Ambien writing & need it bumped back). It's amazing how people can misinterpret the most trivial of things, then spin it in such a way you're almost...
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