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Drunkish and talkative.

Walked around for a while today. I keep ending up at a similar place every time I venture beyond the usual places. I don't think it's a masochism deal, but really, who can tell? There's now three people part of me wants to bump into, because now I actually CAN. I'm almost verging into being an Eagles song. Really though...what is it...
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omeganightmare:
yah I got the stuff to study. Its multiple choice and I can study online, and there is some skills I have to go over with a Patient and then a "HOBET" test....its like a "who are you" test
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Teetering on sickness. Can't win. Won't let it win. And I blame Dairy Queen for part of it. Bastards.

Best week I've had in ages. Made me think about a lot of things, as well as make me feel better than i have in months. It's amazing how being around people of importance can do things like that. It can make someone feel like they...
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omeganightmare:
I totally read this stuff, but by the time I get to the end I never know what to say...

Oh and Joe Herr should die of a rectal bleed next time
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Walked through the mall today. Downtown Plaza. The Hard Rock was playing "Living in America" by James Brown. That about covers it. And yeah, there's been an inodrinate number of "Rocky 4" references on here lately. Totally unintentional.

Half my friends list is grey or had their accounts stopped (there's an infuriating yet overall uninteresting story with one of them, by the way, that may...
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toez:
the birthday sex thing definitely depends on the circumstances...

i haven't been to that mall in forever...i have a friend that works at the movie theater...or at least he used to...i haven't talked to him in awhile.

i know, like you care lmao...anywho HI
catagogo:


circumstances can mean all kinds of things. in my case i mean booze, cloudy judgement, desperation and low self esteem.
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Not tired in the least. Slept most of...yesterday, although a lot of it was that horrible "not alseep but dreaming" bullshit. The dreams, however, were TREMENDOUS. To the point i think i might be following maybe three of them. They are best left undescribed here. And yeah, that makes me somewhat of a personal hypocrite, but whatever.

I absolutely HAVE to go out tomorrow. I've...
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lobster_mobster:
If you want, contact Ryan on myspace and see if he could take some pics of you. He amazes me. Tomorrow night would be good for me, I will be available after 5 pm.

I went to the Clearlake Club last night... and actually had a blast! Surprising, I know.

I think I'm happy. smile
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Edit: So here's the deal. Can't sleep. Been up FOREVER. Wrote/edited all night, for the first time since i was at least eighteen. I need something to do today, likely heading out in...oh god, it's seven? Okay, maybe three hours. Looking like the mall will be visited. Things need to be sold. Does anyone wish to get lunch or dinner? Would be nice.

And now...
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toez:
They haven't prescribed me anything yet, they wanted to do a buncha lab work first cuz of my stomach surgery, but mainly cuz with I guess all the drugs at their disposal for headaches, you cant even be THINKING about being preggo. So just the fact that I'm a twenty-something year old female coupled with the fact that I'm a newlywed, they want to do actually a COUPLE preggo tests to rule that out. Imitrex was mentioned too...not sure what's gonna happen, have to talk to a neurologist next week sometime about setting up an appointment...and they gave me a book to read about headaches and some things that might trigger them. fun stuff... OH another one of the drugs they mentioned, can't remember the name...happens to also lower your blood pressure, so i cant have that one cuz my highest blood pressure in YEARS was 90 over 50. Anywho....now that you know my whole life medical history lol

Hope you get to get out...hope you feel better

sorry if there's tons of typos, i'm typing without my glasses...later!
isiness:
I don't really think anything negative about you personally. I know you've been going through a lot so I don't hold your actions long in my mind. You have never done anything to me personally there for no ill will!!! I wish we where better friends too!
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Hmm...

Ever get the feeling that something somewhere has saw fit to give you a second chance at...well, lots of things? Interesting stuff.

Lots of jazz played lately, amongst the usual. Coltrane, mainly. I could get used to this.

I got hit on by a Russian last night at Streets. He sounded just like Ivan Drago. It was tremendous. I love that place.

Two Joe...
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calvinkaneda:
You can put two dvds in one netflix envelope.


Whitey -Old Tyme Tattoo
28th and N
-The building right behind INK.



"I must break you..."
"Go for it..."
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And then he came back.

How's everybody doing? Aces.

Wonder what the response to this will be. I notcied some months ago that the most comments come when one of these is posted between three & five PM. Just a curious thing is all.

My birthday is the 26th of October. I think i'm looking forward to it. I keep forgetting it's almost a month...
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lobster_mobster:
You can be the birthday princess at the SGSac Halloween party. Crown and all.
toez:
Happy early birthday...REALLY early. Although odds are I'll get to tell you closer to the actual day as well lol.

I just want you to know that I really look forward to our conversations that we have almost every night. Yer a cool guy. I especially enjoy the fact that you seem to think I know a lot more than I do. Eh, I fake it well...haha.

oh and btw, I keep forgetting to mention it, but Jeff says hey!
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The top five thoughts of moment:

5.) I've heard "Another Brick in the Wall Part 2" maybe eight times in two hours. Lake County radio at it's finest. It's either this or Kenny Chesney. Or I cave & put in a CD. Leading that race is Townshend or Who related things.

4.) I am the angriest i've ever been in my life at the moment....
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dinosaurus:
It was the first time I've seen the show. I'd caught clips on The Soup-- the classic "Oops" Guy has got to be my favorite.
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Going to the lake pretty soon. A trip of necessity.

Watched "Rushmore." Been FAR too long. Made me feel a way i haven't felt in years, but smarter. Weird how that works. Regardless, it made me think about how far i've come since i first saw it, write someone best left unwritten (who as of this writing has not written back), & made me nostalgiac...
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People are way too weird sometimes.

I took Ambien last night, & it actually worked for the first time in forever. Apparently i was up for two hours listening to Nirvana's "All Apologies," then i passed out in the bedroom. I also had maybe the weirdest nightmare i've had in a long, long time.

Spending today making more apartment related calls. This is only a...
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It was overcast. OVERCAST. Thank fucking GOD.

It's 9:47 as of this writing. Why are little fucking bastard kids shouting & blowing kazoos (fucking KAZOOS) outside my apartment? If it doesn't cease in the next ten minutes, i'm randomly throwing glasses of water over the balcony. I say that here so you all will know what lead to my demise & can make arrangements accordingly....
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catagogo:
i wanna make nigel cookies!!!!!!!!
dinosaurus:
It's mostly just really fucking frustrating to be afraid of EVERYTHING. And pretty exhausting, as well.
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At what point does something become unattainable? Does any amount of positivity or foreward thinking make it actually possible to get? Been seriously debating this question on several fronts lately. I mean, i think i understand things a LOT better than i did at one point, but...how far can you go with it? Or rather, how far can it go with you? I've been thinking...
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elicit77:
What ever you want just go for it.