last night was my first temp. job... it wasn't horrible, but it wasn't what they told me it was gonna be... i ended up being a "runner" for the credit department for a new store opening... and what i had to do was "run" the credit applications from the greeters to the credit application processors in the back of the store... it would have been...
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jora:
Hmm. It said that your cam was on, but it isn't. I was looking forward to viewing you. Do you have AIM or Yahoo Messenger ID that you'd be willing to give out? I'd love to chat with you sometime.
audio:
what`s up superficial....dr.audio is in the house...leave me a msg if you want i`ll be on AIM later today...
today i got a phone call from that temp. agency that was going to place me with temp. to hire data entry jobs... they set me up with another job... it's gonna be weekdays affter my other job starting monday... so, i'm probably going to be m.i.a. for much of next week... i'm gonna be working 9-5 at my crap job and then 6-ish to...
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jora:
There's just something sexy about servers. I like to be waited on. It feels decadent. It doesn't take much for me. I get happy when someone brings me tea. Maybe I was royality in my last life with servants peeling grapes for me whilst fanning me with large palm leaves. I miss those days.
Two jobs? I hope it only equals 40 hours a week. I would die if I had to do 2 jobs. I can't even stand my one job.
I am sick to death with boredom tonight!!! I feel like bouncing off the walls. Blech!
That's it. I can't think of anything else to say.
Two jobs? I hope it only equals 40 hours a week. I would die if I had to do 2 jobs. I can't even stand my one job.
I am sick to death with boredom tonight!!! I feel like bouncing off the walls. Blech!
That's it. I can't think of anything else to say.
csilla:
i am glad you are doing better!!! and yay for the job stuff. looks like thats coming along nicely!!! sorry i havent been around. i am away this weekend and i cant get this damn site to work back home. maybe when i get back it will magicaly work! yay!!! 
hmmm... what to say about today?
well, it wasn't a bad day... i just keep going over everything in my head. i know what i want to say... but does anyone want to listen? i'm hoping one person in particular will want to talk to me, so at least i can honestly know where i stand.
i want to move on, but i need to...
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well, it wasn't a bad day... i just keep going over everything in my head. i know what i want to say... but does anyone want to listen? i'm hoping one person in particular will want to talk to me, so at least i can honestly know where i stand.
i want to move on, but i need to...
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jora:
You cannot worry about what she may or may not do years from now. By then, you won't let her fuck up what's going on in your life. If you want it done and settled right now, YOU have the power to settle it. You don't have to wait for her to decide your Fate.
I wish for you that you would focus more on what you want now with all that she has put you through. You sound as if she said "come back", you'd drop everything and do it. I hope this is not the case. From what I know of you so far, you deserve no one less than a 100% loving person in your life. You should be treated with respect and caring.
I'll never understand why all the "good" men are taken / under the spell of women who do not appreciate them. Big hugs to you. I just want you to be happy. I'm here if you ever want to talk.
I wish for you that you would focus more on what you want now with all that she has put you through. You sound as if she said "come back", you'd drop everything and do it. I hope this is not the case. From what I know of you so far, you deserve no one less than a 100% loving person in your life. You should be treated with respect and caring.
I'll never understand why all the "good" men are taken / under the spell of women who do not appreciate them. Big hugs to you. I just want you to be happy. I'm here if you ever want to talk.
mamabunny:
Jeremia d'ah'ling-
Im really happy with the time that we did have to talk....Thanks for putting up with my silly self. Hope to talk soon....
Love(In that Non-In-Love-Way) hahaha
Lindsey
Im really happy with the time that we did have to talk....Thanks for putting up with my silly self. Hope to talk soon....
Love(In that Non-In-Love-Way) hahaha
Lindsey
wow... i'm not feeliing this new look at all.
it's harder to navigate, crazy looking, and i just don't like it.
oh well, though.
today wasn't too bad... listened to a mix cd i made all day at work... it had whiny emo, punk, and some hardcore-ish stuff... and it made me equally sad, happy, angry and peaceful.
had another good chat with another co-worker......
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it's harder to navigate, crazy looking, and i just don't like it.
oh well, though.
today wasn't too bad... listened to a mix cd i made all day at work... it had whiny emo, punk, and some hardcore-ish stuff... and it made me equally sad, happy, angry and peaceful.
had another good chat with another co-worker......
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rxqueen:
YAY for me and you seeing DEFTONES AND THRICE!!!
sorry i haven't been online the past few days.
i forgot i wouldn't have the computer.
anyways, the portland trip ranges from nov 12-nov23 (tentative) so the VT trip is looking good.
I can't wait!!
I'm glad to hear yr feeling better.
I'll be online tonight probably and we'll chat and i'll cheer ya up if you need it.
*hug*
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sorry i haven't been online the past few days.
i forgot i wouldn't have the computer.
anyways, the portland trip ranges from nov 12-nov23 (tentative) so the VT trip is looking good.
I can't wait!!
I'm glad to hear yr feeling better.
I'll be online tonight probably and we'll chat and i'll cheer ya up if you need it.
*hug*
[Edited on Oct 19, 2003 2:01PM]
tegan:
ill have to see how things go becuse im kind of strapped for cash righ tnow but i may be able to make it.
today, i slept... and slept.
i needed it. i'm starting to get sick.
i have so much crap to do today, but i don't feel like doing any of it... but, i guess that i'll just dig up some motivation and do it, anyway...
i'm feeling a little better (emotionally) today. i'm just so sick of feeling weak... i'm so sick of feeling like nobody...
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i needed it. i'm starting to get sick.
i have so much crap to do today, but i don't feel like doing any of it... but, i guess that i'll just dig up some motivation and do it, anyway...
i'm feeling a little better (emotionally) today. i'm just so sick of feeling weak... i'm so sick of feeling like nobody...
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audio:
glad to hear that youre feeling better. dont ever be shy to msg me!
work was okay today. you know that im doing that internet thing right?? anyways. i had some strange requests....but i wont mention them here. ummmm....i am totally looking forward to going to see the deftones. were pretty sure that were gonna rent a car. im gonna try and get some more people to come so that we have a rockin hotel party.
hehee.
we are gonna cheer you up like you have nooooo idea!
work was okay today. you know that im doing that internet thing right?? anyways. i had some strange requests....but i wont mention them here. ummmm....i am totally looking forward to going to see the deftones. were pretty sure that were gonna rent a car. im gonna try and get some more people to come so that we have a rockin hotel party.
hehee.
we are gonna cheer you up like you have nooooo idea!
er:
YOU'RE cute too!
hooray!
may we both pop from cuteness.
hooray!
may we both pop from cuteness.
i'm about ready...
this close...
don't ask.
why can't things just ever work out?
_________________________________
you all make me smile...
i came home feeling like shit, and now... not so bad.
yeah, so... 11.24.2003 burlington, vt - deftones/thrice/thursday let's do this!
this close...
don't ask.
why can't things just ever work out?
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you all make me smile...
i came home feeling like shit, and now... not so bad.
yeah, so... 11.24.2003 burlington, vt - deftones/thrice/thursday let's do this!
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runholden:
Come on now...look at the LOVE already!!! Man, you got it good!!!
It WILL work out for you eventually, don't give up hope!
It WILL work out for you eventually, don't give up hope!
jora:
I find it odd that your name on SG is "superficial" when you are anything but.
Reading your entries reminds me of when my great love left me (this happened years ago). I went through many of the same feelings that you are having right now. I wish I could take away your pain (even though is it necessary...blah, blah, blah). You need some friendly nurturing involving being held and having your hair stroked. "She" was a lucky girl and has no idea what she is missing now. You are a wonderful person and any girl would be honored to have your heart.
*HUGS*
Reading your entries reminds me of when my great love left me (this happened years ago). I went through many of the same feelings that you are having right now. I wish I could take away your pain (even though is it necessary...blah, blah, blah). You need some friendly nurturing involving being held and having your hair stroked. "She" was a lucky girl and has no idea what she is missing now. You are a wonderful person and any girl would be honored to have your heart.
*HUGS*
hmmm... today wasn't bad so far...
work, not bad. had an honest chat with my boss about how i hated it there... and needed to move on. he was very understanding.
a co-worker dropped her car key in the storm drain... so i took a break to help her out... she got it back!
went out for indian food with a couple friends... and we...
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work, not bad. had an honest chat with my boss about how i hated it there... and needed to move on. he was very understanding.
a co-worker dropped her car key in the storm drain... so i took a break to help her out... she got it back!
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schleprock:
Hmm...indian food.
If you ever get the chance to see the aquabats live you should. Way fun.
I bet "erotic Survior" had better looking women than what is left on the current survior cast though.
If you ever get the chance to see the aquabats live you should. Way fun.
I bet "erotic Survior" had better looking women than what is left on the current survior cast though.
audio:
well my evening wont be that kick ass. i have to work tomorrow and i still have no money. pooey. but i will be sending out some good vibes to you tonight so that you have a really great evening and have lots of cute girls try to pick you up. youre a cutey, you should be beating them off with a stick. if i saw you in a bar i would flirt with you.
if i saw you in a bar i would flirt with you. is it too much for me to ask for you to be civil to me?
fuck, it's like i beat you or something...
you turn you head and walk away like i don't fucking exist.
we spent five fucking years together day in, day out...
and now you pretend i don't exist...
over what?
the fact that i didn't do what you wanted,
when you...
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fuck, it's like i beat you or something...
you turn you head and walk away like i don't fucking exist.
we spent five fucking years together day in, day out...
and now you pretend i don't exist...
over what?
the fact that i didn't do what you wanted,
when you...
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mamabunny:
Ello Love
audio:
my zombie move was good. now im gonna make some vegetarian burritos. its good to hear that youre hanging in there. i wouldnt want you to let go and fall. heheee.
last night went alright... i ended up going out with one of my friends and his girlfriend (who's really cool...). i had wanted to go out to a bar, but we decided on coffee instead... it's ok, though... 'cause i drove and i knew if we ended up at a bar i was going to want to get smashed... and i don't drive drunk so......
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csilla:
damn, how much i wish i could go out with you to have those drinks! maybe someday
i'm glad you had an ok time last night
i'm glad you had an ok time last night
audio:
yeah for coffee when alcohol is unavailable.
so im thinking of starting of starting a save audio fund...interested in contributing??? hehee
so im thinking of starting of starting a save audio fund...interested in contributing??? hehee
today, started out slowly... really slowly. less than 2 hours of sound sleep. then 8 hours of work... (how are you feeling today mamabunny?)
work today, one of the big-wig specialists was there and she's been giving us shit lately, but she was incredibly nice to me today... she was halfway out the door when she turned around and came back to talk to me...
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work today, one of the big-wig specialists was there and she's been giving us shit lately, but she was incredibly nice to me today... she was halfway out the door when she turned around and came back to talk to me...
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schoolgirl:
Hi, you are so sweet, thanks for thinking of me. i'm doing okay today. I managed to really do the smile all week thing.
If you do go out, drink some beer for me, and please have fun, doll.
i hope you are doing well and I wish you some
If you do go out, drink some beer for me, and please have fun, doll.
i hope you are doing well and I wish you some
csilla:
hehe i was wondering what that was with the one line, but i agreed hehe.
how did the going out go? i never ended up going out but i partied by myself. go me.
so we never finished talking about those kids of ours!
xo csilla
ps i wrote you a testimonial
how did the going out go? i never ended up going out but i partied by myself. go me.
so we never finished talking about those kids of ours!
xo csilla
ps i wrote you a testimonial
today was a weird day... i saw a cute girl shopping today and she smiled at me, and i smiled back... and i wanted to talk to her... but i couldn't for some reason.
for the first time in awhile, though... i didn't feel bad for looking at other girls... does that mean i might finally be realizing that it's really over between me and...
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schleprock:
Hang in there. Thanks for the message in groups.
rxqueen:
haha yes!
move to the city, and tell me the boys im with are assholes! i need someone to do that!
have a good weekend sweetnessssss
xoxox
move to the city, and tell me the boys im with are assholes! i need someone to do that!
have a good weekend sweetnessssss
xoxox
not much to report.
yesterday was pleasantly uneventful. i didn't even try to call anyone, because i knew nobody was around... so, i just resigned myself to sitting here looking for jobs and finishing up another resume...
my little sister came over for a little while, and i tried to give her a good appreciation for the music i listen to... you gotta catch them...
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yesterday was pleasantly uneventful. i didn't even try to call anyone, because i knew nobody was around... so, i just resigned myself to sitting here looking for jobs and finishing up another resume...
my little sister came over for a little while, and i tried to give her a good appreciation for the music i listen to... you gotta catch them...
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rxqueen:
i saw thrice for the first time last year when they toured with Coheed & Cambria, HWM and theSTART.
i saw them again this year on their tour with the used and my chemical romance.
god, i fall in love with them everytime i see them.
my ex boyfriend got his nose broken in a Thrice pit.
heh hardcore ferreal!
i saw them again this year on their tour with the used and my chemical romance.
god, i fall in love with them everytime i see them.
my ex boyfriend got his nose broken in a Thrice pit.
heh hardcore ferreal!
rxqueen:
bah stupid internet and its double posting
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[Edited on Oct 02, 2003]