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HOLY FUCKING SHIT AMAZING!

well i dont have colon cancer.


and thats about all they know.



i have to about two more tests before anything is done.
i have to do the xray thing where i drink a bunch of stuff then they xray my inside as it's in me and what have you.
then i'll have to do the pill camera where i swallow a camera and it...
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pretty sure i'm loosing it.


the stress of not knowing what the doctor is going to say is taking an emotional toll on me that i've never quite experienced before (when my mom had cancer it was kinda like this just about half as bad).


i've been listening to The Bravery - Time Wont Let Me Go for the past like five hours over and...
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i had $136.50 dollars in change in my center console.


american.



that has been the highlight of my month.

so emo right now.


how are you right now?

Weekend Recap:

Mon-Thursday:
couldnt take any medicine and i ate pretty light meals the whole week.

Friday:
Woke up at 4pm.
Not allowed to eat anything all day.
After a shave and a hair cut started drinking my gallon of stuff that'll empty my stomach and other parts at about 9pm.
Did that until about 11pm.
Drank some water and sprite till 12am.
Tried to...
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so pretty normal week. no school for five weeks rocks which is pretty much the only upside.

So being the nice guy i am i figure in preperation for the colonoscopy tomorrow i'll clean up and look nice. Which pretty much means for me re-shaving my head and trimming the beard and what have you. While in the process of shaving it occurs to me...
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well since my internet was down all day yesterday i'm posting this now.


i went to my doctors appointment for my stomach. he's a "stomach doctor" i dont know what they call those professionally. anywho he thinks i probably have Crohns Disease.

since my mom has this and my mom also had colon cancer, i get the joy of getting a Colonnoscopy to rule...
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