Right, so, the computer is partially fixed. 
It runs well enough to keep me going until I have the money to get another one which is good because i really didnt want to empty my savings account to get a new one. Other than that everythings been just kind of soso around here. Spent last night at Nikki and Johns house so that he could...
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It runs well enough to keep me going until I have the money to get another one which is good because i really didnt want to empty my savings account to get a new one. Other than that everythings been just kind of soso around here. Spent last night at Nikki and Johns house so that he could... Read More
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Alright, this mid day update comes toyou from Yikess computer since mine is now no longer among the living. Yep, i am with out a computer for the forseeable future so this will probably be that last update for awhile. If any of you guys want to get ahold of me then give me a call or send me an email since i can...
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smashedpumpkin:
oh no! internetlessness is sort of empty feeling. but liberating at the same time, in a way....
i was going to go to the meeting last night if my prior plans fell through, which they did, but instead succumbed to my hunger and went out to eat with my parents. you can say it: i was being an anti-social bum.
but i'll catch you at the party though!
i was going to go to the meeting last night if my prior plans fell through, which they did, but instead succumbed to my hunger and went out to eat with my parents. you can say it: i was being an anti-social bum.
but i'll catch you at the party though!
girly:
Get a Mac 
Great time at the meet last night. Met up with Dragonchylde (you people need to do things with this girl, shes just to amazing not to), Yikes and Maxwell_Demon were there as well, also got to see Elijah, SamanthaKayne and her man ironbhr, nice to see jonnytrrrash7 and Azurite again as well. So ya, I hope the halloween thing goes just as well,...
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godsmoker:
It's hard to not let that stuff get to you, but I don't really have many dreams at all, so I wouldn't know what to do anyway. Your friends are there for you. Even the online one's. 
dragonchylde:
Why are you saying sorry for? You have no reason at all to be sorry..sometimes I don't understand you chad..things go great and then you say you are sorry for something..I know I confuse you alot and I really don't mean to..hopefully soon ill be able to get all this crap in my head worked out.
So lets see what today brings. Lots of crap to do then meet up with the beautifuly lovely Dragonchylde and hopefully at some point the usually undefinable Yikes along with the highly posable Maxwell_Demon so we can all go the SGCO meet up tonight. Should be fun. More fun than yesterday at any rate. So......WABAM!
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smashedpumpkin:
meet-up!
how did it go? i feel out of "the know" now.
how did it go? i feel out of "the know" now.
velvet_night:
I'm online again, but not going to be here anymore. I can't afford it right now. You know how to reach me if ya need me *big hugs*
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ccfoo:
Oh...bummer....sorry dude!
godsmoker:
I could've used the stripper....damnit.
Thanks for wishing me happy b-day!
Thanks for wishing me happy b-day!
What the hell is this dating thing? Ya, being single sucks...a lot and Bob knows that I'd rather wake up in someones arms instead of wedged between the heating duct and the bed but you know what? Dating can go suck a cock! Akward ass games is all dating usually adds up to, atleast from my experience. I realize its a necessary thing and all,...
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maxwell_demon:
Karma is the best. Yes indeed.
You know how hard it is to post in your journal without insulting you?
So yeah, good luck with the dating thing and all that.
You know how hard it is to post in your journal without insulting you?
So yeah, good luck with the dating thing and all that.
dragonchylde:
Yup now you have a car so you can come see me more often hehe. Glad things are looking up for you..now if we could only fix your work situation.
Im not really sure where the hell today came from. When i finish a job at my place of employment I have to ususally wait around about 5 min for another one to be brought up for me to work on. The receptionist is on vacation this week so all the higherups have to help pick up her slack while shes gone, so instead of...
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jonnytrrrash7:
i think you are a fine, sensitive young man just looking for love and meaning in life........ah, to be 20 something again..........ah, no thanks
i bet my unsaid list is longer than yours....
i bet my unsaid list is longer than yours....
godsmoker:
Deep, thoughtful, and hopeless "you-know-what" . An intelligent man with a lot on his mind...
. An intelligent man with a lot on his mind... Mother of Fucking Christ! The god damn emotional rollercoaster of dreams ive had the past few days would surley give a small child a heart attack. Damn, and i though i was getting better too.
Edit: Okay, that was my fault, again. Didnt mean to give you guys the impression that everything was getting all crappy again, because it isnt. The dreams arent that bad...
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Edit: Okay, that was my fault, again. Didnt mean to give you guys the impression that everything was getting all crappy again, because it isnt. The dreams arent that bad...
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smashedpumpkin:
while on the subject of dreams, here's something weird. today i was in math class and noticed my teacher got a haircut. then i realized i had a dream last night that i was sitting in math class noticing that the teacher had gotten a haircut. a little unsettling... 
smashedpumpkin:
i suppose these weird glimpses into the future are certainly helpful...
but my math teacher getting a haircut? now really...how is that applicable to anything?
i'll probably see you at the against me! show then. be sure to get there early enough to catch the blood brothers....they're....different.
but my math teacher getting a haircut? now really...how is that applicable to anything?
i'll probably see you at the against me! show then. be sure to get there early enough to catch the blood brothers....they're....different.
So, lets see here.......
Went to the pixies on thursday! Absolutley one of the best shows ive been to in a long damn time. They played damn near everything I wanted to hear to. (no Into the White though :whatever. After the show some frineds and I went to Barracudas for something to eat and I gotta say, im not sure what it is...
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Went to the pixies on thursday! Absolutley one of the best shows ive been to in a long damn time. They played damn near everything I wanted to hear to. (no Into the White though :whatever
. After the show some frineds and I went to Barracudas for something to eat and I gotta say, im not sure what it is... Read More
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yikes:
I'll come over. Don't think I won't.
yikes:
Yeah! 
I write this very quickly as i get ready to go see th Pixies tonight! Last night was excellent. But of course it had to be since I was hanging out with Dragonchylde and you cant really get more excellent than her. Took her out to find a halloween costume, which ended in success! She looks absolutley phenomenal(sp?) by the way. She needs to do...
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girly:
Have fun you lucky bastard
godsmoker:
Have fun at the show! The Pixies rock.
I'm not sure what happened but I feel better for some reason. Sunday night I came down with some sort of food poisoning type thing and got really sick. I was up half the night . When I woke up in the morning, despite still being damn sick, I felt better about everything from the last entry. I think maybe it was just letting it...
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. When I woke up in the morning, despite still being damn sick, I felt better about everything from the last entry. I think maybe it was just letting it... Read More
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godsmoker:
Epiphanies are the best! Glad you feel better. When it comes down to it, all you have is yourself and noone can take that away from you. Things come and go, but I'm not telling you anything that you don't already know.
velvet_night:
Glad you're feeling better btw
Pay no attention to the previous post.
On the advice of friends Ive spent the weekend trying to keep myself distracted from all the stuff in my head that i cant seen to work through. Ive been out doing things with just about all of my frineds and family to the point that Ive only been home for a bout 45 minutes in the last...
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On the advice of friends Ive spent the weekend trying to keep myself distracted from all the stuff in my head that i cant seen to work through. Ive been out doing things with just about all of my frineds and family to the point that Ive only been home for a bout 45 minutes in the last...
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dabeergyrl:
Smile more and eat pumpkin harvest cookies from Mrs. Fields!
Hope things get better so you can stop distracting yourself
Hope things get better so you can stop distracting yourself
girly:
I ♥ you, pass it on
I can make spam out of chain mail...
are you going to buy your own...glass melting...oven...or whatever they are? and put it in the middle of your living room? forget fireplaces!