So how should I describe this week? Someone though I knew loosely but called a friend just died after a long and eventful fight(1.5yrs). Or the fact that someone that I now call a better friend (between friend and best friend) had been diagnosed with an aggressive cancer.... I don't know who to turn to anymore. Is there anyone that can help...
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exkyu:
Ugh that's horrible. Hope you're okay mate. 
pentaclefilms:
that sucks dude :/

<p>Putting aside all my dramas atm as that ship will either sink or swim because if I invest more time in that I am not living my own life. So I'll ride out this storm and see where I land.... As analogies go the ship one is pretty bad I apologise. </p> <p> Moving on however *clears throat* What I have brought you...
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i_am_ghost:
That sounds awesome! Can't go past party games with multiplayer like Mario Kart or a shooter like Goldeneye. I guess people like Halo and COD and shit.. I'm really bad at those. And Guitar Hero! But yeah making a movie or something the main attraction with other activities around maybe. Keep it simple and change it each time otherwise it just becomes a free-for-all.
stingerstung:
That's what I was thinking @i_am_ghost makes more sense to change the focus every event. But I need more than games at one end and movie/series at the other. Should I have a trivia paper that only valid until a certain time? Or keep the first one simple and have a 'tell us what you think' paper to get actual reviews? 

I'm pretty sure due to the absence and everything no one would read this but yeah I'm posting again. This membership at least requires one post a year and this may be it.

I'll be honest ppl in long term relationships help me because I'm losing my mind right now. I think I'm losing my girl to a girl and...
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i_am_ghost:
That sucks dude. All I know is that if someone wants to leave, they will leave. As much as it hurts to think about.. And I won't say everyone will be better off, the truth is that it is the worst and it will be awful for ages. It doesn't make a difference if it's a guy or a girl, if she ends up being unfaithful then you shouldn't put up with that. I don't think I've provided any good advice or made any sense here I kind of just went stream of consciousness. Sad face. 
madmaxthehatter:
all you can do is be yourself and do you best if they are not staying then they will leave. I would advise trying to talk to her and if its salvagable then give it a shot, it may not be salvagable and then its time to end it. 
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So here I sit at my place of work (some of you may know of it now) with my 3rd pint in front of me after a 10hr shift and wonder why I do it to myself.... Then I remember that life is never as kind as you want and dealing with it is never as easy as you need. Apart from that I am...
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i_am_ghost:
Sometimes life just had a way of getting on top of you for a bit. It's all gonna be ok, and all that jazz 
stingerstung:
Survived!! Passed off my gf a bit I think but got through it! Onwards to the holiday in NZ!! 
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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG....

As gay as this sounds I will admit I just got a little starstruck. None other than @peggysue just came to my workplace and for one of the few times in my life I didn't know what to say. Instead I awkwardly tried to look anywhere else and not be noticed.

I have never been left speechless by...
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twitchling:
im excited actually to see you in UV 
viridiana:
Haha sounds like my first time meeting any of these beautiful people! Honest I still get star struck and awkward around some.. :P
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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST TIME IN I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I HAVE BEEN EXCITED ABOUT A HOLIDAY!!!... (the one in June doesn't count as its coming up)

My friends every year try and get us all together during the easter break to actually chill out and relax. Usually I can't go because of comedy festival...
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Good times great hits right? Good news is the shoot that I did with the glorious Maddame got a much more positive feedback than I ever thought. I accidentally uploaded them to fb so all my friends not associated with ig or sg saw them. Weird comments on some of them lol

Was going to update of other areas of my life but meh lol...
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stingerstung:
@pentaclefilms she is amazing to shoot with! A little different but hey to do what she does you have to be little different isn't that right @maddame I am sure she will as it has great places to shoot from. And hey you want a leg up I will gladly fund. I want to see your sexy ass on camera =D
pentaclefilms:
haha. sexy... no. and you don't wanna see this ass XD 
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So yes, plans for the year are many and are all concentrated in the last 6 months of the year.

July: I shall start in America, Boston to be exact as I will be attending a wedding over there. Then for the rest of the month I will be visiting NYC, Washington DC, Colorado and I am unsure but I am going to try and...
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So it looks like I still need some motivation to get myself going. Though I feel like it's getting easier to stop doing stupid things lol

Also I just realised that it's 3 weeks till my birthday, the dreaded late 20's are nearly upon me =D anyone want to party hard with me to bring it in?

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So it appears I have returned to this land. Hopefully will have more activity that the last couple of years.

This is more of a post to get me back in the habit, it'll become better no doubt as I get more involved with this.

Peace!