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... this has been the happiest week i've had in a while, the anticipation for once has triumphed over the disappointment, and it is fucking wonderful. i hope this feeling doesn't go away...

... yes, i'm quite smitten...
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mistressmissy:
smile i hope it lasts for you too
starsandsmokes:
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... what is worse, anticipation or disappointment?
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asvetic:
you old philosophical coon you! well, if I had to reach down in to the pits and come up with an answer I'd say Anticipation's worse...constantly looking over your shoulder waiting for the Law, Government or some thugs to come and beat you up, take your house and throw you in the slammer would keep me in ulsers...but for each day that doesn't happen, I'd feel a little disappointed...wouldn't you? Maybe it's the Moonshine I distilled last evening that's talkin.
asvetic:
What you really need to be asking isn't the Anticipation or Disappointment but the reaction to either...Which is worse feeling...the excitement of Anticipation... the adrinaline building, heart pounding, brain swelling, sweaty hands leaving curse of what's to come or the utter crash of Disappointment...leaving you void, angry, confused, depleted, empty, untterly stupified that something so right went soo wrong, leaving you colder and wetter than the Anticipation built you up too. Geez, Chris I expected more from you, now I feel disappointed.
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... i drank the wine, and i threw away the rose...
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ryancorpse:
I got the guitar, and it's great suprisingly i can get a goos strat kinda tone out of the neck pickup and a great rock tone from the bridge, it's a really great guitar.
ryancorpse:
How's the tele thinline holding up?
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... i haven't drank wine in a while, and i just happen to have a nice expensive bottle of merlot downstairs, i think i may remedy this problem right now...
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midori:
I'll have a glass thanks. But wine always makes me want spaghetti...Okay, hows this: I'll make the spaghetti, you bring the wine. Okay? Deal.
ryancorpse:
That Damien Rice stuff is great!
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... i need something to happen, i haven't written a good song in a while. i'll take something good this time though, the sad bastard songs are all i seem to churn out...
mistressmissy:
if i tell you i love you
would that help you right a song?
tongue
johnnyvonbondie:
the cat's name is helmsley and says that you can write a song about him if you would like. biggrin

jesse
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... she is finally back in town and called me tonight which makes for a very happy chris...
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mistressmissy:
yay
pureblu12225:
woohooo for you smile
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... i think i'll go eat worms...
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mistressmissy:
oh i dont mind flooding...just as long as its not my room thats flooding
alexys:
..slimy. .. yet satisfying.
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... please turn our gas back on mr. gas man, we promise to pay the bill next time. i don't mind the cold showers during the summer, it's the shaving that sucks...
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heavenlystranger:
you have a nice picture
h.s.
heavenlystranger:
i couldn't be a stranger if i had a pic (actually i can't afford a digital camera)
h.s.
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... the anticipation of what may or may not be is killing me...
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clara:
... ?
johnnyvonbondie:
dude, that site RULES!
i'm hooked. \m/biggrin\m/

jesse
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... well, the week and a half of fun with my friend from home is now over. i had a pretty damn fun time, hopefully he did too, he didn't have to pay for a thing, so that i guess is a definite plus for him, on the other hand, it kinda sucks for me, but i guess that it's better to be generous than...
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receptionistdesk:
it was really great meeting garrett...

i hope things work out with yr lady. you deserve a nice girl treating you right for once.
telesis:
Best of luck! I've been thinking lately and as much as I want to jump head first back into a relationship, I'd probably just end up fucking myself up so badly that I'm going to wait this one out. I'm glad everything went smoothly with your friend.
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... yeah, so we've been doing a bit of running around for a few days,and catching up on some drinking. 3 days off in a row rocks my ass, my friend being here from back home in good ol' louisiana also rocks. i met a really rad girl in baltimore last night, she lives in pa about 30 - 45 minutes from here, i even...
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telesis:
Enjoy tonight! It sounds like you could really use a day off!?! Jesus Christ... if I had as much time off as you've just had, I'd probably... errr, be doing the exact same thing. Good for you. The truck situation seems to have fell apart on me. The day I was approved for the loan, I found out it was sold! But, I'm working on another shit kicker, so it won't be long. You should really see this new Jeep I've been looking at! I won't be able to pick up a girl in it at all - the ride is all over the place. No suspension at all. It's still pretty hard core though. Hee!
dave_h:
that rocks about meeting that girl. its been a while since I've met anyone I'm interested in.