Thursday Dec 09, 2004

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still on a natural high from my birthday and the sg east coast toy party. eeek biggrin

my neck tattoo is rejecting... i'm going ot have to start taking samples of ink to the doctor and getting allergy tests before i get tattooed. i can barely move my head.

tomorrow kassey and i go "outfit" shopping. hehehehe
mercie:
you just have to watch the brands of ink... but i'm sure you knew that. wink

is there an occasion for the outfit shopping?

smile

PS - outburst was fun. biggrin

Wednesday Dec 08, 2004

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oh man. last night too much fun :o)

probably too much to drink as well.

lots o shots, lots o beers. lots of good friends and great people.

very inebriated. yay for jager, red headed sluts, yuengling and whatever else those fine people purchased for me last night. fine family fun indeed.

now life will go back to boring and normal i'm sure

p.s. trivial...
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fragglerocker:
That was more fun than a barrel full of monkeys! ooo aaa
mistakesmade:
Hey looks like I may be back this weekend. mwahahaha you can't get rid of me!!

kiss
MM

Tuesday Dec 07, 2004

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first off i would like to thank everyone again who gave me birthday wishes. i am so grateful for the people in my life, old friends and new acquaintances. you all have made the best times of my life recently.

in other news:

tonight tuesday dec 7th

Kamikaze Karaoke

at

Frazier's off the Ave
919 W. 36th Street
Baltimore, MD

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pyronautica:
Yeah, I'm having my party at Fat Daddies because I don't know my way around York very well, my coworkers all like the place, and my boyfriend knows the owner. So, it makes sense.

You're more than welcome to come. It would be nice to meet you.

Ps. I LOVE your Poptart tattoo.
fragglerocker:
Whoa was that fun

Monday Dec 06, 2004

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so far, so good. best birthday ever. it took a decade to have another good birthday but it's been worth the wait :o)

thank you to everyone so far for their birthday wishes. :o)
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haha:
Hey Happy birthday! SOunds like you're having a great birthday!
suicideguy:
awww, happy birthday, even though it's the 7th for us!

Sunday Dec 05, 2004

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sex toy party. drinking from 6 pm until 7 am again. church. memories. great times to be had.
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ultimatelewser:
Happy Birthday! biggrin
karma:
Happy friggin birthday girl-fren! OMG Hurry up and become an SG so we can do a 2 girl set!!! love

Saturday Dec 04, 2004

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so it's over and done with thanks to everyone that showed up to the HYAS formal dance. it was good times. {side note: here' sa big fuck you to the person that turned on the gas stoves in the kitchen and fucked with the fire extenguishers}

i feel relieved now that it's done with i would've liked to see some people show up but i...
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mistakesmade:
Once I get home I'll send you all the pics from the HYAS thing. SEE YOU TONIGHT! Don't forget my wigs yo. I"ll rock um out with style.

I ♥ you.

kiss
MM
mistakesmade:
And so it begins... add you pictas and enjoy everyone elses! SG EAST COAST TOY PARTY ALBUM

Thursday Dec 02, 2004

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imstillbreathing:
hey you're one of my myspace friends! how goes it sweetie?
jamielee:
What CD?



Oh, and you may not want to play, but you know you loved the worm. biggrin

Thursday Nov 25, 2004

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i trace this line as it fades away

an icon of profanity
it's no longer hostile
it has become a welcome hello
so flip the bird and smile
dividing lines of past and present
boundaries wane
when love turned to heartbreak
happiness turned to sadness
the fondest memories.
recollecting brings tears
tears flow to rivers
drown in yesterday
and i catch my gondola every night...
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rallyb:
I'm obsessed with songs that have fade away in the lyrics. At one time I kept a list of them, had 111. I've stopped keeping the list (too many that used it arbitrarily), but when a song uses it well, there's nothing better. Maybe I'm insane. Like I'd give a flying (or falling) fuck.
...Just So You Know.

Anyway... Rat Bastard! mad Dude sux for not showing or even calling blackeyed ...ever since the election, I've been aching to hit someone, so show me where he is.

Alas, pain is good for poetry, isn't it? Don't hermit out on us, and stay starry-eyed, you song-repeating chimney-stack, you. I'm prayin' that you don't burn out, or fade away...
mercie:
Don't you hate it when people say the guy is lame for not being there? I really never helps either way. Why didn't anyone call me for Dennys tonight? I'm bummed.

I don't think I can come to karaoke anymore. It's too hard. It was something "we" always did. And that's no longer. All good things must come to an end I guess, as they say. I hate it but it looks like it's true.

I hate it when things change and the wind blows the wrong way. It... makes my crotch hurt. hah... lame i know I'm lame...

I'm going to miss a lot of things. But as you say, I think Operation Hermit might have to happen for me. I need to heal. A lot.

xoxo

Monday Nov 22, 2004

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i am very sad right now.

i had to take out my bridge piercing b/c it was migrating...

the gross part is when i was cleaning it so i don't scar any worse than i already was two huge pus bubbles came out.. eww

ugh i hate it when my favorite things don't work out
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shitricky:
.sometimes my favorite are the wrong things... skull
rallyb:
pus bubbles. Oh, that's lovely...
Was one of them my last gf? --Just kidding!

But don't be sad. It could have been worse. One of your tattoos could have suddenly come to life and torn its way out by eating through your flesh. And that could really have sucked. Especially if it was one of your hearts or that cool poptart you've got.

Sunday Nov 21, 2004

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i'm so lost right now. the stress is so killer i had a panic attack or something last night. i'm done with all of the drama. i'm done with caring about people and trying to help.

from here on out i will listen to people but offer no advice. it will be rare when and actual conversation can happen with me.

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Saturday Nov 13, 2004

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i give up

time for operation hermit to take effect
rallyb:
Word. Operation Hermit is already underway.

I think my birthday was contagious or something. Now everyone I know is feeling how I feel at birthday time. (By the way, you're going to be 22 next month, and that's really OLD!!! Er, no wait...)

Giving up is good, generally...well, depending on what you give up on...

People/society, hope, love...give up on those
Friends, dreams/mega-goals, music...don't give up on those

...not yet anyway.
mercie:
oh cripes now what?

not again.

better see you Tuesday at the very least, woman.

kiss
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