This is a busy month for me, socially. I've got stuff to do, and I've even got a girl to date. But then, I'm finding myself not too excited about it. She's kinda quiet. Not like, extremely, but she just doesn't seem to have the star quality that I crave. I mean, I know this is pretty much the dumbest thing ever, because I know...
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Ugh. So I'd been doing alright for a while. I'd been getting out, not as much as I'd like, but enough. I'd been getting comfortable hanging out at home when I didn't have anywhere else to be and I was feeling ok. I'd even met a couple of girls that, while not quite on par with the ol' gal, mighta done me. Mighta loved me....
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Well... after Steve's birthday party, I think it's about time to say goodbye to that entire group. I just can't be around Tiffany at all anymore. There's just too much pain, and she seems to have decided to twist the knife by flirting with anyone/everyone right in front of me. At this point, I simply can't handle having her in my life in any capacity....
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I guess, now that she's given up on SG, this is now a pretty good place to blog the things I'm afraid to say on Myspace...
I've had good days and bad days with this breakup so far... This weekend has been a streak of bad ones. These poems she's been posting basically leave me alternating between feeling hurt that she wants to fuck someone...
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I've had good days and bad days with this breakup so far... This weekend has been a streak of bad ones. These poems she's been posting basically leave me alternating between feeling hurt that she wants to fuck someone...
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einahpets:
aw, sorry you didn't get at ticket. 
the only reason i'm able to go to the s-k show is because someone else bought my ticket for me (i only have about $30 to my name at the moment.) so yeah, i wasn't planning on going to the rainer maria show. that might change though if i hear back from any of the millions of applications i filled out and i actually get a job. i'll have to let ya know.
the only reason i'm able to go to the s-k show is because someone else bought my ticket for me (i only have about $30 to my name at the moment.) so yeah, i wasn't planning on going to the rainer maria show. that might change though if i hear back from any of the millions of applications i filled out and i actually get a job. i'll have to let ya know.
solveig:
Sometimes when I'm in the mood to surf this site, I find myself reading about a stranger's life... and I don't want to sound like a random stalker, but I'm really sorry that you're feeling this way. I hope everything gets better.
And it only gets worse. 
I mean, honestly.... Posting about how you want to fuck someone else on a public forum? That's a big sign that you cared about somebody.
I mean, honestly.... Posting about how you want to fuck someone else on a public forum? That's a big sign that you cared about somebody. Oh god, it's over with her again, and I feel SO stupid and ugly and hurt.
I don't know if it's as bad as it was last time, but I definitely feel a lot worse about myself this time.
She actually said she wasn't sexually attracted to me anymore... That really makes me feel like a fucking troglodyte. I feel ugly and stupid and uninteresting....
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I don't know if it's as bad as it was last time, but I definitely feel a lot worse about myself this time.
She actually said she wasn't sexually attracted to me anymore... That really makes me feel like a fucking troglodyte. I feel ugly and stupid and uninteresting....
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It's just about growing up time. Working at the liquor store is working out pretty well, and I'm making enough money that I'm not broke all the time. But I'll need more if I want to get the hell out on my own any time soon. I'm on auto-pilot til Graduation. I'll be trying like the dickens to get my own ride pretty soon, and...
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candycox:
It really sucks not having a place of your own, especially when you have a gf/bf. I remember what that was like. Not fun.
Making new friends is hard too, especially since people usually have their cliques formed already like you said. Now that I'm out of college, I've noticed how much harder it is to meet new people to hang out with. Just how it goes...
xoxo
Making new friends is hard too, especially since people usually have their cliques formed already like you said. Now that I'm out of college, I've noticed how much harder it is to meet new people to hang out with. Just how it goes...
xoxo
malmuud:
You're in Philly. Check out Man Man next time they have a show. You shouldn't be disappointed.
She wrote me a letter for my birthday today and it probably made me happier than anything else she could've given me or done for me. 
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daniofthedead:
i awnt a damn birthday letter!
daniofthedead:
what? you are crazy!
My car was stolen tonight and I'm really upset about it. Now, technically, it wasn't MY car to begin with, so I kinda don't really need to be worried about not having a car for all that long... If they don't find it, my dad will be forced to buy another car, presumably one that runs better and isn't so fucked up as the old...
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candycox:
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! 
Go buy alcohol for the first time legally and drink your head off!! Party it up! I barely remember my 21st birthday because I got so wasted off Jager shots at a bar... I ended up throwing up in the bathroom and being carried home... hahah. Have a fun night!!
xoxo, CC
Go buy alcohol for the first time legally and drink your head off!! Party it up! I barely remember my 21st birthday because I got so wasted off Jager shots at a bar... I ended up throwing up in the bathroom and being carried home... hahah. Have a fun night!!
xoxo, CC
flowerofromance:
Yr so different from the rest 
Happy birthday!
Happy birthday!
Weekends like this make me think that we might just be able to sew things up some day...Maybe sooner than later. I mean... Really, for the most part, this weekend was really nice. I got to spend a lot of time alone with her... Maybe I'm just making something out of nothing, but every time she calls me babe, god... I can't resist thinking like...
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