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This is the trouble I've been in


    Working @ Funeral Home
    Working @ Starbucks
    Writing for Randomn3ss.com
    Designing
    Photographing
    Spending Money I Don't Have
    Took a trip to Seattle
    Going to shows
    Seeing friends
    Spending time with the nephew
    Trying to get along with my mom
    Sleeping as much as I can (which is the least possible)
    Day trips to San Francisco
    Overnight trips...
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yuriel:
busy busy busy

but hell sounds all good smile

lol i sleep too much or never enough with no in between really.

and spend money i dont have far too often out of necessity hell. no biggie <3

sounds tiring and stressful but fairly damned cool

heres hoping life's treating you well and isn't so tiring. smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO
celicaslave:
I could use more work and more travel, that's for sure!
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So, it's my birthday in two days.

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paulrich:
A belated happy birthday to you. Just had mine too. Go caps!
sebyfly:
i m just pass here !!so happy birthday!!i m always late!
kiss from paris
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So, I went MIA there for about three weeks, at least on SG. Sorry, kids!

Things have "settled" a little bit more. I've gotten used to working two jobs. I'm moved into the place I live at right now. Still haven't done my Xmas shopping because I'm a procrastinator.

It's so fucking cold. It was 31 this morning on my...
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punt:
SO freezing. I'm with you on that one.
I sleep on my couch almost every night because my room is so damn cold.

I have down comforters, the whole deal. IT SUCKS!
tatertot:
Have a nice holiday weekend and hope you can stay warm... wink
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I am updating on my lunch. I am at home because I need to gather some things. It's freezing in my bedroom. I can hear the wind howling against the walls. It's sounds eerie.
This morning my car was frozen solid as I left Santa Cruz. It read 36 in my car. The days are definitely starting to get colder and colder. This...
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tatertot:
My thoughts go out to you dear, in this this joyous and often stressful season... love
punt:
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voodo0:
Yes I am. wink
memorandom:
ah if it were that easy (see journal)

maybe i need to do some ass-kicking? who knows.

hope you're well

kiss
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verlaine inspired this which a friend of his inspired him

Next I shall do 35 Random Pieces of Pet Peeves

35 Random Pieces of Love

1. Rain. Cloudy & gloomy days. The smell of rain on the pavement. The smell of rain coming. The smell of rain in the woods. Anything to do with rain, I love.

2. Garlic. Onions. Bread. Potatoes. Cheese

3. Hearing the...
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memorandom:
well, it seems to have caught on at least a little.

i love any journal from you, but this was enjoyable. i think the little things a person likes says as much about them as anything else.

hmm. quite a few of your 'loves' would have been on mine had i kept going, and some of the more obscure things too such as falling asleep to tv or a movie - something i used to do incessantly. actually just having something on helps me get to sleep faster than silence. waking up to info-mercials isn't so great though. . .

i spend way too much time people-watching. the fact that i all but live at the library doesn't help this habit, but it's not a new thing by any means. my first couple of years of art school i commuted by bus, an hour there and back every day, and i totally created personnas for the other people who were commuting, even names, they became like a little family. . . i think just observing people when they're unaware is interesting enough, people tend to be truer to their real nature when they think no one is looking. but yeah, it's also fun to see the same people over and over and to give them nicknames wink

tattoos, scars, birthmarks. . . yeah, i'm with you. i don't always like tattoos i have to say though, but in cases such as yours where they DO tell a story and they have deeper meaning than mere decoration, i tend to really like them. i like the concept of autobiographical body modification i guess. i like a body being able to tell a story by its markings, even if it's just chickenpox scars and freckles. actually in the same respect i like old stuff, whether it's buildings, books or clothing- anything that 'tells a story' you know?

as for collarbones, don't even get me started, just the whole neck-shoulder-collarbone-jaw area. . . so incredibly sexy.

and yeah, we already talked about the quinne set. serious kudos to sean on the photography, but you've got to wonder why they haven't had him shoot more sets before now, eh? i just don't think a girl in any set has every looked so. . . accesible, you know? real.

anyways, study time for me, see if i can wrap my brain around any more of this crazy bloody language.

*sigh*

i need caffeine. . .

love and hugs,

kiss
blue_richard:
Your new pictures are beautiful
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memorandom:
mwahaha.

no your mom!

*poke*

playing with people's shock thresholds is FUN biggrin

*sigh*

okay, i'm back. . .

kiss
scheisskopf:
Those are bitchin.
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Add a new main pic and two new pictures, can you guess where? smile

I've decided I am going out today & taking new pictures.

I've pretty much had it with life. I'm so frustrated. I'm sad. I'm confused.
I think this is the perfect weekend to be fed up with things.

Oh yeah. Why is that there's no one in...
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memorandom:
yeah, no prizes for guessing where. *shakes head* you really are sexy, you know that? sexy and cute as hell all at once. . .

well. i had a similar weekend: migraine, lousy weather, place to myself and screaming old lady with demantia upstairs. my plans to get lots of painting done more or less went down the toilet, which sucks more than usual when you're in the middle of being on a creative roll frown

maybe it's the time of year, the changing of seasons, the notion of grim weather on the horizon. . . you should get out and take pictures.

i'm thinking of a big change of scenery right now - going back to scotland for a bit, visit the family, friends, maybe get some much needed perspective on the things in my life that are feeling a bit. . . off.

we'll see. . .

take care of yourself

kiss
gunsarelove:
we're always dodging bullets

carpe diem
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yay for a fucking new update
i am enjoying the way the website look like now

and um yeah

that's about it

i need to get my shit together so i can reapply again.

talk to me on AIM sometimes foolios
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ignorantprodigy:

Are you off your feet yet?
memorandom:
hey, i was 18, and a hopeless romantic (still kind of am), of course i remember. yeah, she for years was 'the one that got away', we were together for a couple of years but it was a long distance thing (my first but not last of those) and both our inexperiences with relationships just fucked it up. had we met now, we could have made it work. i guess that's life *sigh* and 'what if's' are. . . well, you know.

we're friends now though, oddly enough, as we were before we hooked up - and i kind of think we're better that way.

aye. . i'm, going to paint you again, by the way. ive been churning out head studies and nudes (just like old times) like crazy, just drawing and drawing, which. . . was great, but then i fucked my shoulder up, and that's kind of put a halt on things. i'm getting a lot done artistically though - my style has changed somewhat, in a good way, but i'm enjoying what i do more than i have in a long time. but yes - you. one of my favourite subjects ever.

it's like 2 1/2 years since i first drew you. that's nuts.

anyway, enough of my rambling.

take it easy, hon

kiss
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revamped my myspaces
sofia sabotage
one thousand words inc
you should check them out!!!

been busy with school & work, as usual. school isn't over w/ until the end of the june & then i am taking summer classes. i just want to get this crap over with. phew.
going to stay in san francisco over night. i'm going to see huey lewis & the news...
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voodo0:
I'll be at bfd and warped as well! I can't wait. kiss
kimi:
you are a cutie
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tatertot:
How are you doing...
moirae:
I was just listening to the Decemberists, and it made me think of that rad picture. You doing ok?
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Yeah, I know, I've been absent.
Things have been crazy, as usual.
Looking for a new job, starting school, joining a gym and just everyday things.
I'm exhausted and have been finding myself sad & cranky. frown

Hope everyone is well.

*PS* It doesn't help that I'm starting to form a lack of interest with this website, too...I feel overwhelmed.
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dave42:
i heart you sofia! and i heart your new profile picture! you are so gorgeous! don't feel bad,i only "log on" about once a week now. i love naked girls but i also like to feel a pulse every once in awhile. i hope to talk to you soon. in real life. now i need to look at your pictures. you know which. love eeek love
tatertot:
I'd like to hear from you... smile