soeffinhappy

Lately I look like I escaped from an insane asylum. Maybe I did.

I wish I could write while I walked to and from work. My mind goes on these amazing tangents while my body is moving and puts my thoughts together so perfectly. I bet my mom paced a lot while I was in the womb. A lot of what happens to you before you're born affects your life after the cord is cut. I'm also convinced...
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I can't seem to figure things out. Am I backsliding? Forward sliding? Am I bashing my head against the wall or the wall against my head? In six days I turn 25 and I'm miserably ashamed of how little I've accomplished with my life. I keep telling myself that things will get better but will they? Do I have to see everything I want or...
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I was going to write a big journal entry about how nervous and excited I am to be going into the recording studio this weekend but it's too nice outside. Instead I'm going to go sit on the deck and enjoy the moonlight.

I came to a shocking and depressing realization recently. I'm the only person I know that is single. Every person that I deal with on a regular basis is in some kind of committed relationship. How depressing is that? And in case you don't know, let me tell you: it's VERY fucking depressing. It feels like I'm out at a restaurant with everyone I know,...
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It's one hour since I said I was going to bed. Stinking Walmart thread. I'm drunk and sleep deprived and my eyes have been burning (thoug slightly) for two days.

I came to one of the most depressing realizations ever recently. I am the only person I know who is single. Every person I am related to, friends with or work with is in some...
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Back from vacation and find that things have changed drastically. Still not sure about the changes. Some are really good, some are not so good. Lots of bugs too. Hope they work them out.
Vacation was great. I don't even remember the last time I had a week where I didn't need to set my alarm. Sleeping in is great. Apparently it was "senior week"...
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I'm going on vacation so if you have anything pressing that needs to be said to me, you better say it now.

Someone decided to dig around in my brain and stir up all the old memories. Now I have lots of shit floating around in my brain. Gross. Give it a day or so and it will settle down.

I have a date. At Ortliebs. Oh yeah, I'm a playa.

Me want SNU SNU!!!!

So Jessi is dead. Mortally wounded on 4th and South by some careless drunk driver who then ran off. I did have a chance to say goodbye but wasn't able to have the proper viking style funeral pyre that I planned.

She was a good car, I'll miss her.

PS Anyone who has a car for sale in the Philly area contact me.