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I'm so tired. Tired of crying. Tired of being told I'll feel better soon. Tired of not knowing what it is that's making me so utterly unhappy right now. I just want to be held tight, have my hair stroked and know that someone actually, truly cares enough. I feel so lonely...

If anyone knows the way out, let me know as the candle has...
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littleaardvark:
Stats mostly isn't that bad... as long as you don't mind maths. A lot of what I say about is a bit exagerrated and also because I'm never entirely sure whether I'm on the right track with it. Everytime I think I've done everything I've meant to, I have forgotten something.

Besides, different courses demand different things. Some course seem to have more of an emphasis on qualitative research, although I do believe the British Psychological Society does demand you do stats on all course - psychological research is dominated by null hypothesis statistical testing (which interestingly most of the physical sciences don't touch with a barge pole because it's considered unscientific - go figure). But it's not too bad. You quickly learn how to read the formulas and as long as you don't panic with them you'll be find. I quite liked stats at first because it was quite different.
quietlythere:
you of course will get a cd or two or three filled with them smile
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Not sleeping at all well recently, so I'm shattered right now. No explanation for it, just not sleeping like I should be/have been and this of course means that my fucked up dreams are even weirder than ever right now. I think I need some form of hypnosis or therapy to find out what the hell is going on in my head at the moment...
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quietlythere:
Sorry to hear that you are having trouble sleeping frown
lemuria:
hello. how have you been? i havent heard from you in awhile and was wondering if youre doing well. i hope so. kiss kiss
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Will I ever get to where it is that I am going?
Will I ever follow through with what I, what I had planned?
I guess it's possible that I have been a bit distracted
and the directions for me are a lot less in demand.
Will I ever get to where I'm going?
If I do, will I know when I'm there?
If the...
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steaky:
Happy Belated Birthday kiss

Hope you had fun up here in Manchester. Sorry I ahven't been able to wish you happy birthday sooner than this but I have been struggling with internet since Easter and when I have been able to get the internet I haven;t realy been able to get on SG. But I am home again now, so should be a bit more active from now on. smile

Sounds like things are going well for you at the minute as well. Although Al sounds much like me smile
thequestion:
I'm blubing for the sheer fact that so many others like it. I am not alone!
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The Ups (biggrin) and Downs (frown) of my world right now:

3 days to my birthday (and Bleeder's) biggrin

But the weather forecast for the whole of this week is a pile of crap frown

3 days until I get to Manchester biggrin

But I have head and belly ache today frown

I love my shiny blue iPod Shuffle biggrin

But iTunes Store isn't letting me purchase any...
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super:
Happy Birthday!!! kiss
deceptiviewfilm:
I dont know if they celebrate Mother's day in the UK but Happy Mother's Day from the US.
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10 days and counting......biggrin

♥ The iPod was fucked. Basically. So I got a refund from the guy I bought it from, and bought another one. Which loaded straight away, sync'd, charged and I'm currently listening to it now love Ahhhhhh, all is well with the world again biggrin

♥ I'm still going to get a laptop at the end of the year though as I know...
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brodi:
Monday was actually a very odd day. I went to the funeral with my friends and hardly muttered a word during the entire thing. Went home and watched two movies which were playing on t.v. and later felt the complete opposite of how I was feeling at the funeral. As though my mourning was over after the funeral. I've been just fine ever since. I think I'm going to abandon my current idea for your tattoo and restart, won't take me much longer though. I'd say...by the end of this weekend? I'm guessing.
jackie:
thanks for the card honey was very kind if you. have a happy bday yourself next week xx
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Random musings:

♥ I saw a van today with the company name BJ's on the side biggrin

♥ My computer won't recognise my new iPod frown So I will have to wait until Monday to test it out on my PC at work to see if it's just my home PC that doesn't like it. Probably. Hopefully by the end of the year I might have saved...
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infinity:
make sure youve installed the cd that came with the ipod. the shuffle probably needs itunes 7, so you might not yet have it. most windows ipod setups ive worked with have required the install first, since they usually dont have itunes on yet. the new shuffles use a special connector to get it to USB, so make sure that connector is good and tight. but install the cd in case you havent already. i think sg also has an ipod group, so you can look in there if you need further help...


banging your head on a door frame, now that must have hurt blackeyed
darksphere:
Thank you! smile
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♥ 14 days until my birthday and my arrival in Manchester biggrin

♥ I am now the owner of a shiny blue iPod Shuffle biggrin

♥ Today has SUCKED at work. Some people just need punching very hard in the nuts mad Very stressful, makes me want to just jack it in on days like today, but I have too many bills to pay and debts to clear....
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mark_plus_beer:
you work day sounds like my usual day
infinity:
hope that today didnt suck at work. having a day go like that really sucks, they happen every now and then and there really aint much that can be done about it. but you've got the new ipod to be happy about.
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20 days and counting.....biggrin Well, nearly 19 days considering it's nearly 11pm tongue I so can't wait to get to Manchester smile

♥ My new iPod Shuffle should be delivered on Monday love Unfortunately its not the pink one, but I got a bargain by saving 15 on a blue one, so I'm happy biggrin Happy early birthday to me tongue

♥ I've had a reasonably good day at work...
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infinity:
getting a deal on the ipod is a really good, it can be hard to find really good priced on apple products.


the gossip from work sounds like there must have been some really funny stories to go along with it. it's priceless when people admit to doing stupid things while drunk, that is of course when they remember it. still those stories are usually good for a bunch of laughs...
lizarose:
thanks!

he is a chunk! he is already in 6-9 mo stuff at 3 1/2 months.

that would be so awesome if you had anything cool around...

xo
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This week has been pretty crap in all honesty. So I'm writing it off and starting afresh on Monday.

♥ 26 days until my birthday eeek So, I'm being a whore and pimping out My wishlist tongue God bless him, CreamyGoodness has broken all records and my gifts have arrived WAY in advance of my birthday kiss I am being good though and not actually opening them yet...
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infinity:
you might or might not be able to get a tattoo appointment then, really it depends. usually i cant get space with my artist for around 6 weeks at least, but other people i know go to differnet people and can get appointments in around 2 weeks or so. so really it varies, hope you can get the design taken care of soon so you can go to the next step...
brodi:
hmm, if you want your cocoon and butterfly to look like a cocoon and butterfly in 10 years, you're probably going to have to give me bigger dimensions to work with. Maybe 2inches wide and 5 inches tall?
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HELP REQUIRED

Hmm, yes, I know, 2 blogs in the space of 24 hours. Sorry!! tongue But this is important - to me anyway.

I need an artist like crazy and quickly please biggrin I finally have the idea for my next tattoo but I can't draw for shit, so I need one of you artists out there to draw for me PLEASE kiss

If you can help...
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brodi:
Dead and dying? I've been working 12 hour days for the past 5 days on top of a roof hauling tools and sheets of wood. I'm exhausted and sore to the bone. This also explains the lateness of my reply. Can't complain now though, this is what I asked for.
brodi:
Just read your blog. Send me some details, I'm interested. I need something to work on to keep my mind off this painting of mine.
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Happy Easter folks! biggrin

The house is full of choccy goodness and so far I've resisted the temptation of cracking into a KitKat Chunky egg tongue

♥ I had a lovely day with my parents yesterday. And I even managed to escape and go for a long walk on my own while they took the boys to the park. In fact, it was very therapeutic for me...
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fenstar:
green kiss

Happy Easter Mich
mat8drb:
Easy. Pink. I'd've gone for it if it had existed in December. PINK. Or just not the green one. Ignore Fen. wink

This is a lovely Easter weekend.
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To see a raven in your dream, symbolizes betrayal, disharmony, misfortune, and death.

Oh great, thanks a lot. Really helps that does whatever Just tell the fucking raven to let go of my bloody toe will you? confused See? That's what I mean about fucked up dreams. Sodding ravens biting my toes and not letting go! What the hell is going on in my head?

Metaphor for...
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quietlythere:
It's great to hear how well you are doing with you intentional weightloss . wink

Sorry to hear about how much of a b---- your grandmother was. frown
bleeder:
Ouch! That is quite harsh. The way she did that.

Man....our birthdays are coming. Soon. wink That is so great that you are doing so well. I remember when you first started. biggrin

I would love to in England. I was happy the first time I was there.

Great to hear from you.