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Sometimes it sucks not having internet at home.......like when you need to know something at 2am, and could easily look it up online, but....there is no online. Damn it!

mr_rick:
uhoh....


ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!!
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OK, wow.....I didn't have internet for a few days, and when I come back it's the biggest change I've seen yet. Not sure how I feel about it, but I like having to figure things out as I go.....I miss the way the old bookmarks worked though, and seeing my friends list the way I did before.

My last math class is tomorrow, and my...
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carmen:
thanks for the well wishes!
sylvain:
I just renewed and this new sg might be what has me stop being a member.

but thats'like a september decision.

take care and have a great summer!
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miloryan:
Why did I wait so long to do that?
lazarusisdead:
Another bout of depression. Or it could be that I have to go back to work today. frown
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Life is a complete and utter question mark. Things that I thought would never happen, have happened. How do you move on without fear and loathing, with the knowledge that ANYTHING can happen? Knowing, first hand, that people that you love can hurt you. WILL hurt you. I'm confused. surreal surreal surreal
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sgmonotony:
Yes, I am back and looking forward to seeing you back on the chat or messaging or email. With a bunch of folks you can make it through this, friends , family , and your larger circle.
gilane:
Don't let it be a fantasy. Make it a plan. Plans don't always work out, but if you assume it's a fantasy from the start, you presume it can't happen. And you are _not_ stupid. ... Though he apparently is! wink

geezers rule!
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nothing but hate and fear are with me today. frown puke
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bankerboy:
My karma is turning, yours is bound to turn as well!

bb biggrin
bankerboy:
I hope it comes knocking on your door next!!

bb
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I don't know what to say today. My feelings are all over the map.

I have so many questions that no one can answer for me.

I love my kids so much. They are so beautiful. And I don't mean physically, although they are.

Was watching my "husband" play with our youngest at bedtime last night. Watching them love each other is so incredible. Makes...
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x_doug_x:
hi, hope youre doing well smile
dharmabox:
it's going to be hard but it does get better over time. hopefully you guys can at least work well for the childrens sake regardless of the situation between you two. trust me on this one, i've been there, have gone through it and still in it but now a little wiser for it. but yes it's tough as shit, it hurts a hell of a lot and damn if it's not always fair...




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It's been 3 days since I found out. I am still sick. Still don't know what I want. I just wish that this could all be over with. I want this knot in my stomach to go away.

I don't know what to plan for now. Do I get the kids ready for school here? Are we even going to be here by then? Do...
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metaleric:
Your welcome. smile

I'm not sure I got the right episode though. I'm hoping I got it right.

BTW, my wife moving out was the best thing that happened to me in 10 years, since we got married. It's been almost 5 months since she left, and I feel pretty good about everything. Little lonely a lot of the time, but 100 times happier.
bankerboy:
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

You will do the right thing, whatever it ends up being. You know my story, so you can see it happens. Hang in there, you have friends here! smile

bb-now with 50% less sugar!
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So. It happened. My "husband" betrayed me with his girl. He drove right past our house, to go be with her. I feel sick. I am empty. I look at our kids and feel the pain triple.

What is the point of love, of loyalty?

I wish I could take my children and disappear.

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x_doug_x:
but now i see Marlowe love love

she just might give Mary a run for her money in the M category.
dharmabox:
why are there so many wonderful people on the west coast? and why are the wonderful people out there being hurt so bad? i want you to know though i don't know you from eve i do feel for you greatly and kind of know what you're going through. please remember to take care of yourself first and foremost so that you can then take care of the kids and deal with all the bullshit that comes with the territory.

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This. sucks. frown puke
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tiffanymarie:
What sucks sweetie?
bankerboy:
My life is pretty sucky right now too. One thing that is keeping me half-way sane is to put my situation in perspective. It could always be worse! Take care, stop by and vent if you like!

bb ooo aaa